今天来一份正经的部落格。
在这里我想和大家分享一个故事。
在几年以前，有一个男孩在一家餐厅里当兼职。
那时他还在念书就帮下朋友去他的餐厅打工。
就这样过着美好的日子，但他从来没想到接下来会有一个惊喜等着他。
就在某一天，他一如往常的去上班。
那一天刚好有一个女孩来面试，也谈不上是面试啦，是老板娘的朋友。
她给介绍来这里也是当兼职，餐厅刚起步都很难找员工，都是找自己人。
第一眼见到她也没什么特别的感觉，但她长得不算漂亮，属于跑可爱路线的。
她比起其他女生高但是没有高过男孩，男孩大概185左右吧，女孩应该175左右。
就这样明天女孩来上班了，她很和蔼可亲，就是一个阳光女孩。
但是男孩就对她没有那么热情，男孩的个性就是如此，慢热。
所以第一天上班女孩就不舒服了，当然身为男生的就去主动关心咯。
就在男孩问女孩的那一瞬间，她就说从小她就体弱多病。
男孩问了问要如何帮你？要帮你买药吗？
女孩就说：不用借你靠下就会好一点了。
男孩觉得也太突然了吧，但也没反抗，就让她靠在他的肩旁上。
幸好那时客人不多，所以就这样到关店。
她不会驾车，都是有人家载送她的。
所以在没办法之下男孩就载她回家了，在路上她还坦白的说我不喜欢坐新人的车。
她很容易晕车就会想吐，但是她对男孩说：我竟然第一次上新人的车不会晕车。
就算是他的多年朋友的车她还是会先吃晕车药，但是这次竟然不用。
就这样女孩很喜欢给男孩载，所以男孩也顺理成章的成了他的上班司机。
每天就这样上下班，后来和女孩越来越熟了。
但是男孩始终没有摊开心扉和女孩更熟的关系，因为男孩心里住了一个人。
后来知道女孩超喜欢周杰伦，还叫他老公每个礼拜还不同的手机桌面。
就有一次店里播了周杰伦的歌，她突然跳起来说老公！
我就突然吓到竟然有老公了，原来是周杰伦。
男孩说我也很喜欢周杰伦，每一首歌都会唱哦。
结果女孩说不信，考考你。
就这样男孩每天上班都会遭女孩点歌，女孩也很喜欢听男孩唱歌。
男孩唱歌还算不错，也是他的爱好之一。
就这样她们的关系很快就进入到暧昧这个阶段。
但是男孩还是没有打算跟她在进一步的关系。
男孩知道女孩很多追求者，但女孩都不喜欢。
一直和男孩诉苦，一直抱怨男孩子就只会追求颜值，不谈真心。
女孩后来给了男孩一个称号，她竟然叫男孩妈妈。
很奇怪？一点都不，因为男孩照顾的她就像妈妈给予女儿的关爱。
无时无刻怕错过了女孩的电话。
但是日子久了，他们的关系都还是很暧昧。
直到有一天，男孩的朋友跟男孩说他想追女孩。
所以男孩就傻傻的一直找理由推开女孩，让男孩的朋友负责载她上下班。
男孩的朋友也是这家餐厅的常客，所以每天都会来。
他就一直找机会和女孩说话，女孩一直说不喜欢坐他的车，不喜欢和他说话。
女孩说我就是只爱坐你的车，只喜欢和妈妈说话。
但是男孩觉得自己根本配不上她，男孩就这样开始冷淡女孩。
男孩的心也是很痛的，每天唱歌哄女孩睡觉的习惯开始改了。
本来每个晚上都要，慢慢的减少到没有了。
男孩的朋友可是富二代，家庭生意是卖跑车的。
所以他也是开跑车的咯，看到这些男孩更觉得女孩跟他会好一点。
因为男孩的一次又在一次的冷落·，女孩开始和男孩的朋友好上了。
开始答应人家出去看电影吃饭了，所有东西都和男孩说。
很像就要告诉男孩我快要被抢走了，你再不下手我就和人家走了。
但女孩还是一直说只喜欢妈妈的一切，但是男孩还是对她爱理不理。
就这样女孩和男孩的朋友开始交往了，当然女孩还是很保留。
都会和男孩说他们的行踪，一切的一切都对男孩说。
男的朋友有一天就找了男孩说，你可以把她放开吗，我真的很爱她。
男孩没有给答案，就随随便便答话罢了。
就在有一天，女孩突然下班后说，他今天不会来，你可以载我回吗？
男孩就答应了，一路上女孩开始说他们吵架了。
说着说着她就哭了，哭惨了。
男孩史上最不知所措的时候就是看到女孩哭的时候。
男孩慌了，连忙安慰女孩。
女孩抱了过来说：她真的不知该怎样。
抱了男孩哭了一个小时，明明车就停在她家门外了，还是不下车。
男孩知道自己可以搞定一切的只要他坦白的和女孩说他喜欢她。
但是男孩始终开不了口，还一直帮着他的朋友说好话。
就这样男孩终于让女孩不再哭了，唱了她最喜欢的歌，才渐渐不哭了。
女孩说到还是妈妈知道我喜欢什么，知道怎么哄我。
男孩知道女孩要表达什么，但男孩很绝的说很晚了赶紧下车吧，我的女朋友在等着我呢。
女孩听了以后给了一个惊讶的表情，然后问男孩我们算什么？
男孩答道：我一直会是你亲爱的妈妈在远处保护着你。
女孩再一次哭了，但这次男孩没有把她抱着，还开车门说晚了，下车吧。
女孩下了车看了男孩最后一眼，男孩看得出她真的很伤心需要人抱紧她哼歌给她听。
但男孩关紧车门离开了，离开后打了一通电话给他朋友说你女朋友现在很需要你，赶快去吧
男孩开了一段距离的车，找了停车位开始在车里大哭。
男孩很久都没有大哭一场了，他的心彻底碎了。
他把他爱的人献给人家，还骗女孩自己有了女朋友。
就这样那一天后女的辞职了，也是男孩叫她的男朋友帮她辞职的。
女孩在也没找男孩，男孩过后也去了西马读书。
男孩偶尔会在女孩的朋友圈里听她们说其实女孩一直没有放弃男孩，她也知道那天男孩骗了她。
但她始终没有找男孩，男孩也是再也没有找过女孩。
女孩过后还是和他的朋友拍拖着，也都三四年了。
就在某个晚上，男孩带着他的弟弟去看戏。
看完后，出了戏院想要借电影院的厕所。
就跑去后面，开门后看到了他的朋友。
手里拿着女孩的外套，男孩上前打了招呼没说两句就溜进厕所了。
当男孩从厕所出来时，他看到了女孩的背影。
男孩赶紧闪一边，不要让女孩看到男孩。
男孩就看着女孩的背影一直走向她男朋友那里一起进了戏院看戏。
男孩也离开了戏院，一路心都好乱。
男孩目睹了她和他的朋友还幸福的在一起，男孩想了想。
当初的决定是对的吗？
男孩突然笑了，她幸福我就幸福了。
这就是这个男孩的故事。
你们觉得男孩做了对的选择吗？就算是错的，还可以挽回吗？
女孩还是喜欢男孩吗？听人家说女孩还是一直吃着晕车药，在男友车也一样。
就是男孩的车她一粒药都没吃过，也听人说她还是每晚难入眠。
故事就分享到这里，如有虚构纯粹巧合。
拜拜。
7/20/17
5/29/17
Just some updates xP
Hi there once again, today its 29th of May.
In Malaysia 30th and 31st of May is Harvest Festival.
Harvest Festival are the day people celebrate for the harvest of wheat throughout the whole month.
Basically is a public holidays for normal people like me and celebration day for the farmer.
What an opening! ok enough for general information.
Why I am here because today is Monday and after that have 2 days holiday.
That mean many people will not come to work today in order to get a 5 days holiday.
So my group have 5 peoples and 3 peoples on leave including the senior.
That mean I am being lazy to work and come to write this post.
Seems like I always update my blog whenever I am in office and lazy to work. yeah!
So back to 2 months time 2nd of March, guess what day is that?
Is my birthday! the day that I make a great woman and man become mother and father.
A born baby who are miserable all of his life time until now.
So, nothing special happen on my birthday as usual every year.
I don't really remember when was the last time I have a cake at my birthday.
Just a few people wishes me and go dinner with my family.
Having at Welcome Seafood Restaurant, never had a meal at there before.
There have high rated star and many tourist go, but their food quite sucks for my taste bud.
We just ordered, they come like 2 mins or even faster.
Do they even cooked it? or they just heat up the food where they prepared earlier?
Not worth the price, not worth for my birthday celebration.
That my birthday, pretty simple.
So, next thing happen in my life, I start going to gym already.
Nothing special, I go to gym last 2 years when I was at KL studying.
I go back to gym because my colleague wanted a partner to go.
Many people want me to go exercise and become thin.
So as their wish, I just go try it for once,
But I still love food! The enemy is stronger!
Let's wait the result after 3 months, I just sign up for 3 months only.
Although I feel there will be have not much different compared to my current weight,
Maybe just will lose a little weight la, like around 100Kg, currently almost 120Kg.
20Kg seems like a large amount, hope can target to 95Kg in 3 months.
Its hard, but it might work, it might not, just wait and see.
Currently I am thinking to resign my current job.
I really don't like what I am doing right now, just do a job for living.
my working attitude getting worse day by day.
I don't have motivation to work you know?
I just work so that I can pay some of my loan and eat.
I have no passion in my job, no target, no anything. Just like a machine.
But I also don't have any passion job in my mind.
Miserable life, miserable boy.
When nothing in your life go right, try left. lol
I don't even know what the hell I am typing right now.
I guess it's time to end this post?
Feeling like typing some more, but don't have any other things to share.
If I continue it will be all complain about my life only.
Spread positive guys, don't spread negativity around you.
So, I guess that's it! Hope to see you again in the next post.
Stay tune and bye! Peace!
In Malaysia 30th and 31st of May is Harvest Festival.
Harvest Festival are the day people celebrate for the harvest of wheat throughout the whole month.
Basically is a public holidays for normal people like me and celebration day for the farmer.
What an opening! ok enough for general information.
Why I am here because today is Monday and after that have 2 days holiday.
That mean many people will not come to work today in order to get a 5 days holiday.
So my group have 5 peoples and 3 peoples on leave including the senior.
That mean I am being lazy to work and come to write this post.
Seems like I always update my blog whenever I am in office and lazy to work. yeah!
So back to 2 months time 2nd of March, guess what day is that?
Is my birthday! the day that I make a great woman and man become mother and father.
A born baby who are miserable all of his life time until now.
So, nothing special happen on my birthday as usual every year.
I don't really remember when was the last time I have a cake at my birthday.
Just a few people wishes me and go dinner with my family.
Having at Welcome Seafood Restaurant, never had a meal at there before.
There have high rated star and many tourist go, but their food quite sucks for my taste bud.
We just ordered, they come like 2 mins or even faster.
Do they even cooked it? or they just heat up the food where they prepared earlier?
Not worth the price, not worth for my birthday celebration.
That my birthday, pretty simple.
So, next thing happen in my life, I start going to gym already.
Nothing special, I go to gym last 2 years when I was at KL studying.
I go back to gym because my colleague wanted a partner to go.
Many people want me to go exercise and become thin.
So as their wish, I just go try it for once,
But I still love food! The enemy is stronger!
Let's wait the result after 3 months, I just sign up for 3 months only.
Although I feel there will be have not much different compared to my current weight,
Maybe just will lose a little weight la, like around 100Kg, currently almost 120Kg.
20Kg seems like a large amount, hope can target to 95Kg in 3 months.
Its hard, but it might work, it might not, just wait and see.
Currently I am thinking to resign my current job.
I really don't like what I am doing right now, just do a job for living.
my working attitude getting worse day by day.
I don't have motivation to work you know?
I just work so that I can pay some of my loan and eat.
I have no passion in my job, no target, no anything. Just like a machine.
But I also don't have any passion job in my mind.
Miserable life, miserable boy.
When nothing in your life go right, try left. lol
I don't even know what the hell I am typing right now.
I guess it's time to end this post?
Feeling like typing some more, but don't have any other things to share.
If I continue it will be all complain about my life only.
Spread positive guys, don't spread negativity around you.
So, I guess that's it! Hope to see you again in the next post.
Stay tune and bye! Peace!
2/24/17
Happy New Year, Chinese New Year and Valentine Day.
Ok its 2017 1st blog post, at February, I know you gonna say it the second.
Actually its first! cause the blog that appear to be 1st at 2017 was a draft blog since Nov 2016.
I thought the date will follow by the drafted one ended still post at 2017.
But it's ok. here am I back again with a little tittle over there.
New year, for me still the same, aiks!
No new job, no new girlfriend, still fat, still poor, still a nobody!
So, yeah that pretty much sum up my life there, with my tittle.
As you can see I didn't celebrate Valentine day for the entire of my life.
Don't know who will be the 1st lucky or bad luck girl! xD
I still waiting my girl of fate to appeared in my life.
I know many will said you didn't go find how you gonna get it or some sort of things.
If I am that attractive sure I will go but I am not!
So I just gonna wait and wait xP
Stop talking about relationship problem la!
If someday I got one I will publish here, no need to ask me!
Many of my relative still think impossible I still don't have girlfriend.
Maybe they just don't wanna give me angpao any more. Aiks~!
I just celebrate my new year and Chinese new year by playing lami wih my friend and relatives.
Didn't go travel or what so ever, just stay in my peaceful home. xP
I love my home, no doubt about it!
So here am I again back in 24 Feb, yeap I prolong my blog again.
Sorry la, I really don't have much time to update xP
Now in office, job almost done, suddenly think of draft post not yet settle.
So now I am here to update and post this.
I really don't wanna give up this blog, but I really don't have anything to update eh.
How leh? although I know I just typing for myself to see only.
Maybe it just another place for me to record my memory.
For those was still interest in my blog, and if you are watching this.
Please drop a comment and come to say Hi, I sure will reply.
So that it, goodbye! see you next time! peace!
Actually its first! cause the blog that appear to be 1st at 2017 was a draft blog since Nov 2016.
I thought the date will follow by the drafted one ended still post at 2017.
But it's ok. here am I back again with a little tittle over there.
New year, for me still the same, aiks!
No new job, no new girlfriend, still fat, still poor, still a nobody!
So, yeah that pretty much sum up my life there, with my tittle.
As you can see I didn't celebrate Valentine day for the entire of my life.
Don't know who will be the 1st lucky or bad luck girl! xD
I still waiting my girl of fate to appeared in my life.
I know many will said you didn't go find how you gonna get it or some sort of things.
If I am that attractive sure I will go but I am not!
So I just gonna wait and wait xP
Stop talking about relationship problem la!
If someday I got one I will publish here, no need to ask me!
Many of my relative still think impossible I still don't have girlfriend.
Maybe they just don't wanna give me angpao any more. Aiks~!
I just celebrate my new year and Chinese new year by playing lami wih my friend and relatives.
Didn't go travel or what so ever, just stay in my peaceful home. xP
I love my home, no doubt about it!
So here am I again back in 24 Feb, yeap I prolong my blog again.
Sorry la, I really don't have much time to update xP
Now in office, job almost done, suddenly think of draft post not yet settle.
So now I am here to update and post this.
I really don't wanna give up this blog, but I really don't have anything to update eh.
How leh? although I know I just typing for myself to see only.
Maybe it just another place for me to record my memory.
For those was still interest in my blog, and if you are watching this.
Please drop a comment and come to say Hi, I sure will reply.
So that it, goodbye! see you next time! peace!
2/15/17
Just feel like typing something xP
Hey there! long time no see.
Anyone miss me here? I guess not.
I really don't know what to type, just feels like don't wanna give up on this blog yet.
Let talk about life, how am I?
Well, my life is almost the same as every working people.
Wake up, breakfast, work, lunch, work, home, dinner, game, sleep.
That how's my daily life go.
Boring? Yea... sometimes.
My friend ask me to go for some social life eh.
I refuses, maybe long time didn't communicate with people.
I feel like I really don't know how am I gonna reconnect to this world.
I had been trap myself in my own world for too long time.
Which I know I shouldn't done it in that way.
But I just can't control myself of doing it.
Outside of the world is very scary.
I just don't want to feel the cruelty of the world.
What can we do to make this world better?
Ok enough for that shit, I ain't gonna continue that topic.
If I continue that topic, this blog is not gonna be as it's usual anymore.
So here we go, I really have nothing to say.
Pretend I am dating a girl and find a topic to say la.
Erm.. Erm.... no wonder I still don't have a girl friend.
I don't even manage to find a topic when I am on a date xP
Fine let's talk about girl friend.
Well as usual I don't have one, but I also don't have anyone to admire to.
Shit leh, my life really a mess huh?! hahahaha
Ok la some people really do give a chance to me la... I think...
But that was long long time ago, when I still work at Huge Cafe.
Now Huge Cafe also closed down already.
Miss that place so much, memory overloaded at that site.
Owh I know what to say already, Jay Chou concert.
Yeap this 6th August 2016, I went to my first time ever Jay Chou concert.
As it is also my 1st concert at Stadium Merdeka.
That stadium was crowded! like almost every corner also have one people.
I went their with my friend Chris, as he invited me to go.
He is going with his colleague, 3 girls 1 boy, total 6 people go la.
I was really excited as Jay Chou was one of my favorite idol out of Mayday!
Ok so Jay Chou concert is very worth the price of the ticket.
Although I didn't buy VIP but I think it ok already.
I was sitting at the left side middle of the stadium (without roof)
I even forgot the price of my ticket, lol
The concert is very awesome, will hope to go again soon.
So, for the next artist reserve, I gonna go for <>.
I love that band very much and I already miss one chance of being them came to Malaysia.
Hope there will be a next one coming soon, just be passion and wait!
Aiya I really have no topic to say leh, just hang in there blog, I will come back to you soon.
Bye!
Anyone miss me here? I guess not.
I really don't know what to type, just feels like don't wanna give up on this blog yet.
Let talk about life, how am I?
Well, my life is almost the same as every working people.
Wake up, breakfast, work, lunch, work, home, dinner, game, sleep.
That how's my daily life go.
Boring? Yea... sometimes.
My friend ask me to go for some social life eh.
I refuses, maybe long time didn't communicate with people.
I feel like I really don't know how am I gonna reconnect to this world.
I had been trap myself in my own world for too long time.
Which I know I shouldn't done it in that way.
But I just can't control myself of doing it.
Outside of the world is very scary.
I just don't want to feel the cruelty of the world.
What can we do to make this world better?
Ok enough for that shit, I ain't gonna continue that topic.
If I continue that topic, this blog is not gonna be as it's usual anymore.
So here we go, I really have nothing to say.
Pretend I am dating a girl and find a topic to say la.
Erm.. Erm.... no wonder I still don't have a girl friend.
I don't even manage to find a topic when I am on a date xP
Fine let's talk about girl friend.
Well as usual I don't have one, but I also don't have anyone to admire to.
Shit leh, my life really a mess huh?! hahahaha
Ok la some people really do give a chance to me la... I think...
But that was long long time ago, when I still work at Huge Cafe.
Now Huge Cafe also closed down already.
Miss that place so much, memory overloaded at that site.
Owh I know what to say already, Jay Chou concert.
Yeap this 6th August 2016, I went to my first time ever Jay Chou concert.
As it is also my 1st concert at Stadium Merdeka.
That stadium was crowded! like almost every corner also have one people.
I went their with my friend Chris, as he invited me to go.
He is going with his colleague, 3 girls 1 boy, total 6 people go la.
I was really excited as Jay Chou was one of my favorite idol out of Mayday!
Ok so Jay Chou concert is very worth the price of the ticket.
Although I didn't buy VIP but I think it ok already.
I was sitting at the left side middle of the stadium (without roof)
I even forgot the price of my ticket, lol
The concert is very awesome, will hope to go again soon.
So, for the next artist reserve, I gonna go for <
I love that band very much and I already miss one chance of being them came to Malaysia.
Hope there will be a next one coming soon, just be passion and wait!
Aiya I really have no topic to say leh, just hang in there blog, I will come back to you soon.
Bye!
2/29/16
Happy Birthday To Me!!
Oh well, guess what time flies and now its the last day of February!
Today is leap year, what is leap year, leap year mean February have 29 days!
Leap years come in every 4 years, and is the year of Olympic for every leap year!
Ok that all for the general information!
Its time to go through the main point!
2nd of March is my birthday! YEAH!!!!
Well, there nothing special, just feel boring wanna update something.
Let people when is my birthday see whether got some surprise for me or not! hehe
But unlikely doesn't have anyone celebrate my birthday!
Even facebook message or people call to wish me!
Sad?! Nah! I have no friends, so yeah~~
Well I used to it already, nothing special for me.
It just the day i born to this world, thanks to my mum and my dad.
Cherish when you are still alive, yeah!
so, who wanna celebrate my birthday with me?
If have call me.
What a stupid fella call people to call him and celebrate birthday with him when there no one watching his blog.
Poor kid...
Yea I thinks that sums up what this post about, goodbye! see you next time!
(If there someone watching T.T)
Today is leap year, what is leap year, leap year mean February have 29 days!
Leap years come in every 4 years, and is the year of Olympic for every leap year!
Ok that all for the general information!
Its time to go through the main point!
2nd of March is my birthday! YEAH!!!!
Well, there nothing special, just feel boring wanna update something.
Let people when is my birthday see whether got some surprise for me or not! hehe
But unlikely doesn't have anyone celebrate my birthday!
Even facebook message or people call to wish me!
Sad?! Nah! I have no friends, so yeah~~
Well I used to it already, nothing special for me.
It just the day i born to this world, thanks to my mum and my dad.
Cherish when you are still alive, yeah!
so, who wanna celebrate my birthday with me?
If have call me.
What a stupid fella call people to call him and celebrate birthday with him when there no one watching his blog.
Poor kid...
Yea I thinks that sums up what this post about, goodbye! see you next time!
(If there someone watching T.T)
农历新年快乐和情人节快乐
在这里我要祝大家有一个愉快的农历新年快乐。
虽然已经过了超过一半了，但是你们知道的啦，我不常更新我的部落格。
所以我更新了就算不错了，希望大家见谅。
我的农历新年怎么过？也没有什么特别啦。
初一就拜拜咯，吃斋，基本上一整天就在吃和玩罢了。
晚上去我表哥家吃饭，顺便去邱蕴能的家坐坐咯。
然后十点我的表哥姐弟就来我家赌博咯，我的初一就这样完了。
初二都是差不多一样，如果没有错下午去看了《西游记2之三打白骨精》。
也没有说不好看啦，就还是没有张伟健那么厉害。
然后晚上也是没什么特别，亲戚来我家吃晚餐。
然后也是赌博结束初二，两天都输！！输了整百块！
初三就有一点不一样啦！
下午去朋友家拜年，还是输，但是玩的很开心。
晚上就是小学同学聚会，好像很久都没有参加过同学聚会了。
当然每次都是农历新年才举办的，因为大部分的人都在吗！
地点在Little Italy ，我中午吃了一些到那时候还很饱所以也没叫什么东西吃。
我的同学请我吃一片皮萨，然后就聊天，玩玩咯。
在第一场算是喝了和多的啤酒了，但是他们还不够要去酒吧唱歌继续喝。
我也奉陪到底咯，我都不知道我们几点换场。
只是知道我们喝到凌晨三点多，个个都喝得不知怎样了。
差不多男的都醉到糊里糊涂了，我也是差不多要到开不到车的情形了。
而且我还吐了。因为我没有吃晚餐就喝酒。
就是空肚喝酒啦，千万别做这样的事情，不好受啊！
幸好女的只有一个晕晕的，不然就麻烦了。
然后就去Salim散酒气，我就是在那边吐的。
最后回到家也都四点多了，超累的回到家冲凉就倒下去睡了。
初四还要一大早就要起床，亲戚请吃早餐。
然后我在去吃早餐的路途中也吐了一次！
最后还好没事了，然后没有什么记得做过什么了。
应该是去看ola-bola吧。
看了很多套戏，都不知几时看那一套了。
我的记忆也不好，但是我知道贺岁片我只剩下《开饭啦！》和《赌城风云3》罢了。
几时看的我就不记得了，只知道《四个愚夫》是在情人节那天看的。
为什么记得那么清楚？是不是和女友一起去看所以那么记得？
错！是因为情人节和家人度过！
问我伤心吗？还好啦，又不是很要拍拖。
缘分到了就到了，不用刻意去找的。
好安慰哦！明明就没人要还说一大堆！
看来我也不知道还有什么可以更新了，我们有缘下次见！
祝大家新年快乐，万事如意！拜拜！
虽然已经过了超过一半了，但是你们知道的啦，我不常更新我的部落格。
所以我更新了就算不错了，希望大家见谅。
我的农历新年怎么过？也没有什么特别啦。
初一就拜拜咯，吃斋，基本上一整天就在吃和玩罢了。
晚上去我表哥家吃饭，顺便去邱蕴能的家坐坐咯。
然后十点我的表哥姐弟就来我家赌博咯，我的初一就这样完了。
初二都是差不多一样，如果没有错下午去看了《西游记2之三打白骨精》。
也没有说不好看啦，就还是没有张伟健那么厉害。
然后晚上也是没什么特别，亲戚来我家吃晚餐。
然后也是赌博结束初二，两天都输！！输了整百块！
初三就有一点不一样啦！
下午去朋友家拜年，还是输，但是玩的很开心。
晚上就是小学同学聚会，好像很久都没有参加过同学聚会了。
当然每次都是农历新年才举办的，因为大部分的人都在吗！
地点在Little Italy ，我中午吃了一些到那时候还很饱所以也没叫什么东西吃。
我的同学请我吃一片皮萨，然后就聊天，玩玩咯。
在第一场算是喝了和多的啤酒了，但是他们还不够要去酒吧唱歌继续喝。
我也奉陪到底咯，我都不知道我们几点换场。
只是知道我们喝到凌晨三点多，个个都喝得不知怎样了。
差不多男的都醉到糊里糊涂了，我也是差不多要到开不到车的情形了。
而且我还吐了。因为我没有吃晚餐就喝酒。
就是空肚喝酒啦，千万别做这样的事情，不好受啊！
幸好女的只有一个晕晕的，不然就麻烦了。
然后就去Salim散酒气，我就是在那边吐的。
最后回到家也都四点多了，超累的回到家冲凉就倒下去睡了。
初四还要一大早就要起床，亲戚请吃早餐。
然后我在去吃早餐的路途中也吐了一次！
最后还好没事了，然后没有什么记得做过什么了。
应该是去看ola-bola吧。
看了很多套戏，都不知几时看那一套了。
我的记忆也不好，但是我知道贺岁片我只剩下《开饭啦！》和《赌城风云3》罢了。
几时看的我就不记得了，只知道《四个愚夫》是在情人节那天看的。
为什么记得那么清楚？是不是和女友一起去看所以那么记得？
错！是因为情人节和家人度过！
问我伤心吗？还好啦，又不是很要拍拖。
缘分到了就到了，不用刻意去找的。
好安慰哦！明明就没人要还说一大堆！
看来我也不知道还有什么可以更新了，我们有缘下次见！
祝大家新年快乐，万事如意！拜拜！
1/5/16
Happy New Year and Shanghai Open Qualifier.
