发光发热！

标题有一点奇怪？！是有一点~~
我昨晚梦到我站在一个舞台上，尽情地歌唱。。。
尽情地·发挥我有的一切。。。
所有观众都为我疯狂！！
我就想巨星！ 哈哈
梦始终就是梦。。。我的料可以发光发热。。。
那些歌星全部变歌神了~~~~哈哈

很久没在舞台上发光了。。。
记得我们的时光。。。
当那个舞台属于我们的时候。。。
也是有很多人为我们尖叫和掌声连连。。。
那是很久以前的时代了。。。
我没有为梦想继续努力。。。
所以就造成了现在的我。。。

我不是一个很努力的人。。。
我曾经写过一首歌。。。感觉还不错的。。。
但是没有什么表达出来所以我也忘了当初那一首歌怎样唱了。。。
我知道我没有那个实力，但是我在试了。。。
可是啊，还没试到我就放弃了。。。
梦想能在大舞台上表演。。。一次就够了。。。
我这个人真的不会希望很多。。。
所有东西能做到一次就够！哈哈

看来这一切也应该要结束了。。。
梦想？工作？哈哈。。。
我想过一点平淡的生活。。。
虽然我的梦想还是不会变！但是要暂时放下。。。
我要遇到伯乐现！来来谁要当我的伯乐？！哈哈
 如果可以我想找一个会弹钢琴的女孩（算很厉害那些）。。。
然后最好会唱歌也是，不会我可以教你（很像自己很厉害酱）。。。
然后我们就可以一起玩玩啦！！
我们会在音乐，网路上玩玩。。。
哪里知，玩玩下就有一点名气了。。。哈哈

都是浮云！！ 我这个人。。。
始终都找不到那个女孩。。。
祈祷会在我生命中出现这个女孩。。。
已经错过两个了。。。
我不想再错过第三个机会！！
虽然第一个没有行动过但。。。
我有一点名句说。。。

如果你在喜欢第一个人同时喜欢上了第二个，一定要选第二个。

因为他/她可以让你有念头 想放弃第一个，证明你会比较喜欢第二个。

好烂的一句话？哈哈
第二个也是我的第一任。。。
没有了。。。彻底的没有了。。。
但幸好再见乃是朋友。。。
突然想起一件事，前几天又梦到你哦！哈哈
废材梦。。。

继续继续！！所以啊。。。
我在寻找着第三个人。。。
希望你快点出现。。。
如果，只是如果啦。。。
如果我想吃回头草呢？当然不是第二个啦。。。
第二个想回去很多次了还是失败。。。
所以无奈当中。。。我真是差 哈哈。。。
回来回来！！！如果我选回第一个。。。
我就真的不知量力了。。。
人家是什么？我是什么？哈哈。。。
人家这么漂亮大方。。。
可能已经有了另一半了。。。
很久没 follow up 她了。。。哈哈

但是无论如何有回头路是好的。。。
但是前面的路我也想去探索！！哈哈
矛盾的人们。。。
不要这样吗。。。人家单纯。。。
以为真心对待就能顺顺利利。。。
结果不是。。。当初还真的以为能和你走到很远的路。。。
没想到末路那么快逼近就短短的三个月又三十天。。。
甚至还没到四个月就 matigongkiao 了。。。
你说人生那么失败！哈哈

所以啊。。。我的单纯已经被破坏了。。。
感情里真心对待完全就是傻瓜一个。。。
没有人会对你讲真心的。。。
善良就会给欺负。。。
宽恕就会让他再一次犯错。。。
人吗！！善变！！哈哈

但是你放心。。。
给我最情爱的第三个。。。
我还是会真心对待你的。。。
但是我不想让这个第三个让我觉得同样的东西。。。
如果第三个还是让我觉得真心是给狗吭的。。。
那么我的第四个。。。对不起了。。。
我看透了这个世界。。。
感情玩玩就好何必那么认真？？对吧？？！！
 所以啊第三个你保重！！哈哈
也快点出现！！哈哈

我能给的不多，但是我会尽量给你想要的。。。
相信我。。。你绝对不会相信世界上还有这么单纯的人。。。
为了你而单纯。。。对人对事。。。
如果你要的是有钱的。。。sorry
如果你要的是很fit的。。。sorry
如果你要的是很帅的。。。sorry
前面这三样你可以省略的。。。那么我相信我应该还ok哈哈。。。
加油吧第三个！！我等你！！！哈哈
当然也等着吃回头草的机会！！！哈哈

废话一堆说完了。。。离题离到爆。。。
拜拜咯！

goodbye my partner!!! T.T

weee~~~ now i am way alone from the path of singing now! haha
as you can see Monday means 14/01/13...
i sent my singing partner to air port already...
although he will back in Chinese New Year but after that we gonna tear apart!!
he want me to sent him to air port!!! me!!! haha
not bad still got people want me to fetch him to do the last meet person haha
so i wake up at 7.30am that day and go to his house wee~~~
i put all our favorite songs in a pendrive and use it in my car!!

