8/27/10

SING K!!!!

2day was a wonderful day... mayb la.... xP
erm... i go out wif my dear, dear n darling oso...
2day go K box!!!

so many updated songs in thr...
i love thr so much... koz gt Y2J....
erm... tis time i go thr juz go last time K box wif my dear...
i mean tis year la... 2mrw dun knw on wat???

ui!!! i bangkrap lo... spend me!!! xP
aiya... 2mrw dun do such used many expenses d thing la..
go cyber cn liao xP... erm...

after today i still didnt choose my song... aikss..
lazy choose jor... bt ever1 hoping me join...
sei lor... choose wat??? c 1st la...
aiya... i dun knw o... ahhh... bb tata~~

8/26/10

SO FULL!!!!

waliaoweh i am so full for nw...
cb juz nw go eat steam boat wif my dear. my dear n my darling xP
eat so many!!! waliaoweh.... eat liao 4 cup of ice cream n more... xp

oh ya!!! before tat i go for my band praticing...
my singing reli sucks... haiz... soi lor T.T hw???
i cnt catch the sound aiks!!! wat am i saying?? sound cn catch d meh??

we gt record for our praticing... OMG!!! reli OMG!!!!
many pressure nw... y gt fans!!!! i hate fans!!!!
cnt sing well la... haiz...
911 hw... haiyo haiyo... i reli wan sot jor...
i hate our band hav fans!!! hope tat day nt many ppl come..
i mean nt many ppl knw tis band d ppl come..
orelse... will be a totally to soi ka... xP

i will try to train hard!!! new divide!!!
reli sux... haiz.. try my best...
tat lan c band leader... hate u...
go wat Philippines... make me solo all of it.. haiz...

2day we nt juz recorded our songs pratice...
we still take some photo for our band...
will on FB mayb la... nid find d photographer 1st...xP

okla... it late nw... i am gonna go to bed... xP tata~~

8/25/10

Graduating photo!!!!

2day... all senior 3 gonna wear their graduate shirt??n take photo...
ever1 seems happy in their photo!!! xP
bt... i usually choose to tell my friend...
when tat day come i will be at outside hall waiting u all...
koz i cnt graduate??? i juz cnt walk in the hall...
so i will be waiting u all outside the hall... haha...
no matter wat happen!!! i will wait until u all out n go celebrate?? haha..
i think... i cnt graduate... i dun hav the chance to hear ppl crying n say gudbye...
haha... mayb i cn... mayb i cnt... haiz

my math 29... haiz... Account okok la... 65... haiz..
reli XIU YE lo... nt nid graduate...
the others subject i think fall GAO GAO!!!! xP
even my mum also say tat i think u cnt graduate d la..
haha... i say i agree at wat u saying... hehe...
my mum seems happy wif it... so am i gonna let her wish come true go XIU YE???
haiz... i think xiu ye is ezy... hehe...
nt like graduate... so HARD!!!! AHH!!!! suffer... hehe..
i dun knw wat should i do nw... very helpless....

everyday go skull juz play n slp...
i gt try to hear class!!! reli gt....
bt i cnt understand... n i cnt make it right...
wat i cn do is... let my maks dun be so upset...
haiz... i reli read many during the exam...
bt... i juz cnt do it... i dun knw...
ever1 is improving... n i am still in the same place...
I Am The Man Who Cant Be Move...
suddenly think of tis song... hehe... come bak!!!

haiz... September is going to come...
911 nt yet complete... Competition dun knw choose wat... haiz..
i reli feel tat i am born to be a LOSER!!!!
no matter wat i do... i will always lose to anthr...
i will always cnt make it to the end...
ever1 is going to live ezyly bt nt me...
ever1 cn hav a nice life bt nt me...
ever1 is going their relationship well bt nt me...
ever1 is going to be graduate... bt... nt me....

i deserve to be a loser since i am born...
i trying to make everything better...
i trying so hard... bt i will always lose the 1 i am trying to reach it..
when i try to wave my wing... ppl flies away...
when i try to giv a try... ppl done it...
when i try to let everything better... ppl is oredi perfect...
when i am so sad about my life... ppl r enjoying their life...
when i trying to make feel better... bt i hav no chance to do it again...

Bak to ystrdy topic... actually...
memory cnt be abandoned... we cnt frgt wat we do....
mayb i didnt hav remember u tat much... bt i still missing our life...
mayb i didnt trying to memorize u... bt my brain does...
mayb i dun wanna think about it anymore... bt my mind dose it...
wat the hell am i doing??!!! i wait for wat???
i knw i keep on waiting nth is gonna change...
i knw everything clear... bt i still... like tat...
y i should let ppl feel me tat i am useless!!
they told me tat u so love her is nt gonna change anything... she juz played u...

every person say tat i had been played by a girl....
bt i dun think so... i hav a bond wif it...
i dun knw y... ever1 is laughing me...
she accept u oledi cn fly to sky liao la... wat u still wan??
i also think tat when tat day she accept me...
the most happiest life in my world tat i hav ever been at tat day...
1 more day is last year bday... xP

i dun hav many time leh... koz nid off comp leh...
last word... Chinese better xP

我很清楚我们的关系。。。你不用怕。。。我不是来闹事的。。。我只是最近心情很不好。。。
所以翻回我曾经快乐的生活就想到了你。。。你是我这一生里面让我活的最开心的人。。。
我真的很开心可以认识你。。。分手后还有朋友关系。。。我已经满足了。。。足够了。。。
你不用对我采取任何行动。。。你过你的生活就好了。。。真的。。。
我只是暂时不想忘记这一切。。。一切的一切。。。我们的故事。。。
虽然已到了结尾。。。但是另一段的故事。。。我不想开始先。。。
哪怕有人会追我。。。我也不想她成为你的代替品。。。