Hey guys, sorry long time didn't update, well there's nothing to update too.
So its 2016, what can I say? Time does fly.
I am not that kind of person who set new year resolution and try to complete it.
I am those kind of person just to need live happily every day is enough.
Have bed to sleep, have food to eat is enough already.
Of course I always have more than that, so I do appreciate my life very much.
Cherish every moment you had, you don't know how lucky you are!
Anyway, before I go super out of topic, I wish everyone a Happy New Year.
Hope everyone in this Earth have healthy body and happy everyday.
That the hope I was hoping for every year, but apparently it doesn't come true every year.
Yea I know I was just talking nonsense, this world is not fair.
I realize I always talk out of topic!
Ok back to the topic, well last post I mention I am going in one Dota 2 competition right?
Well my team had been terminated in the 2nd round, so fast right?
I make some mistake when drafting the heroes, well I think that was my fault on the draft.
Hope I can get better drafting skill when the next important competition comes.
My leader already feel that the result get terminated in round 2 was not expected.
Why he had such less confident is his own team, plus he is the leader.
Should he be aiming higher rather than lower?
I don't know la, but I think this team still have a lot to improve.
Hope we can get better result next time.
This Saturday I gonna go Karambunai with my colleague to go for a 2 day 1 night trip.
I hope it will be fun, I think that for the update guys.
Once more time, Happy New Year everybody! peace out ^^V.
So its 2016, what can I say? Time does fly.
I am not that kind of person who set new year resolution and try to complete it.
I am those kind of person just to need live happily every day is enough.
Have bed to sleep, have food to eat is enough already.
Of course I always have more than that, so I do appreciate my life very much.
Cherish every moment you had, you don't know how lucky you are!
Anyway, before I go super out of topic, I wish everyone a Happy New Year.
Hope everyone in this Earth have healthy body and happy everyday.
That the hope I was hoping for every year, but apparently it doesn't come true every year.
Yea I know I was just talking nonsense, this world is not fair.
I realize I always talk out of topic!
Ok back to the topic, well last post I mention I am going in one Dota 2 competition right?
Well my team had been terminated in the 2nd round, so fast right?
I make some mistake when drafting the heroes, well I think that was my fault on the draft.
Hope I can get better drafting skill when the next important competition comes.
My leader already feel that the result get terminated in round 2 was not expected.
Why he had such less confident is his own team, plus he is the leader.
Should he be aiming higher rather than lower?
I don't know la, but I think this team still have a lot to improve.
Hope we can get better result next time.
This Saturday I gonna go Karambunai with my colleague to go for a 2 day 1 night trip.
I hope it will be fun, I think that for the update guys.
Once more time, Happy New Year everybody! peace out ^^V.
12/7/15
Iron Legion
It's been so long and now I am turning to update my blog in office again! :)
Well, both of my senior is on leave and I am lazy to do my job.
So, here I am updating my blog!
Do you all seen the tittle of this post? Yup, that my new Dota 2 team name.
We just figure it out this morning, I have a team already yeah~~
We are signing up for the Shanghai Major Open Qualifier this coming December.
Hope can make something happen in the league.
As for your information, I am the drafter of the team.
Drafter means before the match start you gonna go through some ban and picks.
Ban some hero that enemy strong against at or ban some hero that bring disadvantages to your picks.
Picks some of your team strategy hero and let the match begin.
So, before the match begin its like playing chess with other teams.
The battles of knowledge in dota and the current meta of dota.
Then the match begin, not need explain la everyone know whats a dota.
This is the best team so far that I had ever been, and most of them live in Singapore.
If they are serious of going competition and going to grow big and go professional.
I will move to Singapore and live with the team.
Yeah, sound a little bit crazy right?
For games go outside of your hometown and live in a whole new place.
Just for dreams, this is my dreams and I hope I can make it come true when I was young.
I am 23 turning to 24 already by next year, my captain is 26.
we dont have any more time. hope can do something next year.
Go my team! we can do these!
Although I have a little pressure on being the drafter, I scare I draft the wrong hero for my team.
Drafter is not so easy to do, you need to study the patch and make them fit perfectly for all the heroes.
Well, they trust my draft and so I need to trust on their independent skills~~
Ok, I need go study for the patch right now, and hopefully do some of my work.
Till next time, goodbye!
Well, both of my senior is on leave and I am lazy to do my job.
So, here I am updating my blog!
Do you all seen the tittle of this post? Yup, that my new Dota 2 team name.
We just figure it out this morning, I have a team already yeah~~
We are signing up for the Shanghai Major Open Qualifier this coming December.
Hope can make something happen in the league.
As for your information, I am the drafter of the team.
Drafter means before the match start you gonna go through some ban and picks.
Ban some hero that enemy strong against at or ban some hero that bring disadvantages to your picks.
Picks some of your team strategy hero and let the match begin.
So, before the match begin its like playing chess with other teams.
The battles of knowledge in dota and the current meta of dota.
Then the match begin, not need explain la everyone know whats a dota.
This is the best team so far that I had ever been, and most of them live in Singapore.
If they are serious of going competition and going to grow big and go professional.
I will move to Singapore and live with the team.
Yeah, sound a little bit crazy right?
For games go outside of your hometown and live in a whole new place.
Just for dreams, this is my dreams and I hope I can make it come true when I was young.
I am 23 turning to 24 already by next year, my captain is 26.
we dont have any more time. hope can do something next year.
Go my team! we can do these!
Although I have a little pressure on being the drafter, I scare I draft the wrong hero for my team.
Drafter is not so easy to do, you need to study the patch and make them fit perfectly for all the heroes.
Well, they trust my draft and so I need to trust on their independent skills~~
Ok, I need go study for the patch right now, and hopefully do some of my work.
Till next time, goodbye!
11/9/15
My house flooded and my outstation journey
Hi there, welcome back to my boring blog that full of words!
expect some pic in this post? Impossible! because I seldom take pic.
Ok, back to the tittle!
Yesterday my house flood due to continuous heavy rain for the whole afternoon.
My taman can get flooded easily, because all the houses is very low.
Every time when it rain for up to 4 hours, can ready to prepare for the upcoming flood.
Although this time its not so serious, just living room, guest room and my room get flooded.
Yeah, my room its quite near with the front door that why it get soaked with mud water!
Luckily the flooded water level is very low, cant even cover all my toes.
So its very low, thank god the rain stop, if its continue, GG.
But after the water start to flow out, it still dirty, we still need to clean it.
It was so tired man, why holiday is Tuesday but not Monday!
I love raining and hate it at the same time, because it cause my house flooded.
Ok, after that I gonna talk about some of my oustation journey.
On the previous week, I go Lahad Datu for outstation.
Before that I was heard that Lahad Datu is a small town and yes it definitely is.
There were seldom entertainment there, the living cost there is very high.
There was one night, I was having dinner at Fu Yuan.
I just take one siew mai, one meat, one vege, mee hun and one Teh C ping.
You know how much does that cost? It's RM 15!!!
SO EXPENSIVE RIGHT?
The day at there its just morning after breakfast, work, lunch, work, dinner, sleep.
If I don't have mobile data there I maybe will die of boring and sleep very early.
But I had it so I still sleep at 12am or 1am. Yeah I know its not good.
Go Lahad Datu need to go by MAS Wings, the small airplane that one.
It was my first time sitting in such small airplane, quite exciting.
Just need 45 minute to Lahad Datu, then our client forgot we come that day.
So need to wait 30 min for them to come, so we wait lor.
Then he bring us go our hotel check in, drop luggage then go have our lunch.
Client spent us eat at I forgot the name of the restaurant.
The meal is quite ok but expensive man, but not us paid so yeah!
then go work lor, work nothing to say la.
We work at their office which located quite far with our hotel.
The point is there are no cafeteria or restaurant near their office.
So our lunch for the rest of the day is instant cup noodle, biscuit and bread.
When our working day end, client's boss son come fetch us back to our hotel.
Among my colleague and I, I am the most big size.
So I am force to sit in front with the driver la, when I go in the car something happen.
I saw the radio of his car which is bluetooth connect to his phone.
It does show the name of the device in the radio screen, and its written Lim Man Yee there.
Is it familiar to all of you? I guess there are seldom people name is like that.
So I direct think of one of my friend, and its really turn out it was her boyfriend!
I know that because there is some distance between our hotel and the office.
So we chat in the car, ask about what year I born and where is my secondary school.
I told him Tshung Tsin and born in 1992, he say ei my girlfriend also 1992 and in the same school.
I was pointing at the radio and ask it is her?
When he say yes, I really think Sabah its not really that big what.
He direct call her and say I fetching your friend to confirm that I know her.
What a small world I lived in, and my senior is my friend's cousin.
This two things make me think that Sabah really small..
Ok that it, the rest of the day no need to say its all the same things.
The only relax time is night go back hotel take bath, eat dinner and go shopping in a mall.
Repeat every day until Friday and I am back on last Friday.
Yeah! that all for the update of the tittle.
Lets talk some off tittle things, RANDOM!
Every one in my Facebook keep mentioning <> is a must watch movie.
But I havent watch it, its those secondary school youth life.
Which is similar to <>.
This kind of movie really make us feel young and back to those year when you still not so mature.
Everything you do its just for one people, in your eye she is perfect.
Although I don't have such relationship with a girl before in my secondary school.
But I think if I love someone, she will just be the only one in my eye.
I never know what the feeling of loving someone, because I never had a girlfriend before.
Sad right? 23 years old, not even once, nah single rocks!
But everyone gonna face it when times come, when your mum ask you!
When you gonna find a girlfriend, well I dont have the problem now.
But I think I will face it soon, I love no one and no one loves me.
I don't even have someone in my heart now!
How to go find?
If you ask who is my goddess? I am gonna answer you it's Hebe!
Hebe is the perfect girl for me, she is so gorgeous and mainly she sing good!
She is so perfect to me man, the feeling was like when I saw Shin from Mayday I straight become gay.
Sound so weird?! but sometimes when i saw Shin I really think of being gay lol
Ok, its long enough for this post, if I still continue typing, it will never end.
So that its, peace out¬!
expect some pic in this post? Impossible! because I seldom take pic.
Ok, back to the tittle!
Yesterday my house flood due to continuous heavy rain for the whole afternoon.
My taman can get flooded easily, because all the houses is very low.
Every time when it rain for up to 4 hours, can ready to prepare for the upcoming flood.
Although this time its not so serious, just living room, guest room and my room get flooded.
Yeah, my room its quite near with the front door that why it get soaked with mud water!
Luckily the flooded water level is very low, cant even cover all my toes.
So its very low, thank god the rain stop, if its continue, GG.
But after the water start to flow out, it still dirty, we still need to clean it.
It was so tired man, why holiday is Tuesday but not Monday!
I love raining and hate it at the same time, because it cause my house flooded.
Ok, after that I gonna talk about some of my oustation journey.
On the previous week, I go Lahad Datu for outstation.
Before that I was heard that Lahad Datu is a small town and yes it definitely is.
There were seldom entertainment there, the living cost there is very high.
There was one night, I was having dinner at Fu Yuan.
I just take one siew mai, one meat, one vege, mee hun and one Teh C ping.
You know how much does that cost? It's RM 15!!!
SO EXPENSIVE RIGHT?
The day at there its just morning after breakfast, work, lunch, work, dinner, sleep.
If I don't have mobile data there I maybe will die of boring and sleep very early.
But I had it so I still sleep at 12am or 1am. Yeah I know its not good.
Go Lahad Datu need to go by MAS Wings, the small airplane that one.
It was my first time sitting in such small airplane, quite exciting.
Just need 45 minute to Lahad Datu, then our client forgot we come that day.
So need to wait 30 min for them to come, so we wait lor.
Then he bring us go our hotel check in, drop luggage then go have our lunch.
Client spent us eat at I forgot the name of the restaurant.
The meal is quite ok but expensive man, but not us paid so yeah!
then go work lor, work nothing to say la.
We work at their office which located quite far with our hotel.
The point is there are no cafeteria or restaurant near their office.
So our lunch for the rest of the day is instant cup noodle, biscuit and bread.
When our working day end, client's boss son come fetch us back to our hotel.
Among my colleague and I, I am the most big size.
So I am force to sit in front with the driver la, when I go in the car something happen.
I saw the radio of his car which is bluetooth connect to his phone.
It does show the name of the device in the radio screen, and its written Lim Man Yee there.
Is it familiar to all of you? I guess there are seldom people name is like that.
So I direct think of one of my friend, and its really turn out it was her boyfriend!
I know that because there is some distance between our hotel and the office.
So we chat in the car, ask about what year I born and where is my secondary school.
I told him Tshung Tsin and born in 1992, he say ei my girlfriend also 1992 and in the same school.
I was pointing at the radio and ask it is her?
When he say yes, I really think Sabah its not really that big what.
He direct call her and say I fetching your friend to confirm that I know her.
What a small world I lived in, and my senior is my friend's cousin.
This two things make me think that Sabah really small..
Ok that it, the rest of the day no need to say its all the same things.
The only relax time is night go back hotel take bath, eat dinner and go shopping in a mall.
Repeat every day until Friday and I am back on last Friday.
Yeah! that all for the update of the tittle.
Lets talk some off tittle things, RANDOM!
Every one in my Facebook keep mentioning <
But I havent watch it, its those secondary school youth life.
Which is similar to <
This kind of movie really make us feel young and back to those year when you still not so mature.
Everything you do its just for one people, in your eye she is perfect.
Although I don't have such relationship with a girl before in my secondary school.
But I think if I love someone, she will just be the only one in my eye.
I never know what the feeling of loving someone, because I never had a girlfriend before.
Sad right? 23 years old, not even once, nah single rocks!
But everyone gonna face it when times come, when your mum ask you!
When you gonna find a girlfriend, well I dont have the problem now.
But I think I will face it soon, I love no one and no one loves me.
I don't even have someone in my heart now!
How to go find?
If you ask who is my goddess? I am gonna answer you it's Hebe!
Hebe is the perfect girl for me, she is so gorgeous and mainly she sing good!
She is so perfect to me man, the feeling was like when I saw Shin from Mayday I straight become gay.
Sound so weird?! but sometimes when i saw Shin I really think of being gay lol
Ok, its long enough for this post, if I still continue typing, it will never end.
So that its, peace out¬!
10/9/15
There is 1 comment on my previous blog!
Well, its October already.
Time really do fly, and its like a jet.
I cant believe I had work for 4 months and still dont know what i am actually need to do.
Yea so lame, I am still me, who just wanna be a little kid.
Got some news update for you guys, I just bang my car.
I am so pro, I bang a lorry.
No worries, I am alright so that I can update this post right?
Lesson learn, please dont play phone while you driving.
Especially in front of the lorry, your car will be bang very cham.
My dad actually told me that I had bang my car almost 5 times that much.
Wow, I am such a bad driver huh?!
Well, I am still here not dead right? but eventually people will die.
Yea accept that fact man! you cant live forever, so live to the fullest.
You know what? I was updating this in my office, and is on working hour.
I am boring and nothing to do, or i should say I dont know how to do?
My colleague all so damn busy, they leave a freshmen here doing nothing.
That why I turn into update this blog.
I found that got an annoymous who comment on my last post.
I am so happy though he/she asking me why no update anymore.
I guess someone in this world in some place is watching my blog.
Feel so impress, its kind of motivation though.
But my life sure is boring. wake up, breakfast, work, lunch, work, dinner, game, sleep.
And repeat the same thing again again and again.
I am turning so fat right now that my mum keep ngor me go exercise.
I really very fat now, i turn lazy in many things.
I have some real passion in singing last time.
But now, I just cant find the reason why I love singing.
My singing skill is going worst day by day.
Previous those easy song who have nothing challenge in me turn into a song which I cant even sing it perfectly.
Yea, my singing is done as well as my dota career.
As your information, the biggest E-sport gamings tournament had just pass since August.
The International 5, a platform for all professional dota 2 team to go into a big arena which located in Seattle, the Key Arena.
At there, they will compete who is the greatest team among all the world.
One of my dream is to be join The International once.
I really do have the heart to join professional in dota 2.
But now I lost one more passion in me.
What next? Singing fail, dota 2 fail, ACCA fail.
Everything seems going bad in my life.
I really dont know what to do next.
What ahead in my life?
Should I just leave Malaysia and go somewhere else to try things out?
My mum keep ask me to leave Malaysia go outside see the world.
I wish that too, I dreaming to go US with my relative there.
The culture of western country, is what I dream of.
The way all the people live in Malaysia and those culture, too asian.
Or i should say too malaysian??
Well, its almost my time to leave office, ops?!
Ok see you guys again! or I should just say see YOU again.
THANK YOU! whoever you are! :)
Time really do fly, and its like a jet.
I cant believe I had work for 4 months and still dont know what i am actually need to do.
Yea so lame, I am still me, who just wanna be a little kid.
Got some news update for you guys, I just bang my car.
I am so pro, I bang a lorry.
No worries, I am alright so that I can update this post right?
Lesson learn, please dont play phone while you driving.
Especially in front of the lorry, your car will be bang very cham.
My dad actually told me that I had bang my car almost 5 times that much.
Wow, I am such a bad driver huh?!
Well, I am still here not dead right? but eventually people will die.
Yea accept that fact man! you cant live forever, so live to the fullest.
You know what? I was updating this in my office, and is on working hour.
I am boring and nothing to do, or i should say I dont know how to do?
My colleague all so damn busy, they leave a freshmen here doing nothing.
That why I turn into update this blog.
I found that got an annoymous who comment on my last post.
I am so happy though he/she asking me why no update anymore.
I guess someone in this world in some place is watching my blog.
Feel so impress, its kind of motivation though.
But my life sure is boring. wake up, breakfast, work, lunch, work, dinner, game, sleep.
And repeat the same thing again again and again.
I am turning so fat right now that my mum keep ngor me go exercise.
I really very fat now, i turn lazy in many things.
I have some real passion in singing last time.
But now, I just cant find the reason why I love singing.
My singing skill is going worst day by day.
Previous those easy song who have nothing challenge in me turn into a song which I cant even sing it perfectly.
Yea, my singing is done as well as my dota career.
As your information, the biggest E-sport gamings tournament had just pass since August.
The International 5, a platform for all professional dota 2 team to go into a big arena which located in Seattle, the Key Arena.
At there, they will compete who is the greatest team among all the world.
One of my dream is to be join The International once.
I really do have the heart to join professional in dota 2.
But now I lost one more passion in me.
What next? Singing fail, dota 2 fail, ACCA fail.
Everything seems going bad in my life.
I really dont know what to do next.
What ahead in my life?
Should I just leave Malaysia and go somewhere else to try things out?
My mum keep ask me to leave Malaysia go outside see the world.
I wish that too, I dreaming to go US with my relative there.
The culture of western country, is what I dream of.
The way all the people live in Malaysia and those culture, too asian.
Or i should say too malaysian??
Well, its almost my time to leave office, ops?!
Ok see you guys again! or I should just say see YOU again.
THANK YOU! whoever you are! :)
7/2/15
我拿到我的薪水了！！
如标题所说的，我拿到我的薪水了。
虽然只是一张支票而且才那一点钱，也蛮开心的。
我也没打算要做什么欸！
就放着吧，准备凑老婆本！
虽然现在连个女朋友都没有！
但是我可以考虑男人了！！
就在上星期同性婚姻合法啦！
我可以搞基并且结婚了！
玩笑开到！进真题吧
对于我来说呢，我不反对同性恋爱的。
所有人都有人权，没有谁可以决定谁的命运。
人家喜欢谁管你差事啊？
最讨厌那些黑特，什么都要讨厌。
人家有没有阻碍到你，你喜欢异性就喜欢啦，人家同性恋管你屁事哦！
我甚至觉得同性恋可能还好过异性恋呢。
很多人讨论结婚后孩子怎么来？来了该叫妈妈还是爸爸?
有差吗？！对于我来说一个人无微不至的照顾你，你管他叫他爸还是妈。
无论哪一个父母都很爱惜自己的孩子的。
干脆叫个别的名字啦，不需要理会他是你爸还是你妈！个人认为
人们迟早会灭亡？！不见得啊。
医术昌明啊孩子！迟点男人都可以有小孩了！
/我很久以前我记得我说过这一句话，到今天我都不会反悔的。
我宁愿代替我老婆生孩子，宁愿疼的是我。
很傻吧？我应该不是一个正常的男人了。
或许我是同性恋呢？我也不确定欸！
交给命运安排吧！
还有什么好说的呢？
好像还有长篇大论的论文想继续写欸。
但等下还要开工的说，一点半啦！
好啦，晚安了！
虽然只是一张支票而且才那一点钱，也蛮开心的。
我也没打算要做什么欸！
就放着吧，准备凑老婆本！
虽然现在连个女朋友都没有！
但是我可以考虑男人了！！
就在上星期同性婚姻合法啦！
我可以搞基并且结婚了！
玩笑开到！进真题吧
对于我来说呢，我不反对同性恋爱的。
所有人都有人权，没有谁可以决定谁的命运。
人家喜欢谁管你差事啊？
最讨厌那些黑特，什么都要讨厌。
人家有没有阻碍到你，你喜欢异性就喜欢啦，人家同性恋管你屁事哦！
我甚至觉得同性恋可能还好过异性恋呢。
很多人讨论结婚后孩子怎么来？来了该叫妈妈还是爸爸?