when i reach his house that was just like yesterday haha...
then after that i see he come out with full of bags and things...
his mother keep saying with him i think her boy first time go so far alone...
so... need to ngam a bit is like that d la!! that is all mum action right? haha
so he show me his hand mean me to wait...
haha i still will wait... best friend mah!! aha
after 10 minutes? haha then he put his luggage in my car then we go off!!

first!!! our destination was Sabah Tshung Tsin Secondary School!!!
a memorable place for us and also for me and also for him z...
like saying nonsense.!!!! haha
he go find some people and we go around the school one more time...
memorable day with her and him in the school haiz...
then he find his friend i just waiting for him in his back! haha
he say goodbye to many people then at last the bell ring!

oh yeah we go to there when is the 1st recess haha...
so we just go Tshung Tsin for 25 minutes like that...
and the last last will of him he want to see his form teacher...
why his form teacher so good but mine so sucks!! haha
so he go find his form teacher and have some talk...
after his form teacher wish him all the best and she go busy with her things..
i see his eye got some wet wet oh!!! haha...
if i have some nice relationship with teacher sure i also will like that!!!
but too bad i dont have except for the form 1 to form 3 form teacher la!! haha

then after that we are hungry so he suggest go Damai eat...
so we go for Xing Wang Ban Mian there eat his last meal at KK...
for 1 month of course... haha then we have many talkings there...
after that its 9.30am like that... his flight was 11.30am and final calling was 10.50am
so after that we go Air Asia lor!!

as i say i out all of our favorite songs in my car...
we keep singing partnering at the road to the air port...
we laugh together sing together... we talk together...
we almost talk everything to each other..
so he talk about his "angel" means his 暗恋 d people haha
he say he want to forget about her and find a new life there...
so i ask him you really dont wanna take action for the last day here for 1 month? haha
he say no la i know we are never will to be together...
and that time the songs of my car turn to emo songs haha so 配合 ah!! haha

after we reach airport it almost 10am like that lo...
then we still sit in the car having our time... hehe...
we always do that after our practice... haha
those days are gone haha we can chat till 3am!!! wtf!! from 11pm oh!! haha
so we also like that chatting and singing... haha
after that it time to fly he say his friend will come sent his flight wah!! haha

when his friend come (all i know d but not so well)..
guess what?? his "angel" got come lor and give him a small gift!!
so sweet!! when is my turn?! haha
after that he is time to go to departure hall!! its 10.52am already!!! zz
then i see him looking all of us then suddenly he go hug his "angel"
we all was like wow!! he hug quite tight just for her!!! haha
not so long time was like 3 second then give we all 1 sec hug!!
when he turn to me he say we already that gay liao want to hug you lagi gay!!
wtf!! but he also hug tight of me... that my boy!! haha
then he went in the departure hall then we gonna say goodbye... haha

yup he going for his study and not going to be my partner anymore sad!!
then after that i need to complete one mission for him!
he give me one small gift and help me to gift it to someone in Tshung Tsin...
and with a cup of Chatime in citymall! haha
so i went to city mall long gai! one people! SHONG!!..
buy many things to eat!!! wee~~~ nice~~!!!
then help him complete his mission then went to huge for my day...

what a nice day for me!!... haha
i think this is the post ending??
about my open school new classmate sucks teacher..
i think nothing to mention about!! haha
i lazy talk about the teacher...
we just have 2 new classmates!!! zzz
hmmm. not bad la~~~ i dont care these things~~~

so nothing happen on me...
i am very fine... just long time didnt go for facebook...
cause my comp cant on facebook again!! i lazy to fix it anymore...
facebook also not quite important for me!!
and i got a nice record holder now!!!
i 1 month didnt reload my phone oh...
since no one find me i dont care... hahahaha!!!!
i just borrow my friend phone la when something urgent find me!!
weee~~~ this is my life and i like it...
i feel like not study again!!! haiz... sad kia sad kia...
hopefully i will awake this year and start to hardworking a bit!

if one day you wake up you find that your missing me...
and starting to wonder where all this earth i could be...
maybe you will come back here to the place that we met...
and you will see me waiting for you, on the corner of the street...
nice kan?! so when you miss me, come on i am also waiting for you~~~
in the corner of the street!!! haha... so dont too miss me...
i will let you dissapointed!!!

something i wish to write it out here for anybody who read this...

