12/7/15

Iron Legion

It's been so long and now I am turning to update my blog in office again! :)
Well, both of my senior is on leave and I am lazy to do my job.
So, here I am updating my blog!

Do you all seen the tittle of this post? Yup, that my new Dota 2 team name.
We just figure it out this morning, I have a team already yeah~~
We are signing up for the Shanghai Major Open Qualifier this coming December.

Hope can make something happen in the league.
As for your information, I am the drafter of the team.
Drafter means before the match start you gonna go through some ban and picks.
Ban some hero that enemy strong against at or ban some hero that bring disadvantages to your picks.

Picks some of your team strategy hero and let the match begin.
So, before the match begin its like playing chess with other teams.
The battles of knowledge in dota and the current meta of dota.

Then the match begin, not need explain la everyone know whats a dota.
This is the best team so far that I had ever been, and most of them live in Singapore.

If they are serious of going competition and going to grow big and go professional.
I will move to Singapore and live with the team.
Yeah, sound a little bit crazy right?

For games go outside of your hometown and live in a whole new place.
Just for dreams, this is my dreams and I hope I can make it come true when I was young.
I am 23 turning to 24 already by next year, my captain is 26.
we dont have any more time. hope can do something next year.

Go my team! we can do these!
Although I have a little pressure on being the drafter, I scare I draft the wrong hero for my team.
Drafter is not so easy to do, you need to study the patch and make them fit perfectly for all the heroes.
Well, they trust my draft and so I need to trust on their independent skills~~

Ok, I need go study for the patch right now, and hopefully do some of my work.
Till next time, goodbye!

11/9/15

My house flooded and my outstation journey

Hi there, welcome back to my boring blog that full of words!
expect some pic in this post? Impossible! because I seldom take pic.

Ok, back to the tittle!
Yesterday my house flood due to continuous heavy rain for the whole afternoon.
My taman can get flooded easily, because all the houses is very low.
Every time when it rain for up to 4 hours, can ready to prepare for the upcoming flood.

Although this time its not so serious, just living room, guest room and my room get flooded.
Yeah, my room its quite near with the front door that why it get soaked with mud water!
Luckily the flooded water level is very low, cant even cover all my toes.
So its very low, thank god the rain stop, if its continue, GG.

But after the water start to flow out, it still dirty, we still need to clean it.
It was so tired man, why holiday is Tuesday but not Monday!
I love raining and hate it at the same time, because it cause my house flooded.

Ok, after that I gonna talk about some of my oustation journey.
On the previous week, I go Lahad Datu for outstation.
Before that I was heard that Lahad Datu is a small town and yes it definitely is.
There were seldom entertainment there, the living cost there is very high.
There was one night, I was having dinner at Fu Yuan.
I just take one siew mai, one meat, one vege, mee hun and one Teh C ping.
You know how much does that cost? It's RM 15!!!
SO EXPENSIVE RIGHT?

The day at there its just morning after breakfast, work, lunch, work, dinner, sleep.
If I don't have mobile data there I maybe will die of boring and sleep very early.
But I had it so I still sleep at 12am or 1am. Yeah I know its not good.

Go Lahad Datu need to go by MAS Wings, the small airplane that one.
It was my first time sitting in such small airplane, quite exciting.
Just need 45 minute to Lahad Datu, then our client forgot we come that day.
So need to wait 30 min for them to come, so we wait lor.
Then he bring us go our hotel check in, drop luggage then go have our lunch.

Client spent us eat at I forgot the name of the restaurant.
The meal is quite ok but expensive man, but not us paid so yeah!
then go work lor, work nothing to say la.
We work at their office which located quite far with our hotel.
The point is there are no cafeteria or restaurant near their office.

So our lunch for the rest of the day is instant cup noodle, biscuit and bread.
When our working day end, client's boss son come fetch us back to our hotel.
Among my colleague and I, I am the most big size.
So I am force to sit in front with the driver la, when I go in the car something happen.
I saw the radio of his car which is bluetooth connect to his phone.
It does show the name of the device in the radio screen, and its written Lim Man Yee there.