有差吗？！对于我来说一个人无微不至的照顾你，你管他叫他爸还是妈。
无论哪一个父母都很爱惜自己的孩子的。
干脆叫个别的名字啦，不需要理会他是你爸还是你妈！个人认为
人们迟早会灭亡？！不见得啊。
医术昌明啊孩子！迟点男人都可以有小孩了！
/我很久以前我记得我说过这一句话，到今天我都不会反悔的。
我宁愿代替我老婆生孩子，宁愿疼的是我。
很傻吧？我应该不是一个正常的男人了。
或许我是同性恋呢？我也不确定欸！
交给命运安排吧！
还有什么好说的呢？
好像还有长篇大论的论文想继续写欸。
但等下还要开工的说，一点半啦！
好啦，晚安了！
6/17/15
心血来潮的更新
不知为什么的，就是想打一点东西！
今天也是那样咯，上班下班。
回来还看了一下我的很久很久以前的日记。
突然找到的！
原来让我暗恋的人叫吴可莹啊！
看了他的面子书一下，大美人的说！
我有那么多福气当她的前度吗？
她刚刚毕业pharmacy科目。
美女实习医生呢，我的眼光也蛮高的嘛！
没有主动联系欸，我不善于表达。
我发现到啊，我真的很有社交问题欸。
朋友都没有那个五个。
人缘不好啊！！
想了一想，昨天有人半夜传信息给我。
我没看到因为我电话在房间，对不起！
简讯也很有型，就我的名字？！
我回了，但他也再也没回过我了。
奇怪欸，可能在忙吧。
找人又不回复，还是第一次有人传简讯给我欸。
不是那些用上网免费的，而是收费的简讯。
感动的说！谢谢你！虽然不知你是谁因为你没回复我。
但还是谢了，至少我知道不是传错简讯因为他写了我的全名！
看了我的日记才知道我以前文笔不错的欸！
原来以前我喜欢写故事的，或是指小说。
看了看自己以前的故事，这真的是我写的吗？
后来为什么停了呢？
可能我就是一个怪咖吧，喜欢用文子来表达自己。
可能那是为什么我朋友都那么少的原因吧。
文字始终无法表达完整的讯息，但是你看我个个更新都那么长。
那么就是我热爱文字的象征吧~~
吴可莹对吧？之前有什么东西做错了。对不起！
我知道我不细心，我不体贴，我不会哄女孩。
真的非常对不起我照顾不到你，希望你能找到一个真真疼你的男人。
我知道我没权利在这里说些什么，但看了看我的日记。
我们的关系都很好啊，为什么分手了连朋友都不可以做吗？
我很珍惜每一段友谊或爱情，可能因为我是双鱼座的关系吧。
如果我让你进入我的世界千万不要轻易的抛下我。
我会哭的，不要看我那么大个子一个，我真的会哭的。
我终于知道为什么我朋友都说我爱一个人可以爱的死去活来了。
我还没确定那个是不是我爱的人就打了长编大论。
更何况如果我真的爱上一个人，应该不得了吧！
最近喜欢上了林宥嘉欸！
声音超特别的，特别对《传说》特别喜欢！
听歌去咯！再见啦世界！晚安！
听说今晚有地震，大家小心咯！拜！
今天也是那样咯，上班下班。
回来还看了一下我的很久很久以前的日记。
突然找到的！
原来让我暗恋的人叫吴可莹啊！
看了他的面子书一下，大美人的说！
我有那么多福气当她的前度吗？
她刚刚毕业pharmacy科目。
美女实习医生呢，我的眼光也蛮高的嘛！
没有主动联系欸，我不善于表达。
我发现到啊，我真的很有社交问题欸。
朋友都没有那个五个。
人缘不好啊！！
想了一想，昨天有人半夜传信息给我。
我没看到因为我电话在房间，对不起！
简讯也很有型，就我的名字？！
我回了，但他也再也没回过我了。
奇怪欸，可能在忙吧。
找人又不回复，还是第一次有人传简讯给我欸。
不是那些用上网免费的，而是收费的简讯。
感动的说！谢谢你！虽然不知你是谁因为你没回复我。
但还是谢了，至少我知道不是传错简讯因为他写了我的全名！
看了我的日记才知道我以前文笔不错的欸！
原来以前我喜欢写故事的，或是指小说。
看了看自己以前的故事，这真的是我写的吗？
后来为什么停了呢？
可能我就是一个怪咖吧，喜欢用文子来表达自己。
可能那是为什么我朋友都那么少的原因吧。
文字始终无法表达完整的讯息，但是你看我个个更新都那么长。
那么就是我热爱文字的象征吧~~
吴可莹对吧？之前有什么东西做错了。对不起！
我知道我不细心，我不体贴，我不会哄女孩。
真的非常对不起我照顾不到你，希望你能找到一个真真疼你的男人。
我知道我没权利在这里说些什么，但看了看我的日记。
我们的关系都很好啊，为什么分手了连朋友都不可以做吗？
我很珍惜每一段友谊或爱情，可能因为我是双鱼座的关系吧。
如果我让你进入我的世界千万不要轻易的抛下我。
我会哭的，不要看我那么大个子一个，我真的会哭的。
我终于知道为什么我朋友都说我爱一个人可以爱的死去活来了。
我还没确定那个是不是我爱的人就打了长编大论。
更何况如果我真的爱上一个人，应该不得了吧！
最近喜欢上了林宥嘉欸！
声音超特别的，特别对《传说》特别喜欢！
听歌去咯！再见啦世界！晚安！
听说今晚有地震，大家小心咯！拜！
6/15/15
开工一个礼拜和一些伤心事
我已经度过了一个礼拜啦！！
还不错啦，没给骂，做好本分就够了吧~~
同事也还不认识几个，我太害羞了 T.T
我的人缘真的好差哦。
昨天参加了公司的年度晚餐。
就是每一年都有的老板请吃饭，YEAH!
我才做工一个礼拜就可以去啦，不错哦！
在 Tanjung Aru Shangerila Hotel，食物就还好罢了。
这几天都忙着工作，你们也不用那么绝情吧。
我失忆后唯一班朋友他们帮一个人庆祝生日，没有叫我！
看到脸书的照片时有一点伤心。
全部人好开心的拍照，我在这里对着电脑看着照片。
可能我这人真的很不好，好想哭哦！
想哭也没有人可以找，只好躲在一旁乖乖的打部落格咯。
上个月还一起去台湾玩，回来后怎么这么冷淡了。
我做错了什么吗？我改啦！
你们可以不要丢下我吗，我好孤单哦。
感觉我真的好没用哦。
什么都做不好！
我真的那么不好吗？
我真的真的好伤心哦，有谁可以陪陪我？
拿起了电话也不知打给谁，没人可以诉苦。
还是乖乖去睡觉吧，晚安了。
还不错啦，没给骂，做好本分就够了吧~~
同事也还不认识几个，我太害羞了 T.T
我的人缘真的好差哦。
昨天参加了公司的年度晚餐。
就是每一年都有的老板请吃饭，YEAH!
我才做工一个礼拜就可以去啦，不错哦！
在 Tanjung Aru Shangerila Hotel，食物就还好罢了。
这几天都忙着工作，你们也不用那么绝情吧。
我失忆后唯一班朋友他们帮一个人庆祝生日，没有叫我！
看到脸书的照片时有一点伤心。
全部人好开心的拍照，我在这里对着电脑看着照片。
可能我这人真的很不好，好想哭哦！
想哭也没有人可以找，只好躲在一旁乖乖的打部落格咯。
上个月还一起去台湾玩，回来后怎么这么冷淡了。
我做错了什么吗？我改啦！
你们可以不要丢下我吗，我好孤单哦。
感觉我真的好没用哦。
什么都做不好！
我真的那么不好吗？
我真的真的好伤心哦，有谁可以陪陪我？
拿起了电话也不知打给谁，没人可以诉苦。
还是乖乖去睡觉吧，晚安了。
6/2/15
很久很久过后的更新
大家还记得有这个部落格的存在吗?
应该不会有人记得了吧？
为什么会突然回来， 就突然记得我还有一个值得回忆的地方咯。
前阵子因为失忆了，就今天突然记得我还有这个部落格。
幸好电脑有记得密码，不然我看我已经不记得我的密码了。
我花了一堆的时间在过去的部落格上，我发现到我还蛮啰嗦的。
好吧，我还是那么的长篇大论，对不起啦。
谈谈近况吧，我已经找到工作了，6月8号开工。
但是在开工之前还要考试，真的不想再考了。
没心机读书了，我真的很想不想去考但是还了那么多钱，算了吧。
不懂为什么今天复习时，就莫名的开了《歌舞青春》的所有歌来听。
听着听着突然有很多熟悉的回忆渐渐在脑海里浮现。
有些歌听着听着竟然想哭了，找一天应该找回那些电影慢慢欣赏。
真的好像缺少了什么东西，我也不知怎么地突然记得这些歌。
可能我以前念书时都是在听这些歌来度过考试温习的。
差不多每一首歌我都会唱呢，但是有些歌就是好像缺少了什么。
可能是一个陪我唱歌的一个人？我也不清楚欸？！
就觉得这些歌好好听，好经典啊。
不说这些了，相信我这么久没发文应该没有人留意这个部落格了。
但是如果有人看了这篇文章可以留言一下让我知道你是谁吗？
或许你/曾经是我的好朋友或许是仇人，都来留言一下。
让我有机会再一次的找回我们的记忆，我越来越进步了。
现在只要有一点蛛丝马迹我就把那些记忆回来的七七八八了。
可以提醒我一下我以前是怎样的人，如果以前有什么冒犯了你们，对不起！
现在我的朋友圈很少了，想找回一些知己，姐妹，兄弟。
这几个月也找回了我旧电话的信息，因为新电话坏了，没有信息了。
所以只可以靠旧电话的信息找回我的朋友。
当然面子书也是有很多朋友但很多都不记得了，也不好意思打扰人家。
有些人对我来说还是很熟悉的，但有些就很模糊。
还好有我的家人还有一些好朋友，兄弟还记得和关心我。
谢谢他们，谢谢你们，谢谢所有的一切。
听说我的朋友告诉我，我以前有一个我很爱的女孩但是那女孩抛弃了我。
这个我真的一点印象都没有欸？！
我真的一点有这么的一个人的印象都没有。
我现在很模糊，前面的路要怎么走？我真的不知！
就顺其自然吧！
更新到这里啦！要开始读书了！烦啊~~
加油吧！gogogo
有缘再见！
应该不会有人记得了吧？
为什么会突然回来， 就突然记得我还有一个值得回忆的地方咯。
前阵子因为失忆了，就今天突然记得我还有这个部落格。
幸好电脑有记得密码，不然我看我已经不记得我的密码了。
我花了一堆的时间在过去的部落格上，我发现到我还蛮啰嗦的。
好吧，我还是那么的长篇大论，对不起啦。
谈谈近况吧，我已经找到工作了，6月8号开工。
但是在开工之前还要考试，真的不想再考了。
没心机读书了，我真的很想不想去考但是还了那么多钱，算了吧。
不懂为什么今天复习时，就莫名的开了《歌舞青春》的所有歌来听。
听着听着突然有很多熟悉的回忆渐渐在脑海里浮现。
有些歌听着听着竟然想哭了，找一天应该找回那些电影慢慢欣赏。
真的好像缺少了什么东西，我也不知怎么地突然记得这些歌。
可能我以前念书时都是在听这些歌来度过考试温习的。
差不多每一首歌我都会唱呢，但是有些歌就是好像缺少了什么。
可能是一个陪我唱歌的一个人？我也不清楚欸？！
就觉得这些歌好好听，好经典啊。
不说这些了，相信我这么久没发文应该没有人留意这个部落格了。
但是如果有人看了这篇文章可以留言一下让我知道你是谁吗？
或许你/曾经是我的好朋友或许是仇人，都来留言一下。
让我有机会再一次的找回我们的记忆，我越来越进步了。
现在只要有一点蛛丝马迹我就把那些记忆回来的七七八八了。
可以提醒我一下我以前是怎样的人，如果以前有什么冒犯了你们，对不起！
现在我的朋友圈很少了，想找回一些知己，姐妹，兄弟。
这几个月也找回了我旧电话的信息，因为新电话坏了，没有信息了。
所以只可以靠旧电话的信息找回我的朋友。
当然面子书也是有很多朋友但很多都不记得了，也不好意思打扰人家。
有些人对我来说还是很熟悉的，但有些就很模糊。
还好有我的家人还有一些好朋友，兄弟还记得和关心我。
谢谢他们，谢谢你们，谢谢所有的一切。
听说我的朋友告诉我，我以前有一个我很爱的女孩但是那女孩抛弃了我。
这个我真的一点印象都没有欸？！
我真的一点有这么的一个人的印象都没有。
我现在很模糊，前面的路要怎么走？我真的不知！
就顺其自然吧！
更新到这里啦！要开始读书了！烦啊~~
加油吧！gogogo
有缘再见！
12/10/13
hi
Hi I am here now~~~ and I have no idea what i am typing...
maybe I am just too boring....
anyway I am now in KK, my home....
ya and I really dont know why I am here writing this...
I suddenly think of this blog and wanna write something...
I SUDDENLY MISS YOU MY BLOGGIE~~~
i guess that all?! lol BYE~~~~ ahahaha
PS: I am lazy to type since nothing happen on me lolz
maybe I am just too boring....
anyway I am now in KK, my home....
ya and I really dont know why I am here writing this...
I suddenly think of this blog and wanna write something...
I SUDDENLY MISS YOU MY BLOGGIE~~~
i guess that all?! lol BYE~~~~ ahahaha
PS: I am lazy to type since nothing happen on me lolz
9/16/13
Happy Malaysia Day
and here is me again haha...
today yeah is today is our Malaysia Day...
its a public holiday so i think that all people think about it haha...
for me ya also nothing special but i am a Malaysia right??
so i am gonna wish my fellow friends Malaysia Day~~~ haha
just now got people play firecracker duh~~~
noisy nia haha~~~ i also got go cinema at the period of want to stand up for national anthem~~~
that was awesome man~~~ before movie they play national anthem~~~~
feel like long time no stand up and hear that songs leh~~~~
remember during school time got assembly need to sing that~~
Negaraku~~~~ haha
that my country so i did sang on that day~~~ really i did!!! haha
talk about movie recently is the Japanese Festival~~~~
and i already buy 3 ticket for 1 day to go for a movie mania by tomorrow~~~
quite fun this is i thought~~~ xP
all 3 ticket total RM 25 not so expensive right? haha
expect will be a tired day for tomorrow haha~~~
between that Mayday recently out a new songs with Flumpool~~~
<> go hear it quite nice haha~~~
Oh ya Flumpool is a Japanese Band~~~
that mean this is a japan song~~~ hear Ah Xin sings japanese also not bad a~ haha
maybe its true that mayday gonna go japan out an album~~~ haha
hope it is~~~ cant wait xP~~~~
I quite dont know how many things that i dont know~~~
but recently i quite worry about you~~~
dont know why i got some feeling that you are not fine these days~~~ lol
and my mum just told me there a flood in my house~~~
omg!!! i dont know got damage my room seriously or not~~~ hope no~~~
and i am going back KK for just a few days next friday cause got cheap ticket haha~~
that it i am gonna go back KK and see my room damages!!!!
hope it not so terrible haha~~~
besides that I know we are from different country now~~~
you at so far far away~~~ but please!!! reply something to me~~~~
you say we cant lose contact to each others right?
why you read my message in LINE and not reply me~~~
we are best friend right?! haha
actually why i so care about these things?
i take promises too serious~~~
please dont do that on me~~~
you know i cant take it, i will trust anything you say~~~
when i saw a read in the LINE message and you didnt reply me for 1 weeks~~~
i am so sad~~~~ why!!!! if you didnt take it serious in our friendship~~~
why you call me just to sing s birthday song for me from that far?
i really very appreciate that call you know?
just you!!! just you who will call me and sing birthday songs for me!!!!
maybe i meant nothing for you~~~ but you meant something for me~~~
for how many years i didnt say out what i feel about you~~~
and i really seems like waiting?! haha for so many years~~~
i know you are busy studying that hard course of you had taken~~~
so i wouldnt find you from now on!!!
i know you dont know this blog so i will just say anything here~~~~
i wouldnt try to find you since you no reply me~~~
everyone not replying me~~~ maybe that what i deserve~~~
i was made to be alone i guess~~~~
goodluck on you and i will just stand here and wait you to reply?! haha
hope you are fine forever and i guess that an over for me and you? haha
goodbye~~~ xP
today yeah is today is our Malaysia Day...
its a public holiday so i think that all people think about it haha...
for me ya also nothing special but i am a Malaysia right??
so i am gonna wish my fellow friends Malaysia Day~~~ haha
just now got people play firecracker duh~~~
noisy nia haha~~~ i also got go cinema at the period of want to stand up for national anthem~~~
that was awesome man~~~ before movie they play national anthem~~~~
feel like long time no stand up and hear that songs leh~~~~
remember during school time got assembly need to sing that~~
Negaraku~~~~ haha
that my country so i did sang on that day~~~ really i did!!! haha
talk about movie recently is the Japanese Festival~~~~
and i already buy 3 ticket for 1 day to go for a movie mania by tomorrow~~~
quite fun this is i thought~~~ xP
all 3 ticket total RM 25 not so expensive right? haha
expect will be a tired day for tomorrow haha~~~
between that Mayday recently out a new songs with Flumpool~~~
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Oh ya Flumpool is a Japanese Band~~~
that mean this is a japan song~~~ hear Ah Xin sings japanese also not bad a~ haha
maybe its true that mayday gonna go japan out an album~~~ haha
hope it is~~~ cant wait xP~~~~
I quite dont know how many things that i dont know~~~
but recently i quite worry about you~~~
dont know why i got some feeling that you are not fine these days~~~ lol
and my mum just told me there a flood in my house~~~
omg!!! i dont know got damage my room seriously or not~~~ hope no~~~
and i am going back KK for just a few days next friday cause got cheap ticket haha~~
that it i am gonna go back KK and see my room damages!!!!
hope it not so terrible haha~~~
besides that I know we are from different country now~~~
you at so far far away~~~ but please!!! reply something to me~~~~
you say we cant lose contact to each others right?
why you read my message in LINE and not reply me~~~
we are best friend right?! haha
actually why i so care about these things?
i take promises too serious~~~
please dont do that on me~~~
you know i cant take it, i will trust anything you say~~~
when i saw a read in the LINE message and you didnt reply me for 1 weeks~~~
i am so sad~~~~ why!!!! if you didnt take it serious in our friendship~~~
why you call me just to sing s birthday song for me from that far?
i really very appreciate that call you know?
just you!!! just you who will call me and sing birthday songs for me!!!!
maybe i meant nothing for you~~~ but you meant something for me~~~
for how many years i didnt say out what i feel about you~~~
and i really seems like waiting?! haha for so many years~~~
i know you are busy studying that hard course of you had taken~~~
so i wouldnt find you from now on!!!
i know you dont know this blog so i will just say anything here~~~~
i wouldnt try to find you since you no reply me~~~
everyone not replying me~~~ maybe that what i deserve~~~
i was made to be alone i guess~~~~
goodluck on you and i will just stand here and wait you to reply?! haha
hope you are fine forever and i guess that an over for me and you? haha
goodbye~~~ xP
8/27/13
恭喜恭喜！！
这个消息太突然了~~~ 哈哈
我的其中一个同学要结婚了~~~
是college的同学，跟我同岁~~~
嫁给一个大她十二年的男子~~~
两个都是属猴的~~哈哈~~~~
她还请了我去~~很神奇她会请我去~~~
虽然我跟她还蛮好关系的~~~
有一次失恋还带她到K房唱到爽！！！
还翘了课呢 哈哈~~ 回想起来还蛮好笑的~~~~
重点就是恭喜啦~~~~
Carmen Tsue Kar Meng~~!!!!
恭喜恭喜~~~ 上次那个早都跟你说飞了他的啦~~~
一飞了他就要结婚了~~~神啊~~ 哈哈
看来要想送什么礼物呢~~~ 哈哈
去凑下热闹也好啊~~~ 吃多多~~~ 哈哈
明年是吗？！ 哈哈
我一定会去的~~~
我的另外一个表姐也要结婚了~~~
又要我表演吗？哈哈
那时很像有上课~~~但是我真的退步了很多啦~~~~
看先啦亲爱的表姐，看先啊~~~ 哈哈
所以说我身边的人都开始成家立业了~~~~
我个人呢？？心上人都没有一个~~~ 哈哈
这么快结婚很像不好玩~~~ 哈哈
感情世界怎样都不是我要玩就玩得起的~~~
我不大会说谎~~~所以可以不要骗我吗？
我真的会很容易相信人的~~~ 哈哈
你真的要介入我的话~~~~我一定欢迎~~~
我其实不难了解，虽然我天生有点古灵精怪~~~
但是这些我都不想要的~~~~
我关心的人~~~会有人报梦给我的~~~
所以我真的有时候某地某人会发生一些事情而且我知道~~~
很恐怖吧？！ 哈哈 相信我发梦不好玩 哈哈
就在很久以前的梦，有一个照片~~~
照片是有我认识的也有我不认识的~~~
所以那时我就觉得这两个一定会走在一起~~~
我都没有告诉她我梦到的但是她实现了~~~
神奇吧？！只是看到照片~~~
未来的一张照片~~~ 哈哈
所以我应该觉得这些梦应该不会出现了吧？
因为很久都没有梦到了~~~~
上天让我知道你会得到一个好归属~~~
让我想放心与你~~~ 上天办到了~~~~
所以我应该放下的咯？！ 哈哈
看到一篇文章~~~忘了一个你真真爱的人需要七年~~~
真不？！ 那么我应该会等到2015年吗~~~
很久哦~~~~可以短一点吗？ 哈哈
看来打太多废话手也酸了~~~ 哈哈
就这样停止吧~~~
祝我的亲朋好友都幸幸福福~~~ peace ^.^
我的其中一个同学要结婚了~~~
是college的同学，跟我同岁~~~
嫁给一个大她十二年的男子~~~
两个都是属猴的~~哈哈~~~~
她还请了我去~~很神奇她会请我去~~~
虽然我跟她还蛮好关系的~~~
有一次失恋还带她到K房唱到爽！！！
还翘了课呢 哈哈~~ 回想起来还蛮好笑的~~~~
重点就是恭喜啦~~~~
Carmen Tsue Kar Meng~~!!!!
恭喜恭喜~~~ 上次那个早都跟你说飞了他的啦~~~
一飞了他就要结婚了~~~神啊~~ 哈哈
看来要想送什么礼物呢~~~ 哈哈
去凑下热闹也好啊~~~ 吃多多~~~ 哈哈
明年是吗？！ 哈哈
我一定会去的~~~
我的另外一个表姐也要结婚了~~~
又要我表演吗？哈哈
那时很像有上课~~~但是我真的退步了很多啦~~~~
看先啦亲爱的表姐，看先啊~~~ 哈哈
所以说我身边的人都开始成家立业了~~~~
我个人呢？？心上人都没有一个~~~ 哈哈
这么快结婚很像不好玩~~~ 哈哈
感情世界怎样都不是我要玩就玩得起的~~~
我不大会说谎~~~所以可以不要骗我吗？
我真的会很容易相信人的~~~ 哈哈
你真的要介入我的话~~~~我一定欢迎~~~
我其实不难了解，虽然我天生有点古灵精怪~~~
但是这些我都不想要的~~~~
我关心的人~~~会有人报梦给我的~~~
所以我真的有时候某地某人会发生一些事情而且我知道~~~
很恐怖吧？！ 哈哈 相信我发梦不好玩 哈哈
就在很久以前的梦，有一个照片~~~
照片是有我认识的也有我不认识的~~~
所以那时我就觉得这两个一定会走在一起~~~
我都没有告诉她我梦到的但是她实现了~~~
神奇吧？！只是看到照片~~~
未来的一张照片~~~ 哈哈
所以我应该觉得这些梦应该不会出现了吧？
因为很久都没有梦到了~~~~
上天让我知道你会得到一个好归属~~~
让我想放心与你~~~ 上天办到了~~~~
所以我应该放下的咯？！ 哈哈
看到一篇文章~~~忘了一个你真真爱的人需要七年~~~
真不？！ 那么我应该会等到2015年吗~~~
很久哦~~~~可以短一点吗？ 哈哈
看来打太多废话手也酸了~~~ 哈哈
就这样停止吧~~~
祝我的亲朋好友都幸幸福福~~~ peace ^.^
8/25/13
Life still need to going on...
Hey, I know I long time didnt update.
but I found that its really doesn't matter anymore... really....
now its 4.33am and I feeling so boring here, so I remember this blog.
Actually I don't know what to say.
I even type very slow cause I really don't know what to type.
Maybe I am just too boring to be here.
We all know what blog is for what but too bad I really don't know what is it lol
I forgot last time I create this blog for what?!
Why this blog exist? haha
Between who cares?!
Ok its been a bit out of topic lol
Ok after the small introduce....
Recently very boring ah!!! nothing to do everyday at home play game and go class only so sad kan?!
I really don't want a life like this haha...
人始终都还会是有梦想的吧？
我的梦想有两个， 其中一个我放弃了，种树？！ 哈哈
想到都好笑！！！笨蛋！！！白痴！！！痴心妄想！！！
关于第二个，我希望能重新的真真唱歌。。。
接下来不是我自夸，如有雷同不要告我。^.^
我是两位朋友的老师，教什么？？
我教唱歌，哈哈
虽然他们不是说很厉害，但是进步的很快。。。
我很光荣，但是我呢？
我最近真的真的很没有心情。
想唱歌都唱不出的感觉真不是滋味。。。
之前因为失恋对情歌没感觉了，所以都很少动了。。。
当现在想碰回时，我哭了。。。
我再也不能让我的歌声充满灵魂了。。。
我教他们唱歌要有灵魂，不要没投入。。。
那样我会不喜欢，现在我只能躲在角落回想。。。
我当时是怎么做到的， 是什么让我那么有动力的往前走。。。
我以前唱歌是那么的热诚！！！那么热血！！！
现在像咸鱼奖。。。
我已经不是以前那个我了。。。
很多感觉唱不出来了。。。
好想哭一哭哦。。。哈哈
但是眼泪是什么，我看我已经忘了。。。
我的手好冷噢。。。
没有了温度的手掌捉着mic也是没有感觉。。。
我对音乐的热诚不在了。。。
但是对摇滚的灵魂永远不息！！！ 哈哈
看来"Bring Me The Night" 又是一首遗憾了。。。
最近疯狂五月天的《入阵曲》！！！
有兴趣的去听一听！！！摇滚的精神！！哈哈
看来废话也说完了，应该没有人看的啦。。
自己写，自己爽！！ 再见！！！
招：女拍档一位！！！哈哈！！
but I found that its really doesn't matter anymore... really....
now its 4.33am and I feeling so boring here, so I remember this blog.
Actually I don't know what to say.
I even type very slow cause I really don't know what to type.
Maybe I am just too boring to be here.
We all know what blog is for what but too bad I really don't know what is it lol
I forgot last time I create this blog for what?!
Why this blog exist? haha
Between who cares?!
Ok its been a bit out of topic lol
Ok after the small introduce....
Recently very boring ah!!! nothing to do everyday at home play game and go class only so sad kan?!
I really don't want a life like this haha...