你知道吗我忧郁什么，我们的爱能保存多久。
 或许我该试着活在当下，多愁善感烦恼不完。
你知道吗我快乐什么，我们的爱还是热的呢。
或许我该试着梦想那未来，两病斑白还在依赖。
你知道吗我相信什么，我们的爱和别人不通。
或许拜托每个人都这么说，可是你懂我就足够。

虽然总有一天你和我，终将面对别离的时候。
能否永远不要说分手，一路爱到上帝来插手。
如果哪天轮到你或我，乘着前往天堂的云朵。
能否抚慰残存的心痛，回到梦中留道彩虹。

虽然热情总是不长久，虽然承诺看似很无用。
虽然世界太多的诱惑，再多虽然也要一起活。
简单困难都要这么过，喜怒哀乐都要牵着手。
守护彼此一生到最后，这才是爱！你知道吗？

我相信我打这个东西出来，会有人骂我天真的小孩。。。
我就是小孩怎样！哈哈 BLEKKK~~~
我就是喜欢那么天真无暇的我！
我相信是有永远的！哈哈！
不要以为我那么厉害啦。。。
那些都是我的偶像“老萧”的歌啦。。
我自己把歌词打出来罢了。。。
觉得很有意思吗！！
好好珍惜你的伴侣，好好包容，好好体谅。
正如歌词所说的，祝我的朋友们顺顺利利！！哈哈
有机会再分享好东西！！再见了！！晚安！！

2013 lor~~~

it still like that... 2013...
hmmm.. nothing special for me...
but at 31 Dec 2012 i got receive one message la...
that some one missing me~~ got some one will miss me lor~~~ CIU~
although just one but also better than zero...
i got some feeling someone will find me that day really have...
and when got message i want to see my phone i am thinking must be her...
see... when i take out my phone and see sure is she...
who would boring till find me and say i miss you~~ haha

that people is my 干妹... i am force to be his brother...
but i think not that easy between this...
but who care... she will come when she wanted to...
always waiting for you oh!! haha phew~~~ shh~~~~!!! hehe
as last post mention i am really fuck up with my relationship...
so who ever come i just eat only la~~~
after so many talk cock and i forgot to wish her happy birthday that day she birthday..
then i say sorry to her...
but she dont know what i do wrong...
so i am not so important to her~~~ yeah~~!!! GOOD!!! XP
so i keep spin around let her guess what i did wrong and she keep say nevermind...
i think she dont know what i am mentioning about... even till now~~~ haha
then suddenly she sent me never mind i will found some one like you~~~
WTF!!!?? 暗示吗？ haha but i still dont care~~~ xP
you want me come~~~ you dont want me get out~~~ haha bleek~~!!

actually i dont wish to be with her....
but if she want sure come la i eat whatever people that want me...
but dont think i will 告白！！！ i will not!!!!
because not i want you!!! is you want me!!! if didnt predict wrong...
come to me babe~~~ haha i am waiting you~~~ xP
skip this topic!!! haha

so my countdown party?!
same as last year invite many of our best friend come huge eat burger...
but this year plus water balloon war!!! haha
but i didnt play la cause i am too busy or i should say...
被遗忘了~~~ haha~~~
i am the one every time get forgot... i am used to it...
like last week they go Kundasang but didnt invite me...
although they know must sacrifice one people to work at here...
sure i am the one who sacrifice cause they even didnt told me...
they play so happy up there and i am working here haha..
but never mind la... they can have their fun i am used to be...

ok back to our countdown party...
they playing water there and i am busying prepare their meal with boss..
haha.. so i miss the water war... sad nia... a bit la~~~ haha
after they play finish we also finish our cooking...
so we sit like last year but the difference is more people...
we take a nice pic and we all look like a big family... haha
after we wish everyone happy new year then start to have our meal...
during the meal i receive two message... not bad kan? haha
this year have two lor!!!
hmmmm one is my friend and another one is my 干妹...
not bad la got two!!! haha better than zero lagi!! haha

oh yeah before we countdown playing PSP and card there...
my 干妹 got come find me with her friend also can say is my friend...
long time no see them... they didnt change... just hairstyle those change lo...
i have nothing much to say with them but still sit to the table for a while la~~~
cause i think some one specially come find me lolz~~~
every time she say she miss me then after some hours sure can see her one...
but also didnt talk d la~~~~ haha that her... ops~~~ haha
不要害羞！！！哥哥不会伤害你的！！！hahahahaha
like 强奸犯... =.= but i am not~~~ haha

haiz after the countdown party clean the mess then everyone going home...
it almost 2 am... i know its quite early... i ben lai want ask my 干妹 where are them join them d...
but i think dao i cant talk with them join liao also nothing to do...
but i think they at Tanjung Aru la~~~ they love Tanjung Aru so much...
i can guess dao maybe they go there...
but at last i didnt ask and go back home sleep lor~~~ haha

so is 2013.... what should i do and set any target??
nah~~~ just live on my own thats all~~~
but i hope i can reach my target this year...
i need to improve my singing skill much more than now~~~
weee~~~ my life just singing can give me motivation...
motivate me my voice~~~ i think want to start to do something else....
that mean for me~~~ sing sing lor....
i am still recruiting new girl partner...
seems my favourite girl partner is impossible to partner with me already...
so must find another... hmmm... anyone want to be?? haha

haha i think 2013 its still a meaningless life for me~~~
so... meaningless life here i come~~~
GAMING!!! SINGING!!! MOVIE!!! i think that all...
good!!! that my target!!! gogogo!!!
if have some relationship for me to play along lagi nice!!! haha
okla hope those thing happen bye for now!!! wew~~~