Is it familiar to all of you? I guess there are seldom people name is like that.
So I direct think of one of my friend, and its really turn out it was her boyfriend!
I know that because there is some distance between our hotel and the office.
So we chat in the car, ask about what year I born and where is my secondary school.
I told him Tshung Tsin and born in 1992, he say ei my girlfriend also 1992 and in the same school.

I was pointing at the radio and ask it is her?
When he say yes, I really think Sabah its not really that big what.
He direct call her and say I fetching your friend to confirm that I know her.
What a small world I lived in, and my senior is my friend's cousin.
This two things make me think that Sabah really small..

Ok that it, the rest of the day no need to say its all the same things.
The only relax time is night go back hotel take bath, eat dinner and go shopping in a mall.
Repeat every day until Friday and I am back on last Friday.

Yeah! that all for the update of the tittle.
Lets talk some off tittle things, RANDOM!

Every one in my Facebook keep mentioning <> is a must watch movie.
But I havent watch it, its those secondary school youth life.
Which is similar to <>.

This kind of movie really make us feel young and back to those year when you still not so mature.
Everything you do its just for one people, in your eye she is perfect.
Although I don't have such relationship with a girl before in my secondary school.
But I think if I love someone, she will just be the only one in my eye.

 I never know what the feeling of loving someone, because I never had a girlfriend before.
Sad right? 23 years old, not even once, nah single rocks!
But everyone gonna face it when times come, when your mum ask you!
When you gonna find a girlfriend, well I dont have the problem now.
But I think I will face it soon, I love no one and no one loves me.

I  don't even have someone in my heart now!
How to go find?

If you ask who is my goddess? I am gonna answer you it's Hebe!
Hebe is the perfect girl for me, she is so gorgeous and mainly she sing good!
She is so perfect to me man, the feeling was like when I saw Shin from Mayday I straight become gay.
Sound so weird?! but sometimes when i saw Shin I really think of being gay lol

Ok, its long enough for this post, if I still continue typing, it will never end.
So that its, peace out¬!

10/9/15

There is 1 comment on my previous blog!

Well, its October already.
Time really do fly, and its like a jet.
I cant believe I had work for 4 months and still dont know what i am actually need to do.

Yea so lame, I am still me, who just wanna be a little kid.
Got some news update for you guys, I just bang my car.
I am so pro, I bang a lorry.

No worries, I am alright so that I can update this post right?
Lesson learn, please dont play phone while you driving.
Especially in front of the lorry, your car will be bang very cham.

My dad actually told me that I had bang my car almost 5 times that much.
Wow, I am such a bad driver huh?!
Well, I am still here not dead right? but eventually people will die.
Yea accept that fact man! you cant live forever, so live to the fullest.

You know what? I was updating this in my office, and is on working hour.
I am boring and nothing to do, or i should say I dont know how to do?
My colleague all so damn busy, they leave a freshmen here doing nothing.
That why I turn into update this blog.

I found that got an annoymous who comment on my last post.
I am so happy though he/she asking me why no update anymore.
I guess someone in this world in some place is watching my blog.
Feel so impress, its kind of motivation though.

But my life sure is boring. wake up, breakfast, work, lunch, work, dinner, game, sleep.
And repeat the same thing again again and again.
I am turning so fat right now that my mum keep ngor me go exercise.
I really very fat now, i turn lazy in many things.

I have some real passion in singing last time.
But now, I just cant find the reason why I love singing.
My singing skill is going worst day by day.
Previous those easy song who have nothing challenge in me turn into a song which I cant even sing it perfectly.

Yea, my singing is done as well as my dota career.
As your information, the biggest E-sport gamings tournament had just pass since August.
The International 5, a platform for all professional dota 2 team to go into a big arena which located in Seattle, the Key Arena.

At there, they will compete who is the greatest team among all the world.
One of my dream is to be join The International once.
I really do have the heart to join professional in dota 2.
But now I lost one more passion in me.

What next? Singing fail, dota 2 fail, ACCA fail.
Everything seems going bad in my life.
I really dont know what to do next.
What ahead in my life?
Should I just leave Malaysia and go somewhere else to try things out?