人始终都还会是有梦想的吧？
我的梦想有两个， 其中一个我放弃了，种树？！ 哈哈
想到都好笑！！！笨蛋！！！白痴！！！痴心妄想！！！
关于第二个，我希望能重新的真真唱歌。。。
接下来不是我自夸，如有雷同不要告我。^.^
我是两位朋友的老师，教什么？？
我教唱歌，哈哈
虽然他们不是说很厉害，但是进步的很快。。。
我很光荣，但是我呢？
我最近真的真的很没有心情。
想唱歌都唱不出的感觉真不是滋味。。。
之前因为失恋对情歌没感觉了，所以都很少动了。。。
当现在想碰回时，我哭了。。。
我再也不能让我的歌声充满灵魂了。。。
我教他们唱歌要有灵魂，不要没投入。。。
那样我会不喜欢，现在我只能躲在角落回想。。。
我当时是怎么做到的， 是什么让我那么有动力的往前走。。。
我以前唱歌是那么的热诚！！！那么热血！！！
现在像咸鱼奖。。。
我已经不是以前那个我了。。。
很多感觉唱不出来了。。。
好想哭一哭哦。。。哈哈
但是眼泪是什么，我看我已经忘了。。。
我的手好冷噢。。。
没有了温度的手掌捉着mic也是没有感觉。。。
我对音乐的热诚不在了。。。
但是对摇滚的灵魂永远不息！！！ 哈哈
看来"Bring Me The Night" 又是一首遗憾了。。。
最近疯狂五月天的《入阵曲》！！！
有兴趣的去听一听！！！摇滚的精神！！哈哈
看来废话也说完了，应该没有人看的啦。。
自己写，自己爽！！ 再见！！！
招：女拍档一位！！！哈哈！！
7/13/13
life in here Selangor?!
haha i am so sucks even dont know where am i staying haha...
i am here over 1 weeks and i feel....
nothing... i really didnt feel anything...
the only thing i feel is i didnt drive anymore..
its was like my dream in KK just wait people fetch me so good...
but in here it wast have people fetch me, everything used to walk...
thats good kan?! haha
so i just go over 1 week of my class...
i feel that it better than my KK that sucks KCC..
or else why i choosing going here right?? haha
in here i am staying with my Mayday mates...
so you can guess what happen haha...
eventually my rental for the room is RM 650 haharecording s
means 2 people share its RM 325 per person la haha...
however the electricity fees was sponsor by him so i didnt worried about it..
so that mean he open aircorn or not is up to him..
because he pay for it not me haha...
we have our own small room and share a wash room with beside room...
mean 2 doors on toilet.. need to lock two doors when you want to use the toilet mafan... haha
beside us is a couple... look not bad they have car...
actually all of our house mate have cars except for us...
haha but too bad our time it not match cannot have fun with them lol...
although most of them is working already.. haha
so my house all have 4 rooms each room 2 peoples...
mean we have total of 8 peoples staying together and i don know even 1 of the rest 6 of them...
my roommate all day movie.. i whole day gaming...
actually i dont want the life like this...
i wish i can know more friend in here and try to find something to play with...
but i just dont know how to start aha...
i cannot just go say hi to anybody and say wanna be friends??
that too weird after sometimes i thought i am gonna get anti by everybody haha..
so i see my school have a recording room and i dont know if i can use it...
haiz dont think too much la there have no chance for me to going in there d haha
but for once i want to try the recording system there lol...
hey even i am here i also didnt thinking i want to sing here..
if got any event i think i will join it in my school haha...
i want to show myself at least once? haha i dont know la
i still have many problem in singing and i thought i really should quit it haha..
haiz i dont know la just let it be la...
i really not improve and just drop my performance.
sometimes i hate myself...
haiz nothing mean nothing i guess so...
haiz... i am down today dont know why for no reason...
dont know why keep got feel listening to 背影 and 两人 haha
不说了。。。。听歌去！！拜拜
i am here over 1 weeks and i feel....
nothing... i really didnt feel anything...
the only thing i feel is i didnt drive anymore..
its was like my dream in KK just wait people fetch me so good...
but in here it wast have people fetch me, everything used to walk...
thats good kan?! haha
so i just go over 1 week of my class...
i feel that it better than my KK that sucks KCC..
or else why i choosing going here right?? haha
in here i am staying with my Mayday mates...
so you can guess what happen haha...
eventually my rental for the room is RM 650 haharecording s
means 2 people share its RM 325 per person la haha...
however the electricity fees was sponsor by him so i didnt worried about it..
so that mean he open aircorn or not is up to him..
because he pay for it not me haha...
we have our own small room and share a wash room with beside room...
mean 2 doors on toilet.. need to lock two doors when you want to use the toilet mafan... haha
beside us is a couple... look not bad they have car...
actually all of our house mate have cars except for us...
haha but too bad our time it not match cannot have fun with them lol...
although most of them is working already.. haha
so my house all have 4 rooms each room 2 peoples...
mean we have total of 8 peoples staying together and i don know even 1 of the rest 6 of them...
my roommate all day movie.. i whole day gaming...
actually i dont want the life like this...
i wish i can know more friend in here and try to find something to play with...
but i just dont know how to start aha...
i cannot just go say hi to anybody and say wanna be friends??
that too weird after sometimes i thought i am gonna get anti by everybody haha..
so i see my school have a recording room and i dont know if i can use it...
haiz dont think too much la there have no chance for me to going in there d haha
but for once i want to try the recording system there lol...
hey even i am here i also didnt thinking i want to sing here..
if got any event i think i will join it in my school haha...
i want to show myself at least once? haha i dont know la
i still have many problem in singing and i thought i really should quit it haha..
haiz i dont know la just let it be la...
i really not improve and just drop my performance.
sometimes i hate myself...
haiz nothing mean nothing i guess so...
haiz... i am down today dont know why for no reason...
dont know why keep got feel listening to 背影 and 两人 haha
不说了。。。。听歌去！！拜拜
6/24/13
One more week!!!
one more week then my journey gonna begin!!! wee~~!!!
i hope its a nice journey!!!
i got many target there i hope all can make it come true!
i know my target seems a bit too far away but i think i can do that!! haha
i want HARDWORKING ON MY STUDY!!! wew~~~
i want KEEP DIET!!!! (not i want d my mum really force me like hell)
i want FIND A SINGING GIRL PARTNER (haiz~~~~ haha)
i want FIND MORE FRIENDS AND MORE 知音人 there!!!
i want to MAKE MYSELF USEFULL!!!
lastly but not least i want to find a girlfriend if can... haha
the last target not necessary... but can play play also not bad kan?!
if can find liang moi also nice juga go play play!!! haha
dont make me serious on you!! you will die~~!! hahahaha
haiz~~~ can delete that last target FOREVER ALONE~~~!!!
ok i think that all my target the main is the front 3!!!
the others not so expected... but if can sure good~~~ aha
aiya if 3rd target can success i think girlfriend is not a problem!!
if you know what i mean!!! hahaaha hahaahah ahahahaa
sot shu kia liao~~ dreaming dreaming~~~
dont like bah long time didnt sing with girls like~~~ 4 years?!
damn hell long time la ok?!
every time go sing k all guys hell yeah!! haha
think back last time hot sing k i also just one boy kan?! haha ops~~~
but now its one girl also dont have wor~~~!!! hahaa so sad!!!
填补多年来的空虚感...但别指望代替任何人 haha
hmm... nothing~~~ haha
so so so so so so!!!!
this recent really of sibeh hot because of the haze!!! haha
i used to it so i just say shong la and i just buy a laptop!!!
thank you baba and mama buy a labtop for me!!~~~
finally i have a labtop for myself haha!!
go kl will not boring liao haha
i think that the end of this post? haha
think carefully no one will watch this blog anymore...
i just write for myself to remember important things for myself...
although some time i really want to write many things here...
but really no time no mood and lazy... haha
instead of now waiting go KL so free...
whole day stay at home no friend find me...
no buddy find me... nothing... just my computer accompany me...
DAMN KESIAN RIGHT~~~~ haha
haiz... cant keep relationship well now~~~
i have almost 0 friend~~~~ almost~~~
以前时常找的，都不理我了。。。
以前誓言做好朋友的已经没有联络了。。。
很多的以前。。。我真的很失败。。。
我好想你们！！！我好想你们！！
不知利用完我的你们是否还记得我呢？
应该没有了吧。。。
傻瓜！！人家不理你了啦！！哈哈
我时常对自己那么说~~~
人家不找你就是不找你。。。
你就死心吧可不可以？！不是说好的那样就是那样的。。。
我不会再当人家说“有什么东西找我”当真了。。。
当我只是纯粹想聊聊天也不回复~~~
我急着救命还是没有人理~~~
我的命就是那么烂！！！
烂命一条！！！
看着我的朋友以前不管去哪里都叫我们一起去的。。。
现在他们去哪里没叫我了。。。
一样的人群就只是少了我一个。。。
看着他们的照片感觉好想哭。。。
给好朋友抛弃的感觉不是第一次了。。。
但没想到是你！！！！为什么是你！！！
就不可以是别人吗？！
不想说了！！！伤自己的身体罢了！！拜拜！！
i hope its a nice journey!!!
i got many target there i hope all can make it come true!
i know my target seems a bit too far away but i think i can do that!! haha
i want HARDWORKING ON MY STUDY!!! wew~~~
i want KEEP DIET!!!! (not i want d my mum really force me like hell)
i want FIND A SINGING GIRL PARTNER (haiz~~~~ haha)
i want FIND MORE FRIENDS AND MORE 知音人 there!!!
i want to MAKE MYSELF USEFULL!!!
lastly but not least i want to find a girlfriend if can... haha
the last target not necessary... but can play play also not bad kan?!
if can find liang moi also nice juga go play play!!! haha
dont make me serious on you!! you will die~~!! hahahaha
haiz~~~ can delete that last target FOREVER ALONE~~~!!!
ok i think that all my target the main is the front 3!!!
the others not so expected... but if can sure good~~~ aha
aiya if 3rd target can success i think girlfriend is not a problem!!
if you know what i mean!!! hahaaha hahaahah ahahahaa
sot shu kia liao~~ dreaming dreaming~~~
dont like bah long time didnt sing with girls like~~~ 4 years?!
damn hell long time la ok?!
every time go sing k all guys hell yeah!! haha
think back last time hot sing k i also just one boy kan?! haha ops~~~
but now its one girl also dont have wor~~~!!! hahaa so sad!!!
填补多年来的空虚感...但别指望代替任何人 haha
hmm... nothing~~~ haha
so so so so so so!!!!
this recent really of sibeh hot because of the haze!!! haha
i used to it so i just say shong la and i just buy a laptop!!!
thank you baba and mama buy a labtop for me!!~~~
finally i have a labtop for myself haha!!
go kl will not boring liao haha
i think that the end of this post? haha
think carefully no one will watch this blog anymore...
i just write for myself to remember important things for myself...
although some time i really want to write many things here...
but really no time no mood and lazy... haha
instead of now waiting go KL so free...
whole day stay at home no friend find me...
no buddy find me... nothing... just my computer accompany me...
DAMN KESIAN RIGHT~~~~ haha
haiz... cant keep relationship well now~~~
i have almost 0 friend~~~~ almost~~~
以前时常找的，都不理我了。。。
以前誓言做好朋友的已经没有联络了。。。
很多的以前。。。我真的很失败。。。
我好想你们！！！我好想你们！！
不知利用完我的你们是否还记得我呢？
应该没有了吧。。。
傻瓜！！人家不理你了啦！！哈哈
我时常对自己那么说~~~
人家不找你就是不找你。。。
你就死心吧可不可以？！不是说好的那样就是那样的。。。
我不会再当人家说“有什么东西找我”当真了。。。
当我只是纯粹想聊聊天也不回复~~~
我急着救命还是没有人理~~~
我的命就是那么烂！！！
烂命一条！！！
看着我的朋友以前不管去哪里都叫我们一起去的。。。
现在他们去哪里没叫我了。。。
一样的人群就只是少了我一个。。。
看着他们的照片感觉好想哭。。。
给好朋友抛弃的感觉不是第一次了。。。
但没想到是你！！！！为什么是你！！！
就不可以是别人吗？！
不想说了！！！伤自己的身体罢了！！拜拜！！
5/27/13
迷糊！！迷糊！！
最近不知怎么了。。。
疯狂了两下。。。
现在五月要过完了。。。好快。。。
我已经不希望时间慢下来了。。。
不能改变的始终不能改变。。。
最近财务管理出问题了。。。
明明说好要存钱的。。。
结果一而再的花钱。。。
都花在不该花的地方。。。
包括去高级餐厅吃啦， 一天看一套戏。。。
我看我们疯了。。。
就这样两天来一百多不见了。。。
打油！！等于两天差不多两百没了。。。
我们都疯了！！哈哈
考试要到了。。。还有一个礼拜。。。
我还是没有东西在头脑。。。
我这次又要fail了。。。
明知考试费贵， 不容易考。。。
但就是改不了习惯。。。
还是那个不成熟·的小男孩。。。
七月去吉隆坡。。。
开始第二人生。。。要好好读书了。。。
不可以辜负对父母的金钱与爱。。。
我不能再这样自我了。。。
要考虑未来了。。。
不可以玩玩了。。。 讨厌！！哈哈
难道我的青春就这样要走到末路了？！
我不想啊！！！！哈哈
我看。。。死性要改很难吧？？
我怕去到哪。。。一切都改变了。。。
不知道好乱！！
不想多想了。。。
希望这次考试最少刚刚好pass一个我就开心了。。。
用功啊！！！！！！！AHHHHH!!!
疯狂了两下。。。
现在五月要过完了。。。好快。。。
我已经不希望时间慢下来了。。。
不能改变的始终不能改变。。。
最近财务管理出问题了。。。
明明说好要存钱的。。。
结果一而再的花钱。。。
都花在不该花的地方。。。
包括去高级餐厅吃啦， 一天看一套戏。。。
我看我们疯了。。。
就这样两天来一百多不见了。。。
打油！！等于两天差不多两百没了。。。
我们都疯了！！哈哈
考试要到了。。。还有一个礼拜。。。
我还是没有东西在头脑。。。
我这次又要fail了。。。
明知考试费贵， 不容易考。。。
但就是改不了习惯。。。
还是那个不成熟·的小男孩。。。
七月去吉隆坡。。。
开始第二人生。。。要好好读书了。。。
不可以辜负对父母的金钱与爱。。。
我不能再这样自我了。。。
要考虑未来了。。。
不可以玩玩了。。。 讨厌！！哈哈
难道我的青春就这样要走到末路了？！
我不想啊！！！！哈哈
我看。。。死性要改很难吧？？
我怕去到哪。。。一切都改变了。。。
不知道好乱！！
不想多想了。。。
希望这次考试最少刚刚好pass一个我就开心了。。。
用功啊！！！！！！！AHHHHH!!!
5/9/13
你好！
错过了太多太多东西了。。。
都不知从哪说起好。。。
突然得空不想想那么多就来这轻松下吧。。。
今天是我的老好朋友生日。。。
吴可莹的生日。。。好久没看到她了。。。
不知还是不是像以前那么美丽清秀哈哈。。。
我也是为了她特地reload电话。。。
澳洲信息不便宜。。。哈哈。。。
说真的你真的又伤到我了。。。哈哈
不要老是骗人家吗！！！去年十二月说一定要见我一次。。。
我等了又等你都没来约我。。。我有少少难过咯。。。
你还说要我唱回我们的歌给你听。。。
你都没约我。。。讲真的不要再骗我了。。。
我的心很脆弱的哈哈。。。
所以就开了个玩笑说你骗我的。。。
她也道歉了哈哈。。她也知道我在玩玩的。。。哈哈
我这个人就是认真不起来。。。
认真起来又带点不认真哈哈。。。
不知几时才会改的坏习惯啊。。。哈哈
我有三四年没正面看过她了。。。
换话题！！
我的咳嗽终于好了。。。
但我心爱的项链还是没有找回来。。。
我找不到当天好急好想哭！！
但是过后想了想也没人会记得我有这样的一条链。。。
我知道没有什么大不了。。。本来都应该这样。。。
但是我。。。还是会偶尔想看下它吗。。。
看到它就想起我们的美好回忆。。。哈哈
虽然不看到他有时还会凭记忆想起。。。
但现在都很少怀念过去了。。。
要向前从！！！哈哈
但给我选， 我还是会选择你！！！哈哈
换话题！！！
五月五就不说了。。
要看去脸书大吧那么多。。。
我也是没有什么留意的。。。
我本来都觉得BN会赢。。。
只是不知道用什么手段赢哈哈。。。
好了。。。还有什么吗？？
让我想想。。。
我打算去KL读了。。。
我应该会在Damansara Utama落脚。。。
现在烦着找房子。。。找了很多人。。。
都没帮到什么。。。甚至有些没人理我。。。
我的朋友就只有那么多没有变啦。。。
haiz 烦啊！！哈哈·
还有很多细细小小的豆芽不用说啦。。。
bb
都不知从哪说起好。。。
突然得空不想想那么多就来这轻松下吧。。。
今天是我的老好朋友生日。。。
吴可莹的生日。。。好久没看到她了。。。
不知还是不是像以前那么美丽清秀哈哈。。。
我也是为了她特地reload电话。。。
澳洲信息不便宜。。。哈哈。。。
说真的你真的又伤到我了。。。哈哈
不要老是骗人家吗！！！去年十二月说一定要见我一次。。。
我等了又等你都没来约我。。。我有少少难过咯。。。
你还说要我唱回我们的歌给你听。。。
你都没约我。。。讲真的不要再骗我了。。。
我的心很脆弱的哈哈。。。
所以就开了个玩笑说你骗我的。。。
她也道歉了哈哈。。她也知道我在玩玩的。。。哈哈
我这个人就是认真不起来。。。
认真起来又带点不认真哈哈。。。
不知几时才会改的坏习惯啊。。。哈哈
我有三四年没正面看过她了。。。
换话题！！
我的咳嗽终于好了。。。
但我心爱的项链还是没有找回来。。。
我找不到当天好急好想哭！！
但是过后想了想也没人会记得我有这样的一条链。。。
我知道没有什么大不了。。。本来都应该这样。。。
但是我。。。还是会偶尔想看下它吗。。。
看到它就想起我们的美好回忆。。。哈哈
虽然不看到他有时还会凭记忆想起。。。
但现在都很少怀念过去了。。。
要向前从！！！哈哈
但给我选， 我还是会选择你！！！哈哈
换话题！！！
五月五就不说了。。
要看去脸书大吧那么多。。。
我也是没有什么留意的。。。
我本来都觉得BN会赢。。。
只是不知道用什么手段赢哈哈。。。
好了。。。还有什么吗？？
让我想想。。。
我打算去KL读了。。。
我应该会在Damansara Utama落脚。。。
现在烦着找房子。。。找了很多人。。。
都没帮到什么。。。甚至有些没人理我。。。
我的朋友就只有那么多没有变啦。。。
haiz 烦啊！！哈哈·
还有很多细细小小的豆芽不用说啦。。。
bb
3/27/13
Samsung Galaxy Grand
yup i finally change my phone...
for 1 week quite used to it because use my bro d my friend d use guan liao haha...
so its not a big deal for me...
not bad la that phone just sometime will hang...
my sometimes mean 1 day can 3 to 4 times or more lolz..
haha i think gonna go get my warranty card and go back there wee~~~
besides that i just put in my sim card today cause i just go buy my case and screen protector this afternoon...
me and my friends go 1B hang gai...
cause he already know what he want to buy there but i am not..
i just go walk walk and see got case and screen protector or not..
cause this phone is new so not so easy to find it...
but also give me find dao la haha...
so i am officially using a smart phone now...
you can whatsapp me... viber me... wechat me.... Line me... anything la...
its FREE... lolz so... come find me la... what am i saying... quite weird... haha
and my Nokia X3 also officially retire liao...
got many songs inside... got many message inside...
got many things inside la quite important for me... haha
so hope he woldnt die so fast... cause sometime i still wonder can have some look on old message haha...
and also old voicemail... and many things which is not free~~~ haha
also will miss the times using 0.facebook...
wao... this phone is quite important to me neh...
i am still charging it and used as my alarm clock haha (make sure it is working)
I WILL MISS YOU VERY MUCHIE!!~~~~
this is I... who really dont wanna change anything...
for me everything has their own meaning and own position for it...
i dont simply change things all those...
see my bags i used for almost 8 years i still didnt change it...
my pencil case was like legend i think got 12 years? haha
i think if pen wouldnt have no ink i will still using the same one... haha
my shoe even the same for many years cant count...
the point is... i not so like the feeling got new things instead if i want throw the old ones...
ahahaha... if got new things but no need throw the old ones sure i will accept...
even my spec!!! haha dont know how many years man!!
all things with me was legend!! haha all many years old...
i like them so what?!! haha although anythings seems like old old...
but i like it that old... so to Human too~~~ haha
i not say i dont like new friends...
of course i like new friends...
everyone known if me at last he will become a so lao!!! HAHAHAAH
i got 4 examples here in my life.... complete change ah!! hahahaha
girls.... i think dont have gua i didnt change any girl for so far...
cause i dont get close to girl now... lolz
scared by last time cases... wew~~~ hehe
but if you want know me for sure you can...
you can just come in front of me and say..
hey~ i just meet you... and this is crazy so here my number, so call me maybe!!! hahaha
i also will accept your number (dreaming again) ...
so... i think out of topic? ya everytime i also out of topic... hehe
ok i think that all... hehe....
find me ah... free d... lolz... i dont have 3G but in wi fi zone sure i will open d... hehe
bye~~
for 1 week quite used to it because use my bro d my friend d use guan liao haha...
so its not a big deal for me...
not bad la that phone just sometime will hang...
my sometimes mean 1 day can 3 to 4 times or more lolz..
haha i think gonna go get my warranty card and go back there wee~~~
besides that i just put in my sim card today cause i just go buy my case and screen protector this afternoon...
me and my friends go 1B hang gai...
cause he already know what he want to buy there but i am not..
i just go walk walk and see got case and screen protector or not..
cause this phone is new so not so easy to find it...
but also give me find dao la haha...
so i am officially using a smart phone now...
you can whatsapp me... viber me... wechat me.... Line me... anything la...
its FREE... lolz so... come find me la... what am i saying... quite weird... haha
and my Nokia X3 also officially retire liao...
got many songs inside... got many message inside...
got many things inside la quite important for me... haha
so hope he woldnt die so fast... cause sometime i still wonder can have some look on old message haha...
and also old voicemail... and many things which is not free~~~ haha
also will miss the times using 0.facebook...
wao... this phone is quite important to me neh...
i am still charging it and used as my alarm clock haha (make sure it is working)
I WILL MISS YOU VERY MUCHIE!!~~~~
this is I... who really dont wanna change anything...
for me everything has their own meaning and own position for it...
i dont simply change things all those...
see my bags i used for almost 8 years i still didnt change it...
my pencil case was like legend i think got 12 years? haha
i think if pen wouldnt have no ink i will still using the same one... haha
my shoe even the same for many years cant count...
the point is... i not so like the feeling got new things instead if i want throw the old ones...
ahahaha... if got new things but no need throw the old ones sure i will accept...
even my spec!!! haha dont know how many years man!!
all things with me was legend!! haha all many years old...
i like them so what?!! haha although anythings seems like old old...
but i like it that old... so to Human too~~~ haha
i not say i dont like new friends...
of course i like new friends...
everyone known if me at last he will become a so lao!!! HAHAHAAH
i got 4 examples here in my life.... complete change ah!! hahahaha
girls.... i think dont have gua i didnt change any girl for so far...
cause i dont get close to girl now... lolz
scared by last time cases... wew~~~ hehe
but if you want know me for sure you can...
you can just come in front of me and say..
hey~ i just meet you... and this is crazy so here my number, so call me maybe!!! hahaha
i also will accept your number (dreaming again) ...
so... i think out of topic? ya everytime i also out of topic... hehe
ok i think that all... hehe....
find me ah... free d... lolz... i dont have 3G but in wi fi zone sure i will open d... hehe
bye~~
3/15/13
Smart Phone
see that tittle?! haha guess what?
i am gonna change my Nokia X3 to a smart phone...
because now have the 1 Malaysia Pakej Komunikasi can rebate Rm 200 when you buy smart phone..
so my mum want me to buy it...
and i decided to buy a Samsung Galaxy Grand...
firstly my mum want me to buy Samsung Galaxy S3 Mini d...
rebate liao is Rm 999 but the newest phone of Samsung was Grand...
and its function pro than S3 Mini so i decided to buy that lo..
actually i not so want to change phone but my mum say fang bian mah! haha
cause all my family using smart phone just left me...
but i dont depends on phone so much now..
i more likely people find me out yam cha talk face to face...
hey! come on la~~~ now everyone have those smart phone, i pad, i phone, i pod, tab...
anywhere can see people playing it...
the most hate thing is... o\go out yam cha have dinner...
chit chat la come on... you still playing your phone, your tab ah??
then why you out for?? tapao back home more comfortable la...
i seldom play phone in front of my friend when yam cha or doing things together d lor...
counted as respect ok?? i can live without handphone...
i am not a busy phone user...
my phone can put there as many days but no one find me trust or not?? haha
but... when some one needed help from me they will find me...
i think that my purpose of my phone... haha..
everyone need some one help ok?? haha...
so you need my help call me la... if i can out and i can help you out sure i will go..
i think after have smart phone my life still the same..
just have some games in my phones and have free app to chit chat that all i think...
i dont rely on phone that much...
if you really want chat with me why not talk face to face...
got anything need to say out by sms why cant talk face to face...
the expression a lot different you know??
just like you want me to sing some songs for you cause you feel not happy...
i can sing in phone but can you see my feelings when i sing trough that??
i sing every song have their souls inside... sad mean sad... happy mean happy...