那些小小承诺。。。我是很看在眼里的。。。你可以说我幼稚。。。没关系我认。。。
我许下的承诺就是一辈子的承诺。。。我不会在另一个女孩面前发起这个誓言了。。。
我知道终有一天我会下地狱的。。。但还不是时候。。。
跟你说。。。我真的是一个傻子。。。坦白吧。。。

你还记得冷战的那个时候吗??
其实我心里很想找你。。。但我又有一点不爽为什么你不来找我。。。所以我们就这样跌入冷战。。。
还记得民乐团的演奏会吗??
那一天。。。因为你没有邀请我去。。。所以心头有一点不爽。。。就也懒得理你。。。
那一天你第一个信息问我。。。你在哪里??
其实我在去着的路途。。。但我骗了你。。。对不起。。。我骗你说我在家。。。
我以为这一切就这样过去了。。。但是当我到达时。。。我看到了你。。。是我先看到你。。。
但你没有看到我。。。过后瞄到你看到了我。。。
你又在一次问我你在哪里??那时你一定很气我吧??真的很对不起。。。
我答你在 yayasan Sabah。。。或许你生气了。。。或许你根本不在乎。。。
你也没邀我跟你一起坐。。。我就不想打搅你了。。。
最后离开时。。。我其实有看到你在那边。。。但我怕。。。我不敢面对你。。。对不起。。。
或许你会说是你的错。。。但我还是认为这一路来你都没有错。。。
措就错在我。。。哈哈。。。好啦。。。完了。。。

请不要多想了。。。往你的幸福未来前进吧。。。再见^^

8/23/10

day is passing fast!!!! i cnt stand it...

haiz... days were passing reli fast...
2 month more i will nt a STTSS student anymore...
2 month more i will face my UEC exam!!!
2 month more i am gonna say bye bye to all my fren!!!
2 month more S3Ren will be performing again!!!!
2 month more i cnt stand tis!!!!

time reli fast fly!!!
i wish i hav a time machine... haha
mayb future will gt it... gt chance i sure will use it... haha
today... gt ppl nt happy oh!!!
she dun told me wat happened...
i care for her bt she dun nid my care haha...
she is my little sister (姐姐)...
she dun care me o... ><

mayb i have some feeling on her...
bt i knw i will gt rejected if i done it...
n... i still in the memory of som1...
i still nt yet let her go out of my mind!!
i still dun wanna go live in hell after i die!!!
hehe... mayb u think i am a crazy guy...
bt i trust tat... promises is promises....
for nw... i wouldnt chase any gal or accept any gal (impossible)...
bekoz i dun wan to let those gal becum 代替品...
i dun wan them becum ur 代替品... haha..

no matter how... i cnt do it...
i didnt mean anything in tis post...
juz wanna say something haha...
doesnt mean anything...
i knw i n u oledi nth to do wif it... haha...
u cn find ur life time!!! i will do mine...
bt i still care u whenever u r...
i still try the best to help u watever is it...
i still try to forgot u no matter hw hard is it...
i still ***** * ....haha (dun guess it!!)
although u didnt c these... i think so...
didnt c tat is gud... haha...
i... ... i.... ahhh!!!

haha... okla... i think its over rite here...
i sure tat i reli gt feeling wif u!!!
bt i cnt do it sry.... dun angry ah!!! xP
okla bb...

PS: Quite emo rite?? bt it nt.... (mayb)

8/4/10

.....

Recently.... gt many ppl lost love la...
wat happen o??? tis month is lost love month meh???
zzz... i reli dun knw wat to do to them le...
LKK ah.... u juz bak HK thr... then knw tis bad news...
so sad for u... bt i cnt help u... u at HK!!!!
haiz... 节哀顺便 la... haha... gt things plz find me..
i cn help me if i cn!!! haha...

erm... 2day kinda miss my JIE JIE!!!!
she didnt cum skull 2day...
make me gt a bit emo 2day....
no ppl play wif me... JIE JIE!!!!!
i so damn MISS U!!!! haha....
dun type so much later gt many ppl eat vinegar!!! lol
gratz to my jie jie tat she has pass her JPJ!!!!
fetch me go yam cha ah!!! xP

hmmm... after tat i juz wanna say tat...
recently gt many bad news n gud news...
1 totally bad news for Leven D' Jessco....
our band leader cnt attend at 911!!!!
omg!!!! tis bad news sucks man!!!!
he knw i cnt gt the feeling of "Awake"
he still go wat Philippines... aikss!!!!
reli disappoint jor.... haiz....

wat nxt?? exam around the corner!!
haiz... i reli hate tis...
i reli sienz of study jor... haiz...
okla... bb.... waiting for u forever!!!~~~~

8/1/10

Leven D' Jessco!!!!

Yesterday!!!! we go discuss for our band name...
tat thing happen after club meeting!!!!
then we go for niko house to think of a nice name!!!
n all thing is settle..
we all love this name!!!
Leven D' Jessco..... woooooohooooo....
i reli love tis name koz if me hu think it...
hmm som1 of the important part la...
yeeehaaa!!!! nxt Thursday will post new band web...
keke.... come on!!! we gotta rock the world...
we gt our design of 1st band t - shirt...
nt yet decided wan use o nt la... xP here is it...