My mum keep ask me to leave Malaysia go outside see the world.
I wish that too, I dreaming to go US with my relative there.
The culture of western country, is what I dream of.
The way all the people live in Malaysia and those culture, too asian.
Or i should say too malaysian??

Well, its almost my time to leave office, ops?!
Ok see you guys again! or I should just say see YOU again.
THANK YOU! whoever you are! :)

7/2/15

我拿到我的薪水了!!

如标题所说的,我拿到我的薪水了。
虽然只是一张支票而且才那一点钱,也蛮开心的。
我也没打算要做什么欸!

就放着吧,准备凑老婆本!
虽然现在连个女朋友都没有!
但是我可以考虑男人了!!

就在上星期同性婚姻合法啦!
我可以搞基并且结婚了!
玩笑开到!进真题吧

对于我来说呢,我不反对同性恋爱的。
所有人都有人权,没有谁可以决定谁的命运。
人家喜欢谁管你差事啊?

最讨厌那些黑特,什么都要讨厌。
人家有没有阻碍到你,你喜欢异性就喜欢啦,人家同性恋管你屁事哦!
我甚至觉得同性恋可能还好过异性恋呢。

很多人讨论结婚后孩子怎么来?来了该叫妈妈还是爸爸?
有差吗?!对于我来说一个人无微不至的照顾你,你管他叫他爸还是妈。
无论哪一个父母都很爱惜自己的孩子的。
干脆叫个别的名字啦,不需要理会他是你爸还是你妈!个人认为

人们迟早会灭亡?!不见得啊。
医术昌明啊孩子!迟点男人都可以有小孩了!
/我很久以前我记得我说过这一句话,到今天我都不会反悔的。
我宁愿代替我老婆生孩子,宁愿疼的是我。

很傻吧?我应该不是一个正常的男人了。
或许我是同性恋呢?我也不确定欸!
交给命运安排吧!

还有什么好说的呢?
好像还有长篇大论的论文想继续写欸。
但等下还要开工的说,一点半啦!
好啦,晚安了!

6/17/15

心血来潮的更新

不知为什么的,就是想打一点东西!
今天也是那样咯,上班下班。
回来还看了一下我的很久很久以前的日记。
突然找到的!

原来让我暗恋的人叫吴可莹啊!
看了他的面子书一下,大美人的说!
我有那么多福气当她的前度吗?
她刚刚毕业pharmacy科目。
美女实习医生呢,我的眼光也蛮高的嘛!

没有主动联系欸,我不善于表达。
我发现到啊,我真的很有社交问题欸。
朋友都没有那个五个。
人缘不好啊!!

想了一想,昨天有人半夜传信息给我。
我没看到因为我电话在房间,对不起!
简讯也很有型,就我的名字?!
我回了,但他也再也没回过我了。
奇怪欸,可能在忙吧。
找人又不回复,还是第一次有人传简讯给我欸。
不是那些用上网免费的,而是收费的简讯。
感动的说!谢谢你!虽然不知你是谁因为你没回复我。
但还是谢了,至少我知道不是传错简讯因为他写了我的全名!

看了我的日记才知道我以前文笔不错的欸!
原来以前我喜欢写故事的,或是指小说。
看了看自己以前的故事,这真的是我写的吗?
后来为什么停了呢?

可能我就是一个怪咖吧,喜欢用文子来表达自己。
可能那是为什么我朋友都那么少的原因吧。
文字始终无法表达完整的讯息,但是你看我个个更新都那么长。
那么就是我热爱文字的象征吧~~

吴可莹对吧?之前有什么东西做错了。对不起!
我知道我不细心,我不体贴,我不会哄女孩。
真的非常对不起我照顾不到你,希望你能找到一个真真疼你的男人。
我知道我没权利在这里说些什么,但看了看我的日记。
我们的关系都很好啊,为什么分手了连朋友都不可以做吗?

我很珍惜每一段友谊或爱情,可能因为我是双鱼座的关系吧。
如果我让你进入我的世界千万不要轻易的抛下我。
我会哭的,不要看我那么大个子一个,我真的会哭的。
我终于知道为什么我朋友都说我爱一个人可以爱的死去活来了。
我还没确定那个是不是我爱的人就打了长编大论。
更何况如果我真的爱上一个人,应该不得了吧!