HIGH means HIGH... so when you trough the phone all you can hear is my voice...
ok dont talk the matter of phone calling...
you think of Skype those app right if you say want to see face to face...
hey come on la~~~ it also got a lot different...
it is still 隔着一个电话荧幕... still not in front of me....
if lag still lagi cham la... the motion not out at the same time.. damn...! haha
the voice sometime also so late just reach... wew...
think of MSN now... MSN Messenger already retired...
can imagine those day when we still playing MSN Messenger...
haha we like crazy.. every day back to home open MSN Messenger and start to find people chat...
and can change name colour la what what what...
think dao also 回味无穷 ah!! haha...
but too bad now MSN Messenger no more lor...
that the last time punya me..
now i really deserve more on face to face...
so i can see your beautiful face and also hand some face mah right?
and you also can see my ugly face and laugh so fat oh you on me...
see is that good?? from phone we cant see anything...
maybe you even dont know is me who talking with you...
or just another sound alike me d person and talk to you..
you never know... haha sounds like so scary kan?? haha
ok la i think i talk too much...
my post always that long...
maybe after i get my smart phone...
got a better picture quality camera...
maybe i will starting to change to photo posting...
see first.. hehe... you know d la i hate photo shooting of myself... hehe
so... 期待吧!!! bye!
i am gonna change my Nokia X3 to a smart phone...
because now have the 1 Malaysia Pakej Komunikasi can rebate Rm 200 when you buy smart phone..
so my mum want me to buy it...
and i decided to buy a Samsung Galaxy Grand...
firstly my mum want me to buy Samsung Galaxy S3 Mini d...
rebate liao is Rm 999 but the newest phone of Samsung was Grand...
and its function pro than S3 Mini so i decided to buy that lo..
actually i not so want to change phone but my mum say fang bian mah! haha
cause all my family using smart phone just left me...
but i dont depends on phone so much now..
i more likely people find me out yam cha talk face to face...
hey! come on la~~~ now everyone have those smart phone, i pad, i phone, i pod, tab...
anywhere can see people playing it...
the most hate thing is... o\go out yam cha have dinner...
chit chat la come on... you still playing your phone, your tab ah??
then why you out for?? tapao back home more comfortable la...
i seldom play phone in front of my friend when yam cha or doing things together d lor...
counted as respect ok?? i can live without handphone...
i am not a busy phone user...
my phone can put there as many days but no one find me trust or not?? haha
but... when some one needed help from me they will find me...
i think that my purpose of my phone... haha..
everyone need some one help ok?? haha...
so you need my help call me la... if i can out and i can help you out sure i will go..
i think after have smart phone my life still the same..
just have some games in my phones and have free app to chit chat that all i think...
i dont rely on phone that much...
if you really want chat with me why not talk face to face...
got anything need to say out by sms why cant talk face to face...
the expression a lot different you know??
just like you want me to sing some songs for you cause you feel not happy...
i can sing in phone but can you see my feelings when i sing trough that??
i sing every song have their souls inside... sad mean sad... happy mean happy...
HIGH means HIGH... so when you trough the phone all you can hear is my voice...
ok dont talk the matter of phone calling...
you think of Skype those app right if you say want to see face to face...
hey come on la~~~ it also got a lot different...
it is still 隔着一个电话荧幕... still not in front of me....
if lag still lagi cham la... the motion not out at the same time.. damn...! haha
the voice sometime also so late just reach... wew...
think of MSN now... MSN Messenger already retired...
can imagine those day when we still playing MSN Messenger...
haha we like crazy.. every day back to home open MSN Messenger and start to find people chat...
and can change name colour la what what what...
think dao also 回味无穷 ah!! haha...
but too bad now MSN Messenger no more lor...
that the last time punya me..
now i really deserve more on face to face...
so i can see your beautiful face and also hand some face mah right?
and you also can see my ugly face and laugh so fat oh you on me...
see is that good?? from phone we cant see anything...
maybe you even dont know is me who talking with you...
or just another sound alike me d person and talk to you..
you never know... haha sounds like so scary kan?? haha
ok la i think i talk too much...
my post always that long...
maybe after i get my smart phone...
got a better picture quality camera...
maybe i will starting to change to photo posting...
see first.. hehe... you know d la i hate photo shooting of myself... hehe
so... 期待吧!!! bye!
3/12/13
my birthday present MAYDAY!!!
erm i know its kinda late for the post...
dont like that bah i am kind of busy this few days..
erm you know i busy what d lar not need say haha,...
so back to Feb 28 to March 5... wew~~~ BACK IN TIME~~~
feb 28... in the airport... boring skip!!!
in the plane.. PSP!!! skip...
reach LCCT.... then go buy taxi ticket to Sunway Pyramid...
in taxi sleep wake up sleep wake up SKIP!!!
reach Sunway Pyramid i think it 4pm that time
and we need to wait till 6pm for my friend relative class dismiss..
so we go walking around... we stop at Subway cause we been introduce by my friend relative..
so we went in and had our consider lunch!!! haha
Subway its quite nice many vege quite healthy for a burger haha nice nice..
also not consider as burger la just bread la haha..
after that we go walk walk at pyramid there lor...
go eat another what ah Crazy Potato ah!!!... dont go that shop...
tipu kamu punya duit saja not so tasty... even me can cook better fries than him...!!! haha
can skip kah?? skip to dinner we go for Murni a famous mamak shop i think at SS 2... haha
wa there really many people... got how many tables its all full... they keep open table... haha..
after our dinner we go for a dessert... dont know what name but its not so good at SS2...
bla bla bla back condo at Cheras then play bath sleep...
finally that night can use computer to open fb... my friend computer also..
long time didnt use computer on fb so look back all those tag by my friend about video and photo...
and ask some friend where they live see what day i got pass by and can appoint them to meet them...
but too bad i really dont know KL place so i just stay in the condo is good enough...
May 1!!! we wake up at 11am i think so... then Sharon (Bernard Relative) say go to KLCC play play lor..
so we park the car on a giant dont know where... and walk to LRT station and take LRT to KLCC...
so we go KLCC shopping!! everything so damn expensive so we didnt buy anything...
just take some picture then the weather its really hot...
so we decided to go eat TONG PAK FU lor... hehe
i order what i also forget already i know its related to mango...
its quite nice but it also quite expensive...
then bla bla bla skip through till night time...
me and Bernard need to meet up with some friends...
so Sharon's boyfriend fetch us to the KTM station and we went to Mid Valley by KTM!!!
KTM so damn cheap but slow la haha...
so we go to mid valley to meet up with my singing soul mate...
then we go plying around lor... walk here walk there...
we had our dinner at Ninja Joe... not bad eh 1st pork burger in Malaysia...
i think also the only one... so we have our meal there..
after that we chit chat at Ninja Joe for some times..
then we decide go have snow flakes... but too bad...
no sear\t for us so we just go buy Chat Time which Joseph Germani love it so much..
then we just walking around keep laughing and planning our band on KL...
then something funny happen really funny ll made by me!!! TOILET!!! hahahahahahaha
after that bo back by KTM and Sharon fetch us at the KTM station... I MISS U ALL!!
then sleep of course ready for tomorrow...
and here its the day.!!!! MARCH 2!!!! wow~~~ babe~~~~
we wake up also at 10.30am i think so..
then we just wait to go out lor... hehe... so we just waiting... haha nothing special...
we went for our brunch at Cheras i think so... claypot rice...
wa there nice oh and cheap some more nice nice...
then we head to our next destination!!! Bukit Jalil!!! haha
we go check in for our hotel first... hehe...
after check in we rest a while then we take a taxi ride go ready for the concert!!! haha
we reach stadium about 3.15pm like that...
then we start our queue!!! walao got some people already haha... yeah!!!
we go buy our most valuable things first the Mayday 荧光棒!!! haha
thinking of having the t-shirt d... but haiz poor oh!!! haha
then we just wait lor... for 5 hours!!! haha just standing and keep drink water...
and keep sing mayday song... cause they got playing haha...
so we just keep singing along lor with all 五迷！！！ haha
that so cool!! haha
we waited for so long the door finally open!!! haha
many people rush in!!! RUSH AH!!! we just walk slowly...
so fast for what also need to check ticket those ah this also need to stop...
finally we are inside here!!! haha feel the stadium!! haha
see the 诺亚方舟船头there... nice kan!! haha
then we just wait la... for the concert to start we take a not bad place ah!! haha
quite front... just few more steps can step inside the guard range haha...
then the concert started with 白安 《是什么让我遇见这样的你》
actually ah... 白安还没有出名之前我已近知道怎么唱完整首歌了。。。
aiseh.... haha that song was nice recommend u all go hear!! haha...
then can skip or not? i just enjoy whole process of the concert so didnt take what pic nothing also...
i just keep scream and sing every song i know how to sing...
the process can skip through mah?? very tired if want describe all the process...
bla bla bla i really lazy say too tired and too HIGH!!! haha
then we back to hotel (skip so fast... lolz)
i got two friends macam hard to back home... so i ask wheter want stay in our hotel or not...
but 1 no reply and 1 say she is going back home.. i think they are alright...
so keeping on... sleep deng deng deng not bad la that hotel haha...
next time come who ever bukit jalil concert can stay there haha
walking from stadium 15 minutes can reach...
March 3 haha... nothing special also...
go back to condo... then go for our lunch...
PS: we didnt eat for 25 hours... we just eat the claypot rice till now!!! haha
so we for our lunch at One Utama... we go for Chili... i think was spell like that...
expensive things always yummy right?! haha so not need say there no RM 25 not need go inside.. haha
nice food nice mash potato... i eat what i also forgot kind like a burger haha...
then we go walk walk at 1U lor... walking walking Sharon want buy Ipad Mini just accompany...
wee~~~ then we suppose to sing K tonight but we all lazy suddenly... so we just stay at house..
doing nothin... hahahahaha just play comp and psp then the next day... haha
March 4... we leaving KL soon so we better go find some Uni for us to study next year...
go to Sunway with Sharon... cause she had class at 12pm so we reach pyramid by 11.30am...
then go the canopy walk to SUN U...
i wish i can met a friend suprisingly... and yeah i met it!!
hi Chia Mun!!! hahahahahaa and we ask about our fees those things...
then need wait for Sharon dismiss i think its about 6pm then we go for Red Box!!! haha
just 2 people... CHIONG K!!! haha
seens 5 months didnt sing.. not bad la Red Box... haha
then go for dinner at 肥一 steamboat lai d... dont know at where...
also not bad la.. but quite expensive Rm 30 1 people!!! haha
so eat many many there haha...
back home pack bag and sleep!!! haha
March 5 back KK !!! yeah i lazy type liao so long post...
终结。。。我还蛮享受这一次旅行的。。。
五月天真的很厉害。。。可以像他们一样表演就好了。。。
我想当阿信！！！哈哈。。。
我的梦想啊！！！哈哈！！！
跟你们说哦。。。
如果我的终极大梦想实现的话。。。
我求婚当天樱花叶就像演唱会 《温柔 还你自由版》 那样 喷出来。。。
想一想还蛮兴奋的！！！哈哈！！！
那首歌真是一首好歌。。。
阿信说的那句话。。。唱到中间说那句。。。
忘了是什么。。。但是我很确定那是后我回想到。。。
决定不再挽回的分手那一天就是有这句话的感觉。。。
好潇洒对不对？？！！哈哈哈
太棒了！！！就这样我的生日就这样过了。。。
没有跟到我的理想人选去看演唱会。。。
但也ok啦。。。也一样high。。。
没有他我可能睡街头了哈哈。。。
谢谢你们的照顾我想你们。。。！！哈哈
下一次会是几时呢？？哈哈
但我肯定下一次我应该会参加小巨蛋的演唱会了！！！
爽啊！！！五月天爱你们！！！
虽然我不是很终极粉丝但至少我懂你们差不多全部的歌。。。
你们赐给了音乐力量！！！谢谢你们出现在我的青春。。。谢谢
感动到无比好了。。。这个真的会很长。。。
再见了。。。晚安！！
dont like that bah i am kind of busy this few days..
erm you know i busy what d lar not need say haha,...
so back to Feb 28 to March 5... wew~~~ BACK IN TIME~~~
feb 28... in the airport... boring skip!!!
in the plane.. PSP!!! skip...
reach LCCT.... then go buy taxi ticket to Sunway Pyramid...
in taxi sleep wake up sleep wake up SKIP!!!
reach Sunway Pyramid i think it 4pm that time
and we need to wait till 6pm for my friend relative class dismiss..
so we go walking around... we stop at Subway cause we been introduce by my friend relative..
so we went in and had our consider lunch!!! haha
Subway its quite nice many vege quite healthy for a burger haha nice nice..
also not consider as burger la just bread la haha..
after that we go walk walk at pyramid there lor...
go eat another what ah Crazy Potato ah!!!... dont go that shop...
tipu kamu punya duit saja not so tasty... even me can cook better fries than him...!!! haha
can skip kah?? skip to dinner we go for Murni a famous mamak shop i think at SS 2... haha
wa there really many people... got how many tables its all full... they keep open table... haha..
after our dinner we go for a dessert... dont know what name but its not so good at SS2...
bla bla bla back condo at Cheras then play bath sleep...
finally that night can use computer to open fb... my friend computer also..
long time didnt use computer on fb so look back all those tag by my friend about video and photo...
and ask some friend where they live see what day i got pass by and can appoint them to meet them...
but too bad i really dont know KL place so i just stay in the condo is good enough...
May 1!!! we wake up at 11am i think so... then Sharon (Bernard Relative) say go to KLCC play play lor..
so we park the car on a giant dont know where... and walk to LRT station and take LRT to KLCC...
so we go KLCC shopping!! everything so damn expensive so we didnt buy anything...
just take some picture then the weather its really hot...
so we decided to go eat TONG PAK FU lor... hehe
i order what i also forget already i know its related to mango...
its quite nice but it also quite expensive...
then bla bla bla skip through till night time...
me and Bernard need to meet up with some friends...
so Sharon's boyfriend fetch us to the KTM station and we went to Mid Valley by KTM!!!
KTM so damn cheap but slow la haha...
so we go to mid valley to meet up with my singing soul mate...
then we go plying around lor... walk here walk there...
we had our dinner at Ninja Joe... not bad eh 1st pork burger in Malaysia...
i think also the only one... so we have our meal there..
after that we chit chat at Ninja Joe for some times..
then we decide go have snow flakes... but too bad...
no sear\t for us so we just go buy Chat Time which Joseph Germani love it so much..
then we just walking around keep laughing and planning our band on KL...
then something funny happen really funny ll made by me!!! TOILET!!! hahahahahahaha
after that bo back by KTM and Sharon fetch us at the KTM station... I MISS U ALL!!
then sleep of course ready for tomorrow...
and here its the day.!!!! MARCH 2!!!! wow~~~ babe~~~~
we wake up also at 10.30am i think so..
then we just wait to go out lor... hehe... so we just waiting... haha nothing special...
we went for our brunch at Cheras i think so... claypot rice...
wa there nice oh and cheap some more nice nice...
then we head to our next destination!!! Bukit Jalil!!! haha
we go check in for our hotel first... hehe...
after check in we rest a while then we take a taxi ride go ready for the concert!!! haha
we reach stadium about 3.15pm like that...
then we start our queue!!! walao got some people already haha... yeah!!!
we go buy our most valuable things first the Mayday 荧光棒!!! haha
thinking of having the t-shirt d... but haiz poor oh!!! haha
then we just wait lor... for 5 hours!!! haha just standing and keep drink water...
and keep sing mayday song... cause they got playing haha...
so we just keep singing along lor with all 五迷！！！ haha
that so cool!! haha
we waited for so long the door finally open!!! haha
many people rush in!!! RUSH AH!!! we just walk slowly...
so fast for what also need to check ticket those ah this also need to stop...
finally we are inside here!!! haha feel the stadium!! haha
see the 诺亚方舟船头there... nice kan!! haha
then we just wait la... for the concert to start we take a not bad place ah!! haha
quite front... just few more steps can step inside the guard range haha...
then the concert started with 白安 《是什么让我遇见这样的你》
actually ah... 白安还没有出名之前我已近知道怎么唱完整首歌了。。。
aiseh.... haha that song was nice recommend u all go hear!! haha...
then can skip or not? i just enjoy whole process of the concert so didnt take what pic nothing also...
i just keep scream and sing every song i know how to sing...
the process can skip through mah?? very tired if want describe all the process...
bla bla bla i really lazy say too tired and too HIGH!!! haha
then we back to hotel (skip so fast... lolz)
i got two friends macam hard to back home... so i ask wheter want stay in our hotel or not...
but 1 no reply and 1 say she is going back home.. i think they are alright...
so keeping on... sleep deng deng deng not bad la that hotel haha...
next time come who ever bukit jalil concert can stay there haha
walking from stadium 15 minutes can reach...
March 3 haha... nothing special also...
go back to condo... then go for our lunch...
PS: we didnt eat for 25 hours... we just eat the claypot rice till now!!! haha
so we for our lunch at One Utama... we go for Chili... i think was spell like that...
expensive things always yummy right?! haha so not need say there no RM 25 not need go inside.. haha
nice food nice mash potato... i eat what i also forgot kind like a burger haha...
then we go walk walk at 1U lor... walking walking Sharon want buy Ipad Mini just accompany...
wee~~~ then we suppose to sing K tonight but we all lazy suddenly... so we just stay at house..
doing nothin... hahahahaha just play comp and psp then the next day... haha
March 4... we leaving KL soon so we better go find some Uni for us to study next year...
go to Sunway with Sharon... cause she had class at 12pm so we reach pyramid by 11.30am...
then go the canopy walk to SUN U...
i wish i can met a friend suprisingly... and yeah i met it!!
hi Chia Mun!!! hahahahahaa and we ask about our fees those things...
then need wait for Sharon dismiss i think its about 6pm then we go for Red Box!!! haha
just 2 people... CHIONG K!!! haha
seens 5 months didnt sing.. not bad la Red Box... haha
then go for dinner at 肥一 steamboat lai d... dont know at where...
also not bad la.. but quite expensive Rm 30 1 people!!! haha
so eat many many there haha...
back home pack bag and sleep!!! haha
March 5 back KK !!! yeah i lazy type liao so long post...
终结。。。我还蛮享受这一次旅行的。。。
五月天真的很厉害。。。可以像他们一样表演就好了。。。
我想当阿信！！！哈哈。。。
我的梦想啊！！！哈哈！！！
跟你们说哦。。。
如果我的终极大梦想实现的话。。。
我求婚当天樱花叶就像演唱会 《温柔 还你自由版》 那样 喷出来。。。
想一想还蛮兴奋的！！！哈哈！！！
那首歌真是一首好歌。。。
阿信说的那句话。。。唱到中间说那句。。。
忘了是什么。。。但是我很确定那是后我回想到。。。
决定不再挽回的分手那一天就是有这句话的感觉。。。
好潇洒对不对？？！！哈哈哈
太棒了！！！就这样我的生日就这样过了。。。
没有跟到我的理想人选去看演唱会。。。
但也ok啦。。。也一样high。。。
没有他我可能睡街头了哈哈。。。
谢谢你们的照顾我想你们。。。！！哈哈
下一次会是几时呢？？哈哈
但我肯定下一次我应该会参加小巨蛋的演唱会了！！！
爽啊！！！五月天爱你们！！！
虽然我不是很终极粉丝但至少我懂你们差不多全部的歌。。。
你们赐给了音乐力量！！！谢谢你们出现在我的青春。。。谢谢
感动到无比好了。。。这个真的会很长。。。
再见了。。。晚安！！
2/25/13
TIME!
hey time!! i got something for you...
can you please fast a bit till 28 Feb...
then slow down till 4 March!!! haha
cause i really cant wait to go KL and play with my friends...
and the main point sure is Mayday...
you must go once Mayday concert in your life time!! haha
so i decided to go when they come to KL and not need think...
sure buy the most front one...
and so surprise that that day was my birthday!!! wew~~~
i go celebrate birthday there with Mayday!!!
weww~~~~ and i can meet many of my friend there...
although i dont know who was going...
but i know got you and me that enough!!! yeah!!! rocks man!!!
so... in next week i am gonna at KL and having fun with my friend...
and meet up with my singing mate!!! wow~~~
its been 5 months that i didnt sing K!!! wew!~~~
imagine that?! 5 months!!! haha
so i go KL must find my mate to sing K...
who want else want join can contact me i can sing for many days..
although i dont know road of KL and also no transport...
but i think i not that stupid right?! haha
hmmm dont know need to bring how many go KL leh?
you know i am poor so need to decided how many to bring to go KL...
hmmm... maybe RM 400 enough kah? i think i will used up...
maybe try to get some from my mum hehe~~~ wew~~~
i still even dont know where i live and which hotel i stay after the concert...
wew~~~ many question marks about this travel~~~!!!
i am not the planner... i just paid up and ikut saja haha~~~~
hope everything will be ok when i go KL...
and i didnt get my ticket till now!!! its in my friends hand...
i think he wouldnt cheat me d hor?! that my birthday present...
dont like that la!~~~ haha... i spent 500 on it...
hehe.. ok la hope i get my fun next week...
hope to see as many friend as i can...
who want to meet up with me told me how to go you there....
wuakakaka i go 5 days 1 day for concert...
mean i got 4 days consider free?! or just 2 days.. haha
nevermind just invite me!! haha goggogogogog!!! wee~~~ wow~~~
bye and goodnight!!!~~~
can you please fast a bit till 28 Feb...
then slow down till 4 March!!! haha
cause i really cant wait to go KL and play with my friends...
and the main point sure is Mayday...
you must go once Mayday concert in your life time!! haha
so i decided to go when they come to KL and not need think...
sure buy the most front one...
and so surprise that that day was my birthday!!! wew~~~
i go celebrate birthday there with Mayday!!!
weww~~~~ and i can meet many of my friend there...
although i dont know who was going...
but i know got you and me that enough!!! yeah!!! rocks man!!!
so... in next week i am gonna at KL and having fun with my friend...
and meet up with my singing mate!!! wow~~~
its been 5 months that i didnt sing K!!! wew!~~~
imagine that?! 5 months!!! haha
so i go KL must find my mate to sing K...
who want else want join can contact me i can sing for many days..
although i dont know road of KL and also no transport...
but i think i not that stupid right?! haha
hmmm dont know need to bring how many go KL leh?
you know i am poor so need to decided how many to bring to go KL...
hmmm... maybe RM 400 enough kah? i think i will used up...
maybe try to get some from my mum hehe~~~ wew~~~
i still even dont know where i live and which hotel i stay after the concert...
wew~~~ many question marks about this travel~~~!!!
i am not the planner... i just paid up and ikut saja haha~~~~
hope everything will be ok when i go KL...
and i didnt get my ticket till now!!! its in my friends hand...
i think he wouldnt cheat me d hor?! that my birthday present...
dont like that la!~~~ haha... i spent 500 on it...
hehe.. ok la hope i get my fun next week...
hope to see as many friend as i can...
who want to meet up with me told me how to go you there....
wuakakaka i go 5 days 1 day for concert...
mean i got 4 days consider free?! or just 2 days.. haha
nevermind just invite me!! haha goggogogogog!!! wee~~~ wow~~~
bye and goodnight!!!~~~
2/17/13
我发了一个好梦！！
yoyoyoyoyo 好久不见！！！
我情人节那天可以跳过啦。。。
发生一个悲剧竟然还得不到求救。。。
因为电话剩下几分钱，能找的人也只有一个。。。
但是到今天都没有回复我的信息。。。 她应该不会有事吧？！哈哈
发生了什么事我不想说。。。
总之就是愚蠢，每天心不在焉。。。
幸好还过得去，不然。。。我也不知我自己会发生什么可悲的事！！
好了伤心的情人节就将过了。。。
今年应该不用告白了吧。。。
你不闲我都闲啦是不是哦！！！
去年给人家骗了猴年桃花运旺去告白。。。
我才不会傻傻真的去呢！！无奈当中！！！啊哈！！
所以告白就免了，反正也不会成功。。。
成功了我看那是我在做梦！！！
情人节过后的那一个晚上我发梦了！！
虽然之前有去Pub喝几杯来。。。
但真的不至于醉到我在发梦（我都没有醉）！！
那一个晚上喝了一点就去看戏。。。
看完戏后回家睡觉， 三点凌晨。。。
我从来没有想过会有这么一幕出现在我梦中！！
梦就是梦。。。
习惯性的我的部落格从来都把人家认不清的。。。
这样才好玩吗，如果一路来都有留意我部落格的人都知道。。。
我不留人家的名字也从不暴露人家的身份。。。
所以只有“她”咯！！ 哈哈
“她” 出现在我的梦中。。。
重点还是在我最开心的那一晚的地方。。。
但是那个地方被布置到像我当初想的一模一样！！
我告诉你啦！！我本来不是用蜡烛的！！
我是用烟火的！！那个梦境就是那样。。。
两排烟火闪耀着他的光芒。。。
我牵着“她”的手或“她”牵着我的手。。。
一起走在这个烟火当中！！！哇！！！浪漫！！！
然后走到了一个五数字的前面。。。
五的数字写的很有艺术感，火水燃烧着。。。
然后五数字前面摆了一束红玫瑰。。。
然后也同样有一支蜡炬在五的前面。。。
我们一起把那个蜡炬推了下去。。。
出现在眼前的竟然是火一直燃烧。。。
形成了一支箭穿过一个心形然后五在中间。。。
我看着她对她说“喂！五周年快乐！”（还是用喂！！哈哈真好笑）
然后我们一起看着那些火水烧干。。。
然后“她”问我“还有什么把戏？”
我把玫瑰花拿了起来送给你。。。
然后我说小心啊！！突然一大堆萤火虫从玫瑰花里飞出来！！
场面好澎湃好浪漫哦！！！哈哈
萤火虫想给困了很久，飞翔在空中摆出不同的花式。。。
很是美丽！看着“她”非常陶醉在其中。。。
我好开心！！看你跟萤火虫玩的忘了自我。。。
我还问了自己“她不怕萤火虫的啊?"哈哈
萤火虫飞走了以后。。。
”她“又看着我说还有什么拿完出来啊！！
突然音乐下了，竟然是 ”Right Here Right Now“
HSM的歌曲又再一次回到我的梦了。。。
我们又唱又跳的，还真是愉快。。。
最后当然是来一个完美的句点。。。
相拥相吻 gao tiam!! 好甜蜜的一对情侣哦！！！
羡慕极了！！！但是梦还是梦！！
梦里的我突然变得好看很多！！
我很fit又戴回了隐形眼镜。。。
可能那就是减肥后的我，当然发型也改变了。。。
看来我为这一次的计划付出了很多。。。
仔细算一算如果没有算错。。。
今年的情人节就是我们的五周年纪念日诶！！！哈哈
看来是谁都知道”她“是谁了吧。。。
但是梦还是梦。。。那一晚我还不是在家打电脑游戏！！哈哈！！
但是我真的很想把我的愉快分享出去。。。
虽然只是梦一场，但是如果我们真的还有。。。
真的会有那么一个情景发生吗？？
我是怎么了相思病廋了？？哈哈！！！
想起来就好笑！！！哈哈！！！
面对事实吧。。。
五年前已经没了死蠢！！！
而且你也已经没有希望了不是吗？？
你要给拒绝多少次！！！哈哈
所以今年不想被拒绝就没告白啦。。。
看那一年想被拒绝就去告白吧！！哈哈
五周年纪念日。。。哈哈天大的笑话！！！
五周年分手日就有啦！！！bleekk!!!
我只是分享我的梦。。。。
如有冒犯对不起。。。
今天我在面子书看到一个文章。。。
关于星座的！！
标题很像是十二星座应该改掉什么坏习惯才会桃花连连！
双鱼座竟然是多唱歌！！！
walao！！！ 你要我放弃唱歌为了桃花！！！
我立刻留言了！！忘了留言什么！！
但是意思就是我绝对不会为了桃花运放弃歌唱！！！
但是在这里我想收回我的话。。。
如果那个桃花是你的话。。。
我甘愿放弃唱歌。。。 放弃我的最爱！！
好吧。。。废话说完。。。
是时候回到床上继续发梦了！！！
希望有续梦！！！哈哈！！！晚安！！
PS: 梦里的你超美的说！！！phewit!!! 想你了 >.<
我情人节那天可以跳过啦。。。
发生一个悲剧竟然还得不到求救。。。
因为电话剩下几分钱，能找的人也只有一个。。。
但是到今天都没有回复我的信息。。。 她应该不会有事吧？！哈哈
发生了什么事我不想说。。。
总之就是愚蠢，每天心不在焉。。。
幸好还过得去，不然。。。我也不知我自己会发生什么可悲的事！！
好了伤心的情人节就将过了。。。
今年应该不用告白了吧。。。
你不闲我都闲啦是不是哦！！！
去年给人家骗了猴年桃花运旺去告白。。。
我才不会傻傻真的去呢！！无奈当中！！！啊哈！！
所以告白就免了，反正也不会成功。。。
成功了我看那是我在做梦！！！
情人节过后的那一个晚上我发梦了！！
虽然之前有去Pub喝几杯来。。。
但真的不至于醉到我在发梦（我都没有醉）！！
那一个晚上喝了一点就去看戏。。。
看完戏后回家睡觉， 三点凌晨。。。
我从来没有想过会有这么一幕出现在我梦中！！
梦就是梦。。。
习惯性的我的部落格从来都把人家认不清的。。。
这样才好玩吗，如果一路来都有留意我部落格的人都知道。。。
我不留人家的名字也从不暴露人家的身份。。。
所以只有“她”咯！！ 哈哈
“她” 出现在我的梦中。。。
重点还是在我最开心的那一晚的地方。。。
但是那个地方被布置到像我当初想的一模一样！！
我告诉你啦！！我本来不是用蜡烛的！！
我是用烟火的！！那个梦境就是那样。。。
两排烟火闪耀着他的光芒。。。
我牵着“她”的手或“她”牵着我的手。。。
一起走在这个烟火当中！！！哇！！！浪漫！！！
然后走到了一个五数字的前面。。。
五的数字写的很有艺术感，火水燃烧着。。。
然后五数字前面摆了一束红玫瑰。。。
然后也同样有一支蜡炬在五的前面。。。
我们一起把那个蜡炬推了下去。。。
出现在眼前的竟然是火一直燃烧。。。
形成了一支箭穿过一个心形然后五在中间。。。
我看着她对她说“喂！五周年快乐！”（还是用喂！！哈哈真好笑）
然后我们一起看着那些火水烧干。。。
然后“她”问我“还有什么把戏？”
我把玫瑰花拿了起来送给你。。。
然后我说小心啊！！突然一大堆萤火虫从玫瑰花里飞出来！！
场面好澎湃好浪漫哦！！！哈哈
萤火虫想给困了很久，飞翔在空中摆出不同的花式。。。
很是美丽！看着“她”非常陶醉在其中。。。
我好开心！！看你跟萤火虫玩的忘了自我。。。
我还问了自己“她不怕萤火虫的啊?"哈哈
萤火虫飞走了以后。。。
”她“又看着我说还有什么拿完出来啊！！
突然音乐下了，竟然是 ”Right Here Right Now“
HSM的歌曲又再一次回到我的梦了。。。
我们又唱又跳的，还真是愉快。。。
最后当然是来一个完美的句点。。。
相拥相吻 gao tiam!! 好甜蜜的一对情侣哦！！！
羡慕极了！！！但是梦还是梦！！
梦里的我突然变得好看很多！！
我很fit又戴回了隐形眼镜。。。
可能那就是减肥后的我，当然发型也改变了。。。
看来我为这一次的计划付出了很多。。。
仔细算一算如果没有算错。。。
今年的情人节就是我们的五周年纪念日诶！！！哈哈
看来是谁都知道”她“是谁了吧。。。
但是梦还是梦。。。那一晚我还不是在家打电脑游戏！！哈哈！！
但是我真的很想把我的愉快分享出去。。。
虽然只是梦一场，但是如果我们真的还有。。。
真的会有那么一个情景发生吗？？
我是怎么了相思病廋了？？哈哈！！！
想起来就好笑！！！哈哈！！！
面对事实吧。。。
五年前已经没了死蠢！！！
而且你也已经没有希望了不是吗？？
你要给拒绝多少次！！！哈哈
所以今年不想被拒绝就没告白啦。。。
看那一年想被拒绝就去告白吧！！哈哈
五周年纪念日。。。哈哈天大的笑话！！！
五周年分手日就有啦！！！bleekk!!!
我只是分享我的梦。。。。
如有冒犯对不起。。。
今天我在面子书看到一个文章。。。
关于星座的！！
标题很像是十二星座应该改掉什么坏习惯才会桃花连连！
双鱼座竟然是多唱歌！！！
walao！！！ 你要我放弃唱歌为了桃花！！！
我立刻留言了！！忘了留言什么！！
但是意思就是我绝对不会为了桃花运放弃歌唱！！！
但是在这里我想收回我的话。。。
如果那个桃花是你的话。。。
我甘愿放弃唱歌。。。 放弃我的最爱！！
好吧。。。废话说完。。。
是时候回到床上继续发梦了！！！
希望有续梦！！！哈哈！！！晚安！！
PS: 梦里的你超美的说！！！phewit!!! 想你了 >.<
1/28/13
发光发热！
标题有一点奇怪？！是有一点~~
我昨晚梦到我站在一个舞台上，尽情地歌唱。。。
尽情地·发挥我有的一切。。。
所有观众都为我疯狂！！
我就想巨星！ 哈哈
梦始终就是梦。。。我的料可以发光发热。。。
那些歌星全部变歌神了~~~~哈哈
很久没在舞台上发光了。。。
记得我们的时光。。。
当那个舞台属于我们的时候。。。
也是有很多人为我们尖叫和掌声连连。。。
那是很久以前的时代了。。。
我没有为梦想继续努力。。。
所以就造成了现在的我。。。
我不是一个很努力的人。。。
我曾经写过一首歌。。。感觉还不错的。。。
但是没有什么表达出来所以我也忘了当初那一首歌怎样唱了。。。
我知道我没有那个实力，但是我在试了。。。
可是啊，还没试到我就放弃了。。。
梦想能在大舞台上表演。。。一次就够了。。。
我这个人真的不会希望很多。。。
所有东西能做到一次就够！哈哈
看来这一切也应该要结束了。。。
梦想？工作？哈哈。。。
我想过一点平淡的生活。。。
虽然我的梦想还是不会变！但是要暂时放下。。。
我要遇到伯乐现！来来谁要当我的伯乐？！哈哈
如果可以我想找一个会弹钢琴的女孩（算很厉害那些）。。。
然后最好会唱歌也是，不会我可以教你（很像自己很厉害酱）。。。
然后我们就可以一起玩玩啦！！
我们会在音乐，网路上玩玩。。。
哪里知，玩玩下就有一点名气了。。。哈哈
都是浮云！！ 我这个人。。。
始终都找不到那个女孩。。。
祈祷会在我生命中出现这个女孩。。。
已经错过两个了。。。
我不想再错过第三个机会！！
虽然第一个没有行动过但。。。
我有一点名句说。。。
如果你在喜欢第一个人同时喜欢上了第二个，一定要选第二个。
因为他/她可以让你有念头 想放弃第一个，证明你会比较喜欢第二个。
好烂的一句话？哈哈
第二个也是我的第一任。。。
没有了。。。彻底的没有了。。。
但幸好再见乃是朋友。。。
突然想起一件事，前几天又梦到你哦！哈哈
废材梦。。。
继续继续！！所以啊。。。
我在寻找着第三个人。。。
希望你快点出现。。。
如果，只是如果啦。。。
如果我想吃回头草呢？当然不是第二个啦。。。
第二个想回去很多次了还是失败。。。
所以无奈当中。。。我真是差 哈哈。。。
回来回来！！！如果我选回第一个。。。
我就真的不知量力了。。。
人家是什么？我是什么？哈哈。。。
人家这么漂亮大方。。。
可能已经有了另一半了。。。
很久没 follow up 她了。。。哈哈
但是无论如何有回头路是好的。。。
但是前面的路我也想去探索！！哈哈
矛盾的人们。。。
不要这样吗。。。人家单纯。。。
以为真心对待就能顺顺利利。。。
结果不是。。。当初还真的以为能和你走到很远的路。。。
没想到末路那么快逼近就短短的三个月又三十天。。。
甚至还没到四个月就 matigongkiao 了。。。
你说人生那么失败！哈哈
所以啊。。。我的单纯已经被破坏了。。。
感情里真心对待完全就是傻瓜一个。。。
没有人会对你讲真心的。。。
善良就会给欺负。。。
宽恕就会让他再一次犯错。。。
人吗！！善变！！哈哈
但是你放心。。。
给我最情爱的第三个。。。
我还是会真心对待你的。。。
但是我不想让这个第三个让我觉得同样的东西。。。
如果第三个还是让我觉得真心是给狗吭的。。。
那么我的第四个。。。对不起了。。。
我看透了这个世界。。。
感情玩玩就好何必那么认真？？对吧？？！！
所以啊第三个你保重！！哈哈
也快点出现！！哈哈
我能给的不多，但是我会尽量给你想要的。。。
相信我。。。你绝对不会相信世界上还有这么单纯的人。。。
为了你而单纯。。。对人对事。。。
如果你要的是有钱的。。。sorry
如果你要的是很fit的。。。sorry
如果你要的是很帅的。。。sorry
前面这三样你可以省略的。。。那么我相信我应该还ok哈哈。。。
加油吧第三个！！我等你！！！哈哈
当然也等着吃回头草的机会！！！哈哈
废话一堆说完了。。。离题离到爆。。。
拜拜咯！
我昨晚梦到我站在一个舞台上，尽情地歌唱。。。
尽情地·发挥我有的一切。。。
所有观众都为我疯狂！！
我就想巨星！ 哈哈
梦始终就是梦。。。我的料可以发光发热。。。
那些歌星全部变歌神了~~~~哈哈
很久没在舞台上发光了。。。
记得我们的时光。。。
当那个舞台属于我们的时候。。。
也是有很多人为我们尖叫和掌声连连。。。
那是很久以前的时代了。。。
我没有为梦想继续努力。。。
所以就造成了现在的我。。。
我不是一个很努力的人。。。
我曾经写过一首歌。。。感觉还不错的。。。
但是没有什么表达出来所以我也忘了当初那一首歌怎样唱了。。。
我知道我没有那个实力，但是我在试了。。。
可是啊，还没试到我就放弃了。。。
梦想能在大舞台上表演。。。一次就够了。。。
我这个人真的不会希望很多。。。
所有东西能做到一次就够！哈哈
看来这一切也应该要结束了。。。
梦想？工作？哈哈。。。
我想过一点平淡的生活。。。
虽然我的梦想还是不会变！但是要暂时放下。。。
我要遇到伯乐现！来来谁要当我的伯乐？！哈哈
如果可以我想找一个会弹钢琴的女孩（算很厉害那些）。。。
然后最好会唱歌也是，不会我可以教你（很像自己很厉害酱）。。。
然后我们就可以一起玩玩啦！！
我们会在音乐，网路上玩玩。。。
哪里知，玩玩下就有一点名气了。。。哈哈
都是浮云！！ 我这个人。。。
始终都找不到那个女孩。。。
祈祷会在我生命中出现这个女孩。。。
已经错过两个了。。。
我不想再错过第三个机会！！
虽然第一个没有行动过但。。。
我有一点名句说。。。
如果你在喜欢第一个人同时喜欢上了第二个，一定要选第二个。
因为他/她可以让你有念头 想放弃第一个，证明你会比较喜欢第二个。
好烂的一句话？哈哈
第二个也是我的第一任。。。
没有了。。。彻底的没有了。。。
但幸好再见乃是朋友。。。
突然想起一件事，前几天又梦到你哦！哈哈
废材梦。。。
继续继续！！所以啊。。。
我在寻找着第三个人。。。
希望你快点出现。。。
如果，只是如果啦。。。
如果我想吃回头草呢？当然不是第二个啦。。。
第二个想回去很多次了还是失败。。。
所以无奈当中。。。我真是差 哈哈。。。
回来回来！！！如果我选回第一个。。。
我就真的不知量力了。。。
人家是什么？我是什么？哈哈。。。
人家这么漂亮大方。。。
可能已经有了另一半了。。。
很久没 follow up 她了。。。哈哈
但是无论如何有回头路是好的。。。
但是前面的路我也想去探索！！哈哈
矛盾的人们。。。
不要这样吗。。。人家单纯。。。
以为真心对待就能顺顺利利。。。
结果不是。。。当初还真的以为能和你走到很远的路。。。
没想到末路那么快逼近就短短的三个月又三十天。。。
甚至还没到四个月就 matigongkiao 了。。。
你说人生那么失败！哈哈
所以啊。。。我的单纯已经被破坏了。。。
感情里真心对待完全就是傻瓜一个。。。
没有人会对你讲真心的。。。
善良就会给欺负。。。
宽恕就会让他再一次犯错。。。
人吗！！善变！！哈哈
但是你放心。。。
给我最情爱的第三个。。。
我还是会真心对待你的。。。
但是我不想让这个第三个让我觉得同样的东西。。。
如果第三个还是让我觉得真心是给狗吭的。。。
那么我的第四个。。。对不起了。。。
我看透了这个世界。。。
感情玩玩就好何必那么认真？？对吧？？！！
所以啊第三个你保重！！哈哈
也快点出现！！哈哈
我能给的不多，但是我会尽量给你想要的。。。
相信我。。。你绝对不会相信世界上还有这么单纯的人。。。
为了你而单纯。。。对人对事。。。
如果你要的是有钱的。。。sorry
如果你要的是很fit的。。。sorry
如果你要的是很帅的。。。sorry
前面这三样你可以省略的。。。那么我相信我应该还ok哈哈。。。
加油吧第三个！！我等你！！！哈哈
当然也等着吃回头草的机会！！！哈哈
废话一堆说完了。。。离题离到爆。。。
拜拜咯！
1/18/13
goodbye my partner!!! T.T
weee~~~ now i am way alone from the path of singing now! haha
as you can see Monday means 14/01/13...
i sent my singing partner to air port already...
although he will back in Chinese New Year but after that we gonna tear apart!!
he want me to sent him to air port!!! me!!! haha
not bad still got people want me to fetch him to do the last meet person haha
so i wake up at 7.30am that day and go to his house wee~~~
i put all our favorite songs in a pendrive and use it in my car!!
when i reach his house that was just like yesterday haha...
then after that i see he come out with full of bags and things...
his mother keep saying with him i think her boy first time go so far alone...
so... need to ngam a bit is like that d la!! that is all mum action right? haha
so he show me his hand mean me to wait...
haha i still will wait... best friend mah!! aha
after 10 minutes? haha then he put his luggage in my car then we go off!!
first!!! our destination was Sabah Tshung Tsin Secondary School!!!
a memorable place for us and also for me and also for him z...
like saying nonsense.!!!! haha
he go find some people and we go around the school one more time...
memorable day with her and him in the school haiz...
then he find his friend i just waiting for him in his back! haha
he say goodbye to many people then at last the bell ring!
oh yeah we go to there when is the 1st recess haha...
so we just go Tshung Tsin for 25 minutes like that...
and the last last will of him he want to see his form teacher...
why his form teacher so good but mine so sucks!! haha
so he go find his form teacher and have some talk...
after his form teacher wish him all the best and she go busy with her things..
i see his eye got some wet wet oh!!! haha...
if i have some nice relationship with teacher sure i also will like that!!!
but too bad i dont have except for the form 1 to form 3 form teacher la!! haha
then after that we are hungry so he suggest go Damai eat...
so we go for Xing Wang Ban Mian there eat his last meal at KK...
for 1 month of course... haha then we have many talkings there...
after that its 9.30am like that... his flight was 11.30am and final calling was 10.50am
so after that we go Air Asia lor!!
as i say i out all of our favorite songs in my car...
we keep singing partnering at the road to the air port...
we laugh together sing together... we talk together...
we almost talk everything to each other..
so he talk about his "angel" means his 暗恋 d people haha
he say he want to forget about her and find a new life there...
so i ask him you really dont wanna take action for the last day here for 1 month? haha
he say no la i know we are never will to be together...
and that time the songs of my car turn to emo songs haha so 配合 ah!! haha
after we reach airport it almost 10am like that lo...
then we still sit in the car having our time... hehe...
we always do that after our practice... haha
those days are gone haha we can chat till 3am!!! wtf!! from 11pm oh!! haha
so we also like that chatting and singing... haha
after that it time to fly he say his friend will come sent his flight wah!! haha
when his friend come (all i know d but not so well)..
guess what?? his "angel" got come lor and give him a small gift!!
so sweet!! when is my turn?! haha
after that he is time to go to departure hall!! its 10.52am already!!! zz
then i see him looking all of us then suddenly he go hug his "angel"
we all was like wow!! he hug quite tight just for her!!! haha
not so long time was like 3 second then give we all 1 sec hug!!
when he turn to me he say we already that gay liao want to hug you lagi gay!!
wtf!! but he also hug tight of me... that my boy!! haha
then he went in the departure hall then we gonna say goodbye... haha
yup he going for his study and not going to be my partner anymore sad!!
then after that i need to complete one mission for him!
he give me one small gift and help me to gift it to someone in Tshung Tsin...
and with a cup of Chatime in citymall! haha
so i went to city mall long gai! one people! SHONG!!..
buy many things to eat!!! wee~~~ nice~~!!!
then help him complete his mission then went to huge for my day...
what a nice day for me!!... haha
i think this is the post ending??
about my open school new classmate sucks teacher..
i think nothing to mention about!! haha
i lazy talk about the teacher...
we just have 2 new classmates!!! zzz
hmmm. not bad la~~~ i dont care these things~~~
so nothing happen on me...
i am very fine... just long time didnt go for facebook...
cause my comp cant on facebook again!! i lazy to fix it anymore...
facebook also not quite important for me!!
and i got a nice record holder now!!!
i 1 month didnt reload my phone oh...
since no one find me i dont care... hahahaha!!!!
i just borrow my friend phone la when something urgent find me!!
weee~~~ this is my life and i like it...
i feel like not study again!!! haiz... sad kia sad kia...
hopefully i will awake this year and start to hardworking a bit!
if one day you wake up you find that your missing me...
and starting to wonder where all this earth i could be...
maybe you will come back here to the place that we met...
and you will see me waiting for you, on the corner of the street...
nice kan?! so when you miss me, come on i am also waiting for you~~~
in the corner of the street!!! haha... so dont too miss me...
i will let you dissapointed!!!
something i wish to write it out here for anybody who read this...
你知道吗我忧郁什么，我们的爱能保存多久。
或许我该试着活在当下，多愁善感烦恼不完。
你知道吗我快乐什么，我们的爱还是热的呢。
或许我该试着梦想那未来，两病斑白还在依赖。
你知道吗我相信什么，我们的爱和别人不通。
或许拜托每个人都这么说，可是你懂我就足够。
虽然总有一天你和我，终将面对别离的时候。
能否永远不要说分手，一路爱到上帝来插手。
如果哪天轮到你或我，乘着前往天堂的云朵。
能否抚慰残存的心痛，回到梦中留道彩虹。
虽然热情总是不长久，虽然承诺看似很无用。
虽然世界太多的诱惑，再多虽然也要一起活。
简单困难都要这么过，喜怒哀乐都要牵着手。
守护彼此一生到最后，这才是爱！你知道吗？
我相信我打这个东西出来，会有人骂我天真的小孩。。。
我就是小孩怎样！哈哈 BLEKKK~~~
我就是喜欢那么天真无暇的我！
我相信是有永远的！哈哈！
不要以为我那么厉害啦。。。
那些都是我的偶像“老萧”的歌啦。。
我自己把歌词打出来罢了。。。
觉得很有意思吗！！
好好珍惜你的伴侣，好好包容，好好体谅。
正如歌词所说的，祝我的朋友们顺顺利利！！哈哈
有机会再分享好东西！！再见了！！晚安！！
as you can see Monday means 14/01/13...
i sent my singing partner to air port already...
although he will back in Chinese New Year but after that we gonna tear apart!!
he want me to sent him to air port!!! me!!! haha
not bad still got people want me to fetch him to do the last meet person haha
so i wake up at 7.30am that day and go to his house wee~~~
i put all our favorite songs in a pendrive and use it in my car!!
when i reach his house that was just like yesterday haha...
then after that i see he come out with full of bags and things...
his mother keep saying with him i think her boy first time go so far alone...
so... need to ngam a bit is like that d la!! that is all mum action right? haha
so he show me his hand mean me to wait...
haha i still will wait... best friend mah!! aha
after 10 minutes? haha then he put his luggage in my car then we go off!!
first!!! our destination was Sabah Tshung Tsin Secondary School!!!
a memorable place for us and also for me and also for him z...
like saying nonsense.!!!! haha
he go find some people and we go around the school one more time...
memorable day with her and him in the school haiz...
then he find his friend i just waiting for him in his back! haha
he say goodbye to many people then at last the bell ring!
oh yeah we go to there when is the 1st recess haha...
so we just go Tshung Tsin for 25 minutes like that...
and the last last will of him he want to see his form teacher...
why his form teacher so good but mine so sucks!! haha
so he go find his form teacher and have some talk...
after his form teacher wish him all the best and she go busy with her things..
i see his eye got some wet wet oh!!! haha...
if i have some nice relationship with teacher sure i also will like that!!!
but too bad i dont have except for the form 1 to form 3 form teacher la!! haha
then after that we are hungry so he suggest go Damai eat...
so we go for Xing Wang Ban Mian there eat his last meal at KK...
for 1 month of course... haha then we have many talkings there...
after that its 9.30am like that... his flight was 11.30am and final calling was 10.50am
so after that we go Air Asia lor!!
as i say i out all of our favorite songs in my car...
we keep singing partnering at the road to the air port...
we laugh together sing together... we talk together...
we almost talk everything to each other..
so he talk about his "angel" means his 暗恋 d people haha
he say he want to forget about her and find a new life there...
so i ask him you really dont wanna take action for the last day here for 1 month? haha
he say no la i know we are never will to be together...
and that time the songs of my car turn to emo songs haha so 配合 ah!! haha
after we reach airport it almost 10am like that lo...
then we still sit in the car having our time... hehe...
we always do that after our practice... haha
those days are gone haha we can chat till 3am!!! wtf!! from 11pm oh!! haha
so we also like that chatting and singing... haha
after that it time to fly he say his friend will come sent his flight wah!! haha
when his friend come (all i know d but not so well)..
guess what?? his "angel" got come lor and give him a small gift!!
so sweet!! when is my turn?! haha
after that he is time to go to departure hall!! its 10.52am already!!! zz
then i see him looking all of us then suddenly he go hug his "angel"
we all was like wow!! he hug quite tight just for her!!! haha
not so long time was like 3 second then give we all 1 sec hug!!
when he turn to me he say we already that gay liao want to hug you lagi gay!!
wtf!! but he also hug tight of me... that my boy!! haha
then he went in the departure hall then we gonna say goodbye... haha
yup he going for his study and not going to be my partner anymore sad!!
then after that i need to complete one mission for him!
he give me one small gift and help me to gift it to someone in Tshung Tsin...
and with a cup of Chatime in citymall! haha
so i went to city mall long gai! one people! SHONG!!..
buy many things to eat!!! wee~~~ nice~~!!!
then help him complete his mission then went to huge for my day...
what a nice day for me!!... haha
i think this is the post ending??
about my open school new classmate sucks teacher..
i think nothing to mention about!! haha
i lazy talk about the teacher...
we just have 2 new classmates!!! zzz
hmmm. not bad la~~~ i dont care these things~~~
so nothing happen on me...
i am very fine... just long time didnt go for facebook...
cause my comp cant on facebook again!! i lazy to fix it anymore...
facebook also not quite important for me!!
and i got a nice record holder now!!!
i 1 month didnt reload my phone oh...
since no one find me i dont care... hahahaha!!!!
i just borrow my friend phone la when something urgent find me!!
weee~~~ this is my life and i like it...
i feel like not study again!!! haiz... sad kia sad kia...
hopefully i will awake this year and start to hardworking a bit!
if one day you wake up you find that your missing me...
and starting to wonder where all this earth i could be...
maybe you will come back here to the place that we met...
and you will see me waiting for you, on the corner of the street...
nice kan?! so when you miss me, come on i am also waiting for you~~~
in the corner of the street!!! haha... so dont too miss me...
i will let you dissapointed!!!
something i wish to write it out here for anybody who read this...