最近喜欢上了林宥嘉欸!
声音超特别的,特别对《传说》特别喜欢!
听歌去咯!再见啦世界!晚安!
听说今晚有地震,大家小心咯!拜!

6/15/15

开工一个礼拜和一些伤心事

我已经度过了一个礼拜啦!!
还不错啦,没给骂,做好本分就够了吧~~
同事也还不认识几个,我太害羞了 T.T
我的人缘真的好差哦。

昨天参加了公司的年度晚餐。
就是每一年都有的老板请吃饭,YEAH!
我才做工一个礼拜就可以去啦,不错哦!
在 Tanjung Aru Shangerila Hotel,食物就还好罢了。

这几天都忙着工作,你们也不用那么绝情吧。
我失忆后唯一班朋友他们帮一个人庆祝生日,没有叫我!
看到脸书的照片时有一点伤心。
全部人好开心的拍照,我在这里对着电脑看着照片。

可能我这人真的很不好,好想哭哦!
想哭也没有人可以找,只好躲在一旁乖乖的打部落格咯。
上个月还一起去台湾玩,回来后怎么这么冷淡了。
我做错了什么吗?我改啦!

你们可以不要丢下我吗,我好孤单哦。
感觉我真的好没用哦。
什么都做不好!
我真的那么不好吗?
我真的真的好伤心哦,有谁可以陪陪我?
拿起了电话也不知打给谁,没人可以诉苦。
还是乖乖去睡觉吧,晚安了。

6/2/15

很久很久过后的更新

大家还记得有这个部落格的存在吗?
应该不会有人记得了吧?
为什么会突然回来, 就突然记得我还有一个值得回忆的地方咯。
前阵子因为失忆了,就今天突然记得我还有这个部落格。
幸好电脑有记得密码,不然我看我已经不记得我的密码了。

我花了一堆的时间在过去的部落格上,我发现到我还蛮啰嗦的。
好吧,我还是那么的长篇大论,对不起啦。
谈谈近况吧,我已经找到工作了,6月8号开工。
但是在开工之前还要考试,真的不想再考了。
没心机读书了,我真的很想不想去考但是还了那么多钱,算了吧。

不懂为什么今天复习时,就莫名的开了《歌舞青春》的所有歌来听。
听着听着突然有很多熟悉的回忆渐渐在脑海里浮现。
有些歌听着听着竟然想哭了,找一天应该找回那些电影慢慢欣赏。
真的好像缺少了什么东西,我也不知怎么地突然记得这些歌。
可能我以前念书时都是在听这些歌来度过考试温习的。

差不多每一首歌我都会唱呢,但是有些歌就是好像缺少了什么。
可能是一个陪我唱歌的一个人?我也不清楚欸?!
就觉得这些歌好好听,好经典啊。

不说这些了,相信我这么久没发文应该没有人留意这个部落格了。
但是如果有人看了这篇文章可以留言一下让我知道你是谁吗?
或许你/曾经是我的好朋友或许是仇人,都来留言一下。
让我有机会再一次的找回我们的记忆,我越来越进步了。
现在只要有一点蛛丝马迹我就把那些记忆回来的七七八八了。

可以提醒我一下我以前是怎样的人,如果以前有什么冒犯了你们,对不起!
现在我的朋友圈很少了,想找回一些知己,姐妹,兄弟。
这几个月也找回了我旧电话的信息,因为新电话坏了,没有信息了。
所以只可以靠旧电话的信息找回我的朋友。
当然面子书也是有很多朋友但很多都不记得了,也不好意思打扰人家。
有些人对我来说还是很熟悉的,但有些就很模糊。

还好有我的家人还有一些好朋友,兄弟还记得和关心我。
谢谢他们,谢谢你们,谢谢所有的一切。
听说我的朋友告诉我,我以前有一个我很爱的女孩但是那女孩抛弃了我。
这个我真的一点印象都没有欸?!
我真的一点有这么的一个人的印象都没有。

我现在很模糊,前面的路要怎么走?我真的不知!
就顺其自然吧!

更新到这里啦!要开始读书了!烦啊~~
加油吧!gogogo
有缘再见!