你知道吗我忧郁什么，我们的爱能保存多久。
或许我该试着活在当下，多愁善感烦恼不完。
你知道吗我快乐什么，我们的爱还是热的呢。
或许我该试着梦想那未来，两病斑白还在依赖。
你知道吗我相信什么，我们的爱和别人不通。
或许拜托每个人都这么说，可是你懂我就足够。
虽然总有一天你和我，终将面对别离的时候。
能否永远不要说分手，一路爱到上帝来插手。
如果哪天轮到你或我，乘着前往天堂的云朵。
能否抚慰残存的心痛，回到梦中留道彩虹。
虽然热情总是不长久，虽然承诺看似很无用。
虽然世界太多的诱惑，再多虽然也要一起活。
简单困难都要这么过，喜怒哀乐都要牵着手。
守护彼此一生到最后，这才是爱！你知道吗？
我相信我打这个东西出来，会有人骂我天真的小孩。。。
我就是小孩怎样！哈哈 BLEKKK~~~
我就是喜欢那么天真无暇的我！
我相信是有永远的！哈哈！
不要以为我那么厉害啦。。。
那些都是我的偶像“老萧”的歌啦。。
我自己把歌词打出来罢了。。。
觉得很有意思吗！！
好好珍惜你的伴侣，好好包容，好好体谅。
正如歌词所说的，祝我的朋友们顺顺利利！！哈哈
有机会再分享好东西！！再见了！！晚安！！
1/2/13
2013 lor~~~
it still like that... 2013...
hmmm.. nothing special for me...
but at 31 Dec 2012 i got receive one message la...
that some one missing me~~ got some one will miss me lor~~~ CIU~
although just one but also better than zero...
i got some feeling someone will find me that day really have...
and when got message i want to see my phone i am thinking must be her...
see... when i take out my phone and see sure is she...
who would boring till find me and say i miss you~~ haha
that people is my 干妹... i am force to be his brother...
but i think not that easy between this...
but who care... she will come when she wanted to...
always waiting for you oh!! haha phew~~~ shh~~~~!!! hehe
as last post mention i am really fuck up with my relationship...
so who ever come i just eat only la~~~
after so many talk cock and i forgot to wish her happy birthday that day she birthday..
then i say sorry to her...
but she dont know what i do wrong...
so i am not so important to her~~~ yeah~~!!! GOOD!!! XP
so i keep spin around let her guess what i did wrong and she keep say nevermind...
i think she dont know what i am mentioning about... even till now~~~ haha
then suddenly she sent me never mind i will found some one like you~~~
WTF!!!?? 暗示吗？ haha but i still dont care~~~ xP
you want me come~~~ you dont want me get out~~~ haha bleek~~!!
actually i dont wish to be with her....
but if she want sure come la i eat whatever people that want me...
but dont think i will 告白！！！ i will not!!!!
because not i want you!!! is you want me!!! if didnt predict wrong...
come to me babe~~~ haha i am waiting you~~~ xP
skip this topic!!! haha
so my countdown party?!
same as last year invite many of our best friend come huge eat burger...
but this year plus water balloon war!!! haha
but i didnt play la cause i am too busy or i should say...
被遗忘了~~~ haha~~~
i am the one every time get forgot... i am used to it...
like last week they go Kundasang but didnt invite me...
although they know must sacrifice one people to work at here...
sure i am the one who sacrifice cause they even didnt told me...
they play so happy up there and i am working here haha..
but never mind la... they can have their fun i am used to be...
ok back to our countdown party...
they playing water there and i am busying prepare their meal with boss..
haha.. so i miss the water war... sad nia... a bit la~~~ haha
after they play finish we also finish our cooking...
so we sit like last year but the difference is more people...
we take a nice pic and we all look like a big family... haha
after we wish everyone happy new year then start to have our meal...
during the meal i receive two message... not bad kan? haha
this year have two lor!!!
hmmmm one is my friend and another one is my 干妹...
not bad la got two!!! haha better than zero lagi!! haha
oh yeah before we countdown playing PSP and card there...
my 干妹 got come find me with her friend also can say is my friend...
long time no see them... they didnt change... just hairstyle those change lo...
i have nothing much to say with them but still sit to the table for a while la~~~
cause i think some one specially come find me lolz~~~
every time she say she miss me then after some hours sure can see her one...
but also didnt talk d la~~~~ haha that her... ops~~~ haha
不要害羞！！！哥哥不会伤害你的！！！hahahahaha
like 强奸犯... =.= but i am not~~~ haha
haiz after the countdown party clean the mess then everyone going home...
it almost 2 am... i know its quite early... i ben lai want ask my 干妹 where are them join them d...
but i think dao i cant talk with them join liao also nothing to do...
but i think they at Tanjung Aru la~~~ they love Tanjung Aru so much...
i can guess dao maybe they go there...
but at last i didnt ask and go back home sleep lor~~~ haha
so is 2013.... what should i do and set any target??
nah~~~ just live on my own thats all~~~
but i hope i can reach my target this year...
i need to improve my singing skill much more than now~~~
weee~~~ my life just singing can give me motivation...
motivate me my voice~~~ i think want to start to do something else....
that mean for me~~~ sing sing lor....
i am still recruiting new girl partner...
seems my favourite girl partner is impossible to partner with me already...
so must find another... hmmm... anyone want to be?? haha
haha i think 2013 its still a meaningless life for me~~~
so... meaningless life here i come~~~
GAMING!!! SINGING!!! MOVIE!!! i think that all...
good!!! that my target!!! gogogo!!!
if have some relationship for me to play along lagi nice!!! haha
okla hope those thing happen bye for now!!! wew~~~
hmmm.. nothing special for me...
but at 31 Dec 2012 i got receive one message la...
that some one missing me~~ got some one will miss me lor~~~ CIU~
although just one but also better than zero...
i got some feeling someone will find me that day really have...
and when got message i want to see my phone i am thinking must be her...
see... when i take out my phone and see sure is she...
who would boring till find me and say i miss you~~ haha
that people is my 干妹... i am force to be his brother...
but i think not that easy between this...
but who care... she will come when she wanted to...
always waiting for you oh!! haha phew~~~ shh~~~~!!! hehe
as last post mention i am really fuck up with my relationship...
so who ever come i just eat only la~~~
after so many talk cock and i forgot to wish her happy birthday that day she birthday..
then i say sorry to her...
but she dont know what i do wrong...
so i am not so important to her~~~ yeah~~!!! GOOD!!! XP
so i keep spin around let her guess what i did wrong and she keep say nevermind...
i think she dont know what i am mentioning about... even till now~~~ haha
then suddenly she sent me never mind i will found some one like you~~~
WTF!!!?? 暗示吗？ haha but i still dont care~~~ xP
you want me come~~~ you dont want me get out~~~ haha bleek~~!!
actually i dont wish to be with her....
but if she want sure come la i eat whatever people that want me...
but dont think i will 告白！！！ i will not!!!!
because not i want you!!! is you want me!!! if didnt predict wrong...
come to me babe~~~ haha i am waiting you~~~ xP
skip this topic!!! haha
so my countdown party?!
same as last year invite many of our best friend come huge eat burger...
but this year plus water balloon war!!! haha
but i didnt play la cause i am too busy or i should say...
被遗忘了~~~ haha~~~
i am the one every time get forgot... i am used to it...
like last week they go Kundasang but didnt invite me...
although they know must sacrifice one people to work at here...
sure i am the one who sacrifice cause they even didnt told me...
they play so happy up there and i am working here haha..
but never mind la... they can have their fun i am used to be...
ok back to our countdown party...
they playing water there and i am busying prepare their meal with boss..
haha.. so i miss the water war... sad nia... a bit la~~~ haha
after they play finish we also finish our cooking...
so we sit like last year but the difference is more people...
we take a nice pic and we all look like a big family... haha
after we wish everyone happy new year then start to have our meal...
during the meal i receive two message... not bad kan? haha
this year have two lor!!!
hmmmm one is my friend and another one is my 干妹...
not bad la got two!!! haha better than zero lagi!! haha
oh yeah before we countdown playing PSP and card there...
my 干妹 got come find me with her friend also can say is my friend...
long time no see them... they didnt change... just hairstyle those change lo...
i have nothing much to say with them but still sit to the table for a while la~~~
cause i think some one specially come find me lolz~~~
every time she say she miss me then after some hours sure can see her one...
but also didnt talk d la~~~~ haha that her... ops~~~ haha
不要害羞！！！哥哥不会伤害你的！！！hahahahaha
like 强奸犯... =.= but i am not~~~ haha
haiz after the countdown party clean the mess then everyone going home...
it almost 2 am... i know its quite early... i ben lai want ask my 干妹 where are them join them d...
but i think dao i cant talk with them join liao also nothing to do...
but i think they at Tanjung Aru la~~~ they love Tanjung Aru so much...
i can guess dao maybe they go there...
but at last i didnt ask and go back home sleep lor~~~ haha
so is 2013.... what should i do and set any target??
nah~~~ just live on my own thats all~~~
but i hope i can reach my target this year...
i need to improve my singing skill much more than now~~~
weee~~~ my life just singing can give me motivation...
motivate me my voice~~~ i think want to start to do something else....
that mean for me~~~ sing sing lor....
i am still recruiting new girl partner...
seems my favourite girl partner is impossible to partner with me already...
so must find another... hmmm... anyone want to be?? haha
haha i think 2013 its still a meaningless life for me~~~
so... meaningless life here i come~~~
GAMING!!! SINGING!!! MOVIE!!! i think that all...
good!!! that my target!!! gogogo!!!
if have some relationship for me to play along lagi nice!!! haha
okla hope those thing happen bye for now!!! wew~~~
12/28/12
nearly end of the year lo!! haaha
see that? yup its the end of the year...
and 2013 is coming... feel great?!
nah... as everyone wish doomsday didnt come...
aiks... feel sad deep inside my heart...
so that mean life still have to go on...
(if doomsday was here i wouldnt writing this post)
as i say the end of the year...
i lost many things this year...
i get a betrayal from my friend...
give anti by some people...
and even my consider best friend less talk to me!! fuck!
i dont know whether he already know the secret...
but... he really dont so talk to me already...
i still remember last time his friend say to him: Walao you so many friend so good, see me less friend girlfriend also tiada...
then i deeply remember how he answer his friend in front of me!
he said aiya friend so many for what? 1 is good enough lo the truely one then he face to me...
right or not?? then he high five with me with my answer yes with full of satisfied...
but... things change when the night has come...
because of 1 girl... why this girl affect me so much thing! niama!
she is elder than me and she can make trouble to me!
i think my best friend know the secret liao and he dont talk to me often now!
he didnt even ask for me to celebrate Christmas with his family anymore!
dont know when i can manage my relationship well...
i really fuck up my life this year!
i am so emo this year that i dont know what should i do next...
i am missing my own road and thinking...
so next year must wake up and manage things well...
the plan for next year first is MAYDAY!!! FUCK YEAH!
its on my birthday!!! so nice!!! i going KL for 5 days~~~
gonna relax in that 5 days~~~ weeew~~~
hope can find something to do there... wee~~~
hope my friend's friend is a liang moi then i can go play play with!! haha jkjk
(Bernard see the post dont punch me ah!!! haha)
i suddenly miss there...
ya there... the place that i had leave 2 weeks ago...
i know there is not so good... but it also a nice stage for me...
Thomas Music... my lesson or should i say rental fee for his room was every Thursday...
and i didnt go tonight and also last week night... weew~~~
got a bit kinda miss there... but its time for me to leave there...
cause no partner there anymore... DEEPLY NO!
although still got two lenglui there can join with but no feel at all!
i dont know leng lui!! i want singing soul mate!!!
you know what i am saying?! OPPA GANGNAM STYLE!!! haha
great performance last 2 weeks...
lets flash back to last week! i go to Karambunai at 24 Dec yup its Christmas Eve...
with my family... erm quite boring there just swimming with my relative there...
play some cards game and also PSP...
my mum brought my bro a new phone with Digi plan!! HTC One X...
woohooO!! even now my bro had a smart phone than me!!! ahaha
i dont care phones!~~~ wee~~~
so we go to Karambunai and play along there...
when at midnight 12am means Christmas...
i was wondering my phone will have any phone call or message...
guess what?? i had one message!!! from a nearly stranger message...
wishing me merry Christmas... ok better than zero...
then i also sent to my best friend see whether he got invite me or not...
but too bad he didnt reply me after he saying merry Christmas to you too...
fuck up!! haha... i am lazy to type any message to anyone already...
since some years... i just reply those who wish me!...
maybe some one i will sent to... but those some really just one or two! haha
FOREVER ALONE!!! wee~~~
my singing soul mate next year going to KL study so bad!! truely BAD!!!
i want to recruit a new girl partner niama!!!
who want to make friends with me?? i am very kind d dont scare!! haha
haiz... meaningless life... no target, no money, nothing i left..
why doomsday not coming!! haha...
haiz! i think if 2013 can change my life and change my destiny!
like movie right?! too bad movie is movie...
talk about movie!
i watch CZ12 already they say is Jackie Chan last movie...
owh too bad one pro actor not gonna make nice movie again...
that movie is nice must watch! haha...
Rise Of The Guardian check!
Life Of Pi check!
and many nice movie need to see...
see got people invite me or not... orelse... go see myself?! haha
haiz alone till like that meaningless!!!
suddenly many songs come out from my minds...
remind me that many songs i still need to talk to someone...
someone that i am still waiting for...
hey YOU! i got many romantic songs for YOU!
now please come out and let me sing to YOU!
dont ask me who is YOU!
cause i am still waiting the YOU! come out!
haha... YOU... hey i just met YOU! wuakakakaka...
since i didnt perform anymore guess what?
someone call me make an album with my band and sent to them...
what should i do?? sure dont care about it...
no one can store my voice up and listen!!
want listen to me!! come find me!!
although i know they are kidding and so do I!!! haha
ever think that my singing is good...
but i think i am improving...
i need to improve!! IMPROVE to more powerful! haha
but i dont know how...
i can tell that i already stop improving since year 2010...
the year i lose all my faith and trust! haha
think back i am so bad in the year after i leave senior 3 Tshung Tsin...
no one ever know what i did.... phew~~~ nicely... haha
but i am turning good in these year...
the cost i need to suffer from my relationship.. phew~~~
think about my relationship some one promise me something i think she already forget..
hope she remember some day when that day was over!! lolz..
i think she already forgot what we made promise of...
never mind i used to it... i used to it...
习惯成自然... ahhahaha... FFG not the first time i had met...
so... blank promise 1 more! haha... dont care...
i think i gtg sleep its 3am!! lol next time just continue bb
and 2013 is coming... feel great?!
nah... as everyone wish doomsday didnt come...
aiks... feel sad deep inside my heart...
so that mean life still have to go on...
(if doomsday was here i wouldnt writing this post)
as i say the end of the year...
i lost many things this year...
i get a betrayal from my friend...
give anti by some people...
and even my consider best friend less talk to me!! fuck!
i dont know whether he already know the secret...
but... he really dont so talk to me already...
i still remember last time his friend say to him: Walao you so many friend so good, see me less friend girlfriend also tiada...
then i deeply remember how he answer his friend in front of me!
he said aiya friend so many for what? 1 is good enough lo the truely one then he face to me...
right or not?? then he high five with me with my answer yes with full of satisfied...
but... things change when the night has come...
because of 1 girl... why this girl affect me so much thing! niama!
she is elder than me and she can make trouble to me!
i think my best friend know the secret liao and he dont talk to me often now!
he didnt even ask for me to celebrate Christmas with his family anymore!
dont know when i can manage my relationship well...
i really fuck up my life this year!
i am so emo this year that i dont know what should i do next...
i am missing my own road and thinking...
so next year must wake up and manage things well...
the plan for next year first is MAYDAY!!! FUCK YEAH!
its on my birthday!!! so nice!!! i going KL for 5 days~~~
gonna relax in that 5 days~~~ weeew~~~
hope can find something to do there... wee~~~
hope my friend's friend is a liang moi then i can go play play with!! haha jkjk
(Bernard see the post dont punch me ah!!! haha)
i suddenly miss there...
ya there... the place that i had leave 2 weeks ago...
i know there is not so good... but it also a nice stage for me...
Thomas Music... my lesson or should i say rental fee for his room was every Thursday...
and i didnt go tonight and also last week night... weew~~~
got a bit kinda miss there... but its time for me to leave there...
cause no partner there anymore... DEEPLY NO!
although still got two lenglui there can join with but no feel at all!
i dont know leng lui!! i want singing soul mate!!!
you know what i am saying?! OPPA GANGNAM STYLE!!! haha
great performance last 2 weeks...
lets flash back to last week! i go to Karambunai at 24 Dec yup its Christmas Eve...
with my family... erm quite boring there just swimming with my relative there...
play some cards game and also PSP...
my mum brought my bro a new phone with Digi plan!! HTC One X...
woohooO!! even now my bro had a smart phone than me!!! ahaha
i dont care phones!~~~ wee~~~
so we go to Karambunai and play along there...
when at midnight 12am means Christmas...
i was wondering my phone will have any phone call or message...
guess what?? i had one message!!! from a nearly stranger message...
wishing me merry Christmas... ok better than zero...
then i also sent to my best friend see whether he got invite me or not...
but too bad he didnt reply me after he saying merry Christmas to you too...
fuck up!! haha... i am lazy to type any message to anyone already...
since some years... i just reply those who wish me!...
maybe some one i will sent to... but those some really just one or two! haha
FOREVER ALONE!!! wee~~~
my singing soul mate next year going to KL study so bad!! truely BAD!!!
i want to recruit a new girl partner niama!!!
who want to make friends with me?? i am very kind d dont scare!! haha
haiz... meaningless life... no target, no money, nothing i left..
why doomsday not coming!! haha...
haiz! i think if 2013 can change my life and change my destiny!
like movie right?! too bad movie is movie...
talk about movie!
i watch CZ12 already they say is Jackie Chan last movie...
owh too bad one pro actor not gonna make nice movie again...
that movie is nice must watch! haha...
Rise Of The Guardian check!
Life Of Pi check!
and many nice movie need to see...
see got people invite me or not... orelse... go see myself?! haha
haiz alone till like that meaningless!!!
suddenly many songs come out from my minds...
remind me that many songs i still need to talk to someone...
someone that i am still waiting for...
hey YOU! i got many romantic songs for YOU!
now please come out and let me sing to YOU!
dont ask me who is YOU!
cause i am still waiting the YOU! come out!
haha... YOU... hey i just met YOU! wuakakakaka...
since i didnt perform anymore guess what?
someone call me make an album with my band and sent to them...
what should i do?? sure dont care about it...
no one can store my voice up and listen!!
want listen to me!! come find me!!
although i know they are kidding and so do I!!! haha
ever think that my singing is good...
but i think i am improving...
i need to improve!! IMPROVE to more powerful! haha
but i dont know how...
i can tell that i already stop improving since year 2010...
the year i lose all my faith and trust! haha
think back i am so bad in the year after i leave senior 3 Tshung Tsin...
no one ever know what i did.... phew~~~ nicely... haha
but i am turning good in these year...
the cost i need to suffer from my relationship.. phew~~~
think about my relationship some one promise me something i think she already forget..
hope she remember some day when that day was over!! lolz..
i think she already forgot what we made promise of...
never mind i used to it... i used to it...
习惯成自然... ahhahaha... FFG not the first time i had met...
so... blank promise 1 more! haha... dont care...
i think i gtg sleep its 3am!! lol next time just continue bb
12/18/12
Christmas Performance
yes is today i had a performance and also the last for this year...
and also the last in Thomas Music....
i will miss anything about there but too bad i had to go...
actually today i am not feeling well...
i had a bad cough and also have some flu...
so... i just go on...
no matter what i need to perform the last perform nicely...
so the performance get well and got many applause and screaming from the audience...
good too... after the show i nearly cough out my lung...
it so pain in my throat... yiu~~~
i am a bad throat protector...
i will not protect my throat even i know i need to perform...
that me... maybe i cant do the best for you...
but i will try my best to do it the best for you~~
i mean for me... ops~~~ say wrong... haha
so well is a nice perform and this is the last time perform with the 2 sis...
i mean 2 beautiful siblings... the last time...
back to the show... before mine show begin...
many "suck" performer go perform there...
they so suck... lolz... after that will be my party~~~
i want to hear your applause and screaming from the audience...
although i am on a bad condition...
the 1st song... Oppa Gangnam Style...
just like what i said... whole audience was HIGH!!!
and i get many applause and some your girl screaming haha...
although i dont know Korean but i know that song... haha
i know i am not singing properly the pronunciation...
but almost same then is good enough... wew~~
after that all those show sure get the audience attraction..
that me~~~ haha... always try something new...
back to 90's songs... on also... haha sup sup~~~
then after that i think go back home and take some bath guess what?
its KFC time~~~~ haha got people dapao for me so good...
wew so my throat feeling more worse but that good for a training... haha
so i think that my night for today and also the last time there...
i will miss everything there....
LevenD'Jessco... i miss you all...
i miss when the time we are still together...
playing our favorite songs and we all work together and put our effort in one song...
and finally come out a nice cover.... wow~~~
when we will do it again? when...
those time are over now its time to move on...
no more kaki for jamming and singing and performing...
now just have my games and songs... nothing left...
a bad news my facebook cant use again...
so... i cant on facebook again with my comp..
but still i will see some through phone but will be less..
if want find me dont go for facebook do for my handphone call or sms also welcome... hehe
i guess no one also will find me on facebook...
everyday open but still no people find me chat also..
and sure i also didnt go find people chat because i dont know what to say...
beside that i think facebook was so not important for me...
i guess so... i can many days didnt up facebook alo ok d ah
so my friends or anyone want to find me sms or call me thank you...
if my credit was run out i cant reply you but nevermind when i get reloaded...
i sure will reply you... i will not make you wait so long time d haha
i think beside these thing i think nothing to share with today...
i am very sleepy right now got aything more i will type it out the rest gua,, haha
i still got manytihings now when i am free i think i will go
and also the last in Thomas Music....
i will miss anything about there but too bad i had to go...
actually today i am not feeling well...
i had a bad cough and also have some flu...
so... i just go on...
no matter what i need to perform the last perform nicely...
so the performance get well and got many applause and screaming from the audience...
good too... after the show i nearly cough out my lung...
it so pain in my throat... yiu~~~
i am a bad throat protector...
i will not protect my throat even i know i need to perform...
that me... maybe i cant do the best for you...
but i will try my best to do it the best for you~~
i mean for me... ops~~~ say wrong... haha
so well is a nice perform and this is the last time perform with the 2 sis...
i mean 2 beautiful siblings... the last time...
back to the show... before mine show begin...
many "suck" performer go perform there...
they so suck... lolz... after that will be my party~~~
i want to hear your applause and screaming from the audience...
although i am on a bad condition...
the 1st song... Oppa Gangnam Style...
just like what i said... whole audience was HIGH!!!
and i get many applause and some your girl screaming haha...
although i dont know Korean but i know that song... haha
i know i am not singing properly the pronunciation...
but almost same then is good enough... wew~~
after that all those show sure get the audience attraction..
that me~~~ haha... always try something new...
back to 90's songs... on also... haha sup sup~~~
then after that i think go back home and take some bath guess what?
its KFC time~~~~ haha got people dapao for me so good...
wew so my throat feeling more worse but that good for a training... haha
so i think that my night for today and also the last time there...
i will miss everything there....
LevenD'Jessco... i miss you all...
i miss when the time we are still together...
playing our favorite songs and we all work together and put our effort in one song...
and finally come out a nice cover.... wow~~~
when we will do it again? when...
those time are over now its time to move on...
no more kaki for jamming and singing and performing...
now just have my games and songs... nothing left...
a bad news my facebook cant use again...
so... i cant on facebook again with my comp..
but still i will see some through phone but will be less..
if want find me dont go for facebook do for my handphone call or sms also welcome... hehe
i guess no one also will find me on facebook...
everyday open but still no people find me chat also..
and sure i also didnt go find people chat because i dont know what to say...
beside that i think facebook was so not important for me...
i guess so... i can many days didnt up facebook alo ok d ah
so my friends or anyone want to find me sms or call me thank you...
if my credit was run out i cant reply you but nevermind when i get reloaded...
i sure will reply you... i will not make you wait so long time d haha
i think beside these thing i think nothing to share with today...
i am very sleepy right now got aything more i will type it out the rest gua,, haha
i still got manytihings now when i am free i think i will go
12/14/12
update xia! haha
12.12.12.. i think is a special day...
its the last day that the date can be repeated...
so guess what? i do nothing but in home playing games like no tomorrow!!
then my mum back she brought some KFC because she is late home...
and we are planning to go watch movie so she didnt cook just some KFC...
really some cause just 3 pieces... i think is her boss got spend they all eat KFC leftover... haha
so we just ate it and guess what my house many durian...
so i eat finish KFC then go for durian!! oh yeah!!!
after the durian we wait for the movie time...
we are watching "The Life Of Pi" its a nice movie...
you all can go watch it... if i am Pi i sure will die already...
i think so.. i dont have the faith to keep myself too long..
so there goes the movie and i eat popcorn and drink cola...
then my bro say he is hungry so we go for supper at FU YUAN...
eat some economic mee... with some sao mai...
yeah that made my 12.12.12 seems good right?
and i forgot that tomorrow have singing practice....
and i already ate KFC durian popcorn... wow combo to my throat...
but who care i am TITANIUM!!! haha...
so today i bring my counted as broken throat go sing...
hmmm nice juga nothing special happen haha...
oh yeah remind you guys i have a performance at my teacher house..
its a early Christmas Party... and i am performing quite many of songs...
let see... Gangnam Style, Staying Alive, Smoke On The Water, Eye Of The Tiger,光辉岁月, Rhythm Of Love... wow is quite many... wew~~~ gonna care my throat... hehe...
so who wanna join for the Christmas Party please come along haha...
cause teacher say can bring your friends and family but i bring no one go...
and it on next monday... so i hope can see someone of my friends there...
although i know no one watching this blog... hahahahaha...
so i am talking to some kind of invisible friends... wew~~~
so 2012 its gonna end.... still dont know is the end of the world or not...
but at least we are living we must appreciate it...
my life also counted as normal life with some wild dreams..
i have less friends through this year...
i do nothing on this year...
just movie, sing k, and no much more i think...
so because of some cases i think i start avoiding of talking with girls....
wew~~~ that things make me feel bad and nothing more...
i really promise myself not to get too close with other anymore...
even the friends of your really very good to ou and you think she/he is a best friends of yours...
i think i would not give any advice anymore... i dont think i will become like before...
i just have some few friends now... i mean those beside me d la~~
i think few of them is enough even dont have girl inside...
i am afraid of girl you know?? haha
i dont know after that cases i think i am afraid of girls...
i dont think i really know what she thinking when i know what she thinking...
haiz... even now someone find me i will just 敷衍过就好...
even though not much people find me... wew~~~
hey~~~ i am fine ok??
dont think too much about me... think about yourself...
you dont need me anymore trust me...
every of my EXPECTED best friend of girl will be ignore me when they got their boyfriend...
haha that normal right?? who guy love their girl attract that close with a guy...
come on~~~ i am always the sacrifice... i am used to it... nevermind...
hurt me while you can not every girl can hurt me like you do...
so now she is leaving my world...
i am glad that she found her boy... and leave me....
wew~~~ happily ever after ok?? dont come find me when you are arguing...
so its gonna 2013 i have no dreams at all...
i have nothing to do also... nothing to aim but just mayday concert...
my life still meaningless... hope i can met someone else next year...
i also dont know who the someone else...
but i hope she/he will turn out and change my life just what she and you did...
友情认真起来比爱情来得厉害。。。
so if you wanna truely be my friend... do it...
but try not make too close of me...
cause i cant so close with him/her anymore...
dont tell me your secret i also wouldnt sampat for it...
just like 最熟悉的陌生人... haha...
i know i know you... but pretend not to be...
人类就是这样。。。思想那么复杂做什么？
简单一些些。。。生活就轻松一些些。。。不好吗？？
其实我为什么不谈恋爱？？哈哈。。。
如果我用心追哪怕我没人要?
我不想追因为我找不到可以让我找回恋爱的感觉。。。
我跟其他人不一样。。。
我思想很简单的。。。只不过我真的暂时不想谈恋爱。。。
如果是某人来追我那不用讲。。。一定 ON。。。
但是我还没练习好怎样追人。。。
如果那个人是你的你不用追，她都会停下来让你赶上。。。
但如果她对你没有心。。。你追到天边她也不会让你追上的。。。
我觉得开始对写故事有了兴趣（虽然以前有写过）。。。
但是我的故事没有结局，没有开头。。。
我的故事就是我的人生。。。
辉煌的写出我的故事，读者是自己。。。
什么样的故事就有什么样的结尾。。。
我以前写的爱情故事已经不知放到哪里去了。。。
那个故事也是只有两个人看过。。。
我想她们已经忘光光了。。。哈哈
但是她们在我的生命里，扮演了很重要的角色。。。
她们是我的人生转折点。。。
两个人现在的情况我不大清楚。。。
但也应该过得很好吧。。。
哈哈。。。写了一大堆废话，是时候停了。。。
明天还有些事情要做，就在此告别吧。。。
its the last day that the date can be repeated...
so guess what? i do nothing but in home playing games like no tomorrow!!
then my mum back she brought some KFC because she is late home...
and we are planning to go watch movie so she didnt cook just some KFC...
really some cause just 3 pieces... i think is her boss got spend they all eat KFC leftover... haha
so we just ate it and guess what my house many durian...
so i eat finish KFC then go for durian!! oh yeah!!!
after the durian we wait for the movie time...
we are watching "The Life Of Pi" its a nice movie...
you all can go watch it... if i am Pi i sure will die already...
i think so.. i dont have the faith to keep myself too long..
so there goes the movie and i eat popcorn and drink cola...
then my bro say he is hungry so we go for supper at FU YUAN...
eat some economic mee... with some sao mai...
yeah that made my 12.12.12 seems good right?
and i forgot that tomorrow have singing practice....
and i already ate KFC durian popcorn... wow combo to my throat...
but who care i am TITANIUM!!! haha...
so today i bring my counted as broken throat go sing...
hmmm nice juga nothing special happen haha...
oh yeah remind you guys i have a performance at my teacher house..
its a early Christmas Party... and i am performing quite many of songs...
let see... Gangnam Style, Staying Alive, Smoke On The Water, Eye Of The Tiger,光辉岁月, Rhythm Of Love... wow is quite many... wew~~~ gonna care my throat... hehe...
so who wanna join for the Christmas Party please come along haha...
cause teacher say can bring your friends and family but i bring no one go...
and it on next monday... so i hope can see someone of my friends there...
although i know no one watching this blog... hahahahaha...
so i am talking to some kind of invisible friends... wew~~~
so 2012 its gonna end.... still dont know is the end of the world or not...
but at least we are living we must appreciate it...
my life also counted as normal life with some wild dreams..
i have less friends through this year...
i do nothing on this year...
just movie, sing k, and no much more i think...
so because of some cases i think i start avoiding of talking with girls....
wew~~~ that things make me feel bad and nothing more...
i really promise myself not to get too close with other anymore...
even the friends of your really very good to ou and you think she/he is a best friends of yours...
i think i would not give any advice anymore... i dont think i will become like before...
i just have some few friends now... i mean those beside me d la~~
i think few of them is enough even dont have girl inside...
i am afraid of girl you know?? haha
i dont know after that cases i think i am afraid of girls...
i dont think i really know what she thinking when i know what she thinking...
haiz... even now someone find me i will just 敷衍过就好...
even though not much people find me... wew~~~
hey~~~ i am fine ok??
dont think too much about me... think about yourself...
you dont need me anymore trust me...
every of my EXPECTED best friend of girl will be ignore me when they got their boyfriend...
haha that normal right?? who guy love their girl attract that close with a guy...
come on~~~ i am always the sacrifice... i am used to it... nevermind...
hurt me while you can not every girl can hurt me like you do...
so now she is leaving my world...
i am glad that she found her boy... and leave me....
wew~~~ happily ever after ok?? dont come find me when you are arguing...
so its gonna 2013 i have no dreams at all...
i have nothing to do also... nothing to aim but just mayday concert...
my life still meaningless... hope i can met someone else next year...
i also dont know who the someone else...
but i hope she/he will turn out and change my life just what she and you did...
友情认真起来比爱情来得厉害。。。
so if you wanna truely be my friend... do it...
but try not make too close of me...
cause i cant so close with him/her anymore...
dont tell me your secret i also wouldnt sampat for it...
just like 最熟悉的陌生人... haha...
i know i know you... but pretend not to be...
人类就是这样。。。思想那么复杂做什么？
简单一些些。。。生活就轻松一些些。。。不好吗？？
其实我为什么不谈恋爱？？哈哈。。。
如果我用心追哪怕我没人要?
我不想追因为我找不到可以让我找回恋爱的感觉。。。
我跟其他人不一样。。。
我思想很简单的。。。只不过我真的暂时不想谈恋爱。。。
如果是某人来追我那不用讲。。。一定 ON。。。
但是我还没练习好怎样追人。。。
如果那个人是你的你不用追，她都会停下来让你赶上。。。
但如果她对你没有心。。。你追到天边她也不会让你追上的。。。
我觉得开始对写故事有了兴趣（虽然以前有写过）。。。
但是我的故事没有结局，没有开头。。。
我的故事就是我的人生。。。
辉煌的写出我的故事，读者是自己。。。
什么样的故事就有什么样的结尾。。。
我以前写的爱情故事已经不知放到哪里去了。。。
那个故事也是只有两个人看过。。。
我想她们已经忘光光了。。。哈哈
但是她们在我的生命里，扮演了很重要的角色。。。
她们是我的人生转折点。。。
两个人现在的情况我不大清楚。。。
但也应该过得很好吧。。。
哈哈。。。写了一大堆废话，是时候停了。。。
明天还有些事情要做，就在此告别吧。。。
12/9/12
Finish Exam and Graduate tomorrow!! yeah!
that my tittle~!
tomorrow i am gonna graduate from nothing...
aiya just a lan c course also want graduate...
that college want money bah mao bian say what compulsory...
fine just go la haha at Sutera Harbour Pacific Hotel...
go only la no diao although need to pay RM 180 lolz..
my parent even dont wanna go those sucks graduation...
really not important one i already finish exam and i think i gonna fail gao gao..
haiz... since when i will just start to study ah!! haiz...
sad kia know that exam fee is 80++ pound but still not hardworking!!!
shitty me!!!! haha... haiz.. sad nia..
and and AND AND!!! I BOUGHT ROCK ZONE TICKET!!! WOHHHO!!!!
hehe... its the Mayday Concert bah!!!
at next year of my birthday awh!!! so sweet~~~~
i am gonna give my 21 birthday to Mayday that day...
WE GONNA ROCK THE PLACE!!! YEAH!!!
I AM GONNA SING LIKE NO TOMORROW!!! lolz...
i actually hope Dec 21 is doomsday...
but after got this concert i not so hope that Dec 21 is gonna Doomsday...
hope not gonna have a doomsday that time...
if have... too sad then... end of life no concert... no birthday present for myself!!! haha
hey hey hey!!! coi coi coi!! haha... sure have concert and my birthday!! haha
finally wait for the moment!!! MAYDAY!! also one of my idol!!
good good!!! enjoy life that important...
i nearly know all their songs not just new songs ah!!
i mean really ALL!!! from the first album till now wew~~~~ haha
guess what i got some plan on Dec till next year something..
wew~~~ hope it works~~~ then can go for concert ler~~~~ oh yeah~~~
bla bla bla... many things have to say...
but you know... i am lazy to type so long and just giving myself to see...
that not fun... so... i think its time to say goodbye again...
although long time no update but trust me...
i really really... many things to say...
but i know no one will see this blog so forget about it...
who wanna know something or someone or somewhere come come find me...
haha ok la bb
tomorrow i am gonna graduate from nothing...
aiya just a lan c course also want graduate...
that college want money bah mao bian say what compulsory...
fine just go la haha at Sutera Harbour Pacific Hotel...
go only la no diao although need to pay RM 180 lolz..
my parent even dont wanna go those sucks graduation...
really not important one i already finish exam and i think i gonna fail gao gao..
haiz... since when i will just start to study ah!! haiz...
sad kia know that exam fee is 80++ pound but still not hardworking!!!
shitty me!!!! haha... haiz.. sad nia..
and and AND AND!!! I BOUGHT ROCK ZONE TICKET!!! WOHHHO!!!!
hehe... its the Mayday Concert bah!!!
at next year of my birthday awh!!! so sweet~~~~
i am gonna give my 21 birthday to Mayday that day...
WE GONNA ROCK THE PLACE!!! YEAH!!!
I AM GONNA SING LIKE NO TOMORROW!!! lolz...
i actually hope Dec 21 is doomsday...
but after got this concert i not so hope that Dec 21 is gonna Doomsday...
hope not gonna have a doomsday that time...
if have... too sad then... end of life no concert... no birthday present for myself!!! haha
hey hey hey!!! coi coi coi!! haha... sure have concert and my birthday!! haha
finally wait for the moment!!! MAYDAY!! also one of my idol!!
good good!!! enjoy life that important...
i nearly know all their songs not just new songs ah!!
i mean really ALL!!! from the first album till now wew~~~~ haha
guess what i got some plan on Dec till next year something..
wew~~~ hope it works~~~ then can go for concert ler~~~~ oh yeah~~~
bla bla bla... many things have to say...
but you know... i am lazy to type so long and just giving myself to see...
that not fun... so... i think its time to say goodbye again...
although long time no update but trust me...
i really really... many things to say...
but i know no one will see this blog so forget about it...
who wanna know something or someone or somewhere come come find me...
haha ok la bb
11/13/12
做错东西了
我犯了一个很大的错误。。。
我把一对情侣拆散了。。。
而且还是在光棍节那一天。。。
我真的很犯贱。。。我根本不是人。。。
为什么我会做这样的一件事。。。
我是不是不爽自己没有伴侣所以要拆散人家才甘愿？
我真的不是故意的。。。
虽然我不是第一次弄一个女孩哭。。。
但这一次事情没有这么简单。。。
她哭惨了。。。我也后悔了。。。
但已来不及了。。。我今天emo了一整天。。。
我真的是一个大笨蛋，大傻瓜。。。!!!
我现在很恨我自己。。。
我并不是很会处理感情的事情。。。
我把人家凑在一起再把人家分开。。.
我真的不是人。。。我关心的朋友和我所谓的女儿 (知己)
我伤了两个人的心。。。还有我自己的心。。。
我很过意不去。。。我真的很伤心。。。
我不想再去帮任何人了。。。
我不是爱情专家。。。
跟你们说一个故事吧。。。
四年前我搞砸了自己的感情。。。
我真的很爱那个女孩。。。
我从来没有感觉过我可以如此的爱一个女孩。。。
这个女孩的出现是上帝安排的。。。
梦里出现过，梦里提示过，种种原因。。。
让我在等待这个女孩的出现。。。
最后我们相遇了，也在一起了。。。
做过很多我预想不到会做的东西。。。
老实说很多我的女的朋友都很羡慕女孩。。。
他们都以为我们很幸福。。。
但是我一次一次的做错，结果最后分手了。。。
我很怨恨我自己，保不住自己心爱的女孩。。。
分手那天我没有挽回因为我知道。。。
她不爱我了，接下去也没什么意思。。。
我有些朋友也是有问我关于他们的问题。。。
他们的问题是他们对他们的女朋友百依百顺。。。
但是到最后还是分手结局。。。
这是因为那些女的认为她不值得你为他付出那么多。。。
简单来说那个女的不够爱那个男的所以觉得亏欠。。。
我觉得自己也是一样的情况。。。
只是我做错了很多东西。。。
本来还打算分手了可以像以前一样开心的。。。
结果发现真的不一样了。。。
我开始对她陌上了，尝试改变但是没用。。。
所以我也再也没有去理会那个女孩。。。
我真的做了很多我从来没有做过的东西。。。
就为了不再去想念那个女孩。。。
以前的我时不时就查阅她的部落格，她的脸书。。。
但是我知道我必须继续走下去。。。
所以我克制了自己继续这样做。。。
因为这样，我对她越来越陌生。。。
但是每次只要我很emo的时候。。。
想找人诉苦时，翻了再翻电话。。。
真的没有一个人我可以找的。。。
大多数我在朋友面前都是个乱乱来的人，很随便的人。。。
心事也没很多的人。。。所以我找他们诉苦他们肯定以为我没事做。。。
有时坚强太久了，想发泄一下。。。
我还是会去找女孩。。。
我感觉到只有和她说我才有安全感。。。
只有她才会听我说话。。。
我真的又尝试不要去找她。。。
那些晚上我很痛苦。。。
人家的事情为什么我要那么在意。。。
我自己的事情从来没有管过。。。
我想起我们一起走过的路。。。
我真的不是一个会谈恋爱的人。。。
虽然我帮助过很多人成功。。。
但是自己却活在记忆里。。。
我很庆幸我可以遇见那个女孩。。。
就像是上天可怜我，拍下来的天使一样。。。
陪我度过我人生最快乐的一年半。。。
我满足了。。。谢谢你！
真的谢谢你！
这就是我的故事。。。
我只有一篇故事。。。
也是最幸福的一个故事。。。
每当我分享我的故事时。。。
我的嘴巴都是微微上翘的。。。
超开心。。。回味无穷。。。哈哈
但是我还是要继续。。。
我真的会学着放弃。。。
但是。。。如果有机会可以重来。。。。
我保证把你抱的紧紧地绝不松开。。。
我保证我会永远都紧握你的手绝不松开。。。
但是人生没有重来。。。
做错了。。就是错了。。。
弥补不到的。。。
所以重点告诉你们。。。
我不是爱情辅导员，也不是专家。。。
不要再找我了！！！FUCK!!! bye~
我把一对情侣拆散了。。。
而且还是在光棍节那一天。。。
我真的很犯贱。。。我根本不是人。。。
为什么我会做这样的一件事。。。
我是不是不爽自己没有伴侣所以要拆散人家才甘愿？
我真的不是故意的。。。
虽然我不是第一次弄一个女孩哭。。。
但这一次事情没有这么简单。。。
她哭惨了。。。我也后悔了。。。
但已来不及了。。。我今天emo了一整天。。。
我真的是一个大笨蛋，大傻瓜。。。!!!
我现在很恨我自己。。。
我并不是很会处理感情的事情。。。
我把人家凑在一起再把人家分开。。.
我真的不是人。。。我关心的朋友和我所谓的女儿 (知己)
我伤了两个人的心。。。还有我自己的心。。。
我很过意不去。。。我真的很伤心。。。
我不想再去帮任何人了。。。
我不是爱情专家。。。
跟你们说一个故事吧。。。
四年前我搞砸了自己的感情。。。
我真的很爱那个女孩。。。
我从来没有感觉过我可以如此的爱一个女孩。。。
这个女孩的出现是上帝安排的。。。
梦里出现过，梦里提示过，种种原因。。。
让我在等待这个女孩的出现。。。
最后我们相遇了，也在一起了。。。
做过很多我预想不到会做的东西。。。
老实说很多我的女的朋友都很羡慕女孩。。。
他们都以为我们很幸福。。。
但是我一次一次的做错，结果最后分手了。。。
我很怨恨我自己，保不住自己心爱的女孩。。。
分手那天我没有挽回因为我知道。。。
她不爱我了，接下去也没什么意思。。。
我有些朋友也是有问我关于他们的问题。。。
他们的问题是他们对他们的女朋友百依百顺。。。
但是到最后还是分手结局。。。
这是因为那些女的认为她不值得你为他付出那么多。。。
简单来说那个女的不够爱那个男的所以觉得亏欠。。。
我觉得自己也是一样的情况。。。
只是我做错了很多东西。。。
本来还打算分手了可以像以前一样开心的。。。
结果发现真的不一样了。。。
我开始对她陌上了，尝试改变但是没用。。。
所以我也再也没有去理会那个女孩。。。
我真的做了很多我从来没有做过的东西。。。
就为了不再去想念那个女孩。。。
以前的我时不时就查阅她的部落格，她的脸书。。。
但是我知道我必须继续走下去。。。
所以我克制了自己继续这样做。。。
因为这样，我对她越来越陌生。。。
但是每次只要我很emo的时候。。。
想找人诉苦时，翻了再翻电话。。。
真的没有一个人我可以找的。。。
大多数我在朋友面前都是个乱乱来的人，很随便的人。。。
心事也没很多的人。。。所以我找他们诉苦他们肯定以为我没事做。。。
有时坚强太久了，想发泄一下。。。
我还是会去找女孩。。。
我感觉到只有和她说我才有安全感。。。
只有她才会听我说话。。。
我真的又尝试不要去找她。。。
那些晚上我很痛苦。。。
人家的事情为什么我要那么在意。。。
我自己的事情从来没有管过。。。
我想起我们一起走过的路。。。
我真的不是一个会谈恋爱的人。。。
虽然我帮助过很多人成功。。。
但是自己却活在记忆里。。。
我很庆幸我可以遇见那个女孩。。。
就像是上天可怜我，拍下来的天使一样。。。
陪我度过我人生最快乐的一年半。。。
我满足了。。。谢谢你！
真的谢谢你！
这就是我的故事。。。
我只有一篇故事。。。
也是最幸福的一个故事。。。
每当我分享我的故事时。。。
我的嘴巴都是微微上翘的。。。
超开心。。。回味无穷。。。哈哈
但是我还是要继续。。。
我真的会学着放弃。。。
但是。。。如果有机会可以重来。。。。
我保证把你抱的紧紧地绝不松开。。。
我保证我会永远都紧握你的手绝不松开。。。
但是人生没有重来。。。
做错了。。就是错了。。。
弥补不到的。。。
所以重点告诉你们。。。
我不是爱情辅导员，也不是专家。。。
不要再找我了！！！FUCK!!! bye~
10/24/12
emo emo emo
hello I am back~~~ haiz...
as you can see my tittle is EMO~~!!!
recently very emo... haiz...
i dont know what to say...
I MISS HER!!!! haiz
never mind its good to let her go...
let her go on... when she tired i think she will come back to me...
hope so~~~ this person not my lover either my friend xP
haha... its a complicated relationship~~~
Its just like we will never get fall in love with each other..
but we are that close... maybe close for me...
cause my friend its not many and i am a very silence boy~~~
关心从不说出口的人。。。
that night really hurt... HURT!!! FUCK~~~!!!!
haiz... 我关心的人伤了我~~~ haha
if that one its my ordinary friend maybe wouldnt that hurt...
this hurt dao whole day didnt eat things sibeh hungry at there say not hungry!!!
wtf!!! i think she play an important role in my life~~~ haiz...
actually i know what they think of...
they all ask me about her... aiya dont sad la many girl outside lagi...
i will told them she really meant nothing to me...
just a friend ok!!! i will told them like that...
even thought i know they will not believe...
but who care we know our relationship we know that!!!
even my friend that chasing him want me dont so near her!!!
problem is i didnt near her she will near me~~~!!!
she say she dont care~~~
我被她的深深一句话感动了
不管我跟他有没有怎样，要谁载或和谁好那是我的自由。
谁也管不了~我没有必要为谁改变我自己。
要吗他就接受不然他走开~
所以没必要为了这些事而改变我们的关系~~~
i know she dont care but i care...
i just say
别担心！我不是突然变了，我们还是一样关系很好，只是适可而止。
我是方便你而变！我还是会在你需要我时出现。
i dont know i got say wrong or not~~~ haiz...
i know i always say wrong thing so made mess all my relationship~~~
we both happen too many things~~~ haiz...
可能我的主题就是放手让你自由~~~haha
习惯了一个人，再回到一个人没什么的~~~ haha
但是我相信你现在一定很恨我~~~
希望有一天你了解我的苦衷。。。
希望有一天你可以原谅我伤了你~~~
你伤我的不要紧。。。我又不是第一次收到伤害。。。
但你很少收到伤害，注意身体，吃多一点，不要乱乱来。
记得带晕车药，多吃甜！早一点睡！
我想说的到此为止吧， 我要说也说不完！
你要幸福!你幸福我就幸福！
谁不想你的女儿幸福的啊？？ 哈哈
bye bye 不要太想我哦，傻瓜！哈哈
as you can see my tittle is EMO~~!!!
recently very emo... haiz...
i dont know what to say...
I MISS HER!!!! haiz
never mind its good to let her go...
let her go on... when she tired i think she will come back to me...
hope so~~~ this person not my lover either my friend xP
haha... its a complicated relationship~~~
Its just like we will never get fall in love with each other..
but we are that close... maybe close for me...
cause my friend its not many and i am a very silence boy~~~
关心从不说出口的人。。。
that night really hurt... HURT!!! FUCK~~~!!!!
haiz... 我关心的人伤了我~~~ haha
if that one its my ordinary friend maybe wouldnt that hurt...
this hurt dao whole day didnt eat things sibeh hungry at there say not hungry!!!
wtf!!! i think she play an important role in my life~~~ haiz...
actually i know what they think of...
they all ask me about her... aiya dont sad la many girl outside lagi...
i will told them she really meant nothing to me...
just a friend ok!!! i will told them like that...
even thought i know they will not believe...
but who care we know our relationship we know that!!!
even my friend that chasing him want me dont so near her!!!
problem is i didnt near her she will near me~~~!!!
she say she dont care~~~
我被她的深深一句话感动了
不管我跟他有没有怎样，要谁载或和谁好那是我的自由。
谁也管不了~我没有必要为谁改变我自己。
要吗他就接受不然他走开~
所以没必要为了这些事而改变我们的关系~~~
i know she dont care but i care...
i just say
别担心！我不是突然变了，我们还是一样关系很好，只是适可而止。
我是方便你而变！我还是会在你需要我时出现。
i dont know i got say wrong or not~~~ haiz...
i know i always say wrong thing so made mess all my relationship~~~
we both happen too many things~~~ haiz...
可能我的主题就是放手让你自由~~~haha
习惯了一个人，再回到一个人没什么的~~~ haha
但是我相信你现在一定很恨我~~~
希望有一天你了解我的苦衷。。。
希望有一天你可以原谅我伤了你~~~
你伤我的不要紧。。。我又不是第一次收到伤害。。。
但你很少收到伤害，注意身体，吃多一点，不要乱乱来。
记得带晕车药，多吃甜！早一点睡！
我想说的到此为止吧， 我要说也说不完！
你要幸福!你幸福我就幸福！
谁不想你的女儿幸福的啊？？ 哈哈
bye bye 不要太想我哦，傻瓜！哈哈
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