Graduating photo!!!!

2day... all senior 3 gonna wear their graduate shirt??n take photo...
ever1 seems happy in their photo!!! xP
bt... i usually choose to tell my friend...
when tat day come i will be at outside hall waiting u all...
koz i cnt graduate??? i juz cnt walk in the hall...
so i will be waiting u all outside the hall... haha...
no matter wat happen!!! i will wait until u all out n go celebrate?? haha..
i think... i cnt graduate... i dun hav the chance to hear ppl crying n say gudbye...
haha... mayb i cn... mayb i cnt... haiz

my math 29... haiz... Account okok la... 65... haiz..
reli XIU YE lo... nt nid graduate...
the others subject i think fall GAO GAO!!!! xP
even my mum also say tat i think u cnt graduate d la..
haha... i say i agree at wat u saying... hehe...
my mum seems happy wif it... so am i gonna let her wish come true go XIU YE???
haiz... i think xiu ye is ezy... hehe...
nt like graduate... so HARD!!!! AHH!!!! suffer... hehe..
i dun knw wat should i do nw... very helpless....

everyday go skull juz play n slp...
i gt try to hear class!!! reli gt....
bt i cnt understand... n i cnt make it right...
wat i cn do is... let my maks dun be so upset...
haiz... i reli read many during the exam...
bt... i juz cnt do it... i dun knw...
ever1 is improving... n i am still in the same place...
I Am The Man Who Cant Be Move...
suddenly think of tis song... hehe... come bak!!!

haiz... September is going to come...
911 nt yet complete... Competition dun knw choose wat... haiz..
i reli feel tat i am born to be a LOSER!!!!
no matter wat i do... i will always lose to anthr...
i will always cnt make it to the end...
ever1 is going to live ezyly bt nt me...
ever1 cn hav a nice life bt nt me...
ever1 is going their relationship well bt nt me...
ever1 is going to be graduate... bt... nt me....

i deserve to be a loser since i am born...
i trying to make everything better...
i trying so hard... bt i will always lose the 1 i am trying to reach it..
when i try to wave my wing... ppl flies away...
when i try to giv a try... ppl done it...
when i try to let everything better... ppl is oredi perfect...
when i am so sad about my life... ppl r enjoying their life...
when i trying to make feel better... bt i hav no chance to do it again...

Bak to ystrdy topic... actually...
memory cnt be abandoned... we cnt frgt wat we do....
mayb i didnt hav remember u tat much... bt i still missing our life...
mayb i didnt trying to memorize u... bt my brain does...
mayb i dun wanna think about it anymore... bt my mind dose it...
wat the hell am i doing??!!! i wait for wat???
i knw i keep on waiting nth is gonna change...
i knw everything clear... bt i still... like tat...
y i should let ppl feel me tat i am useless!!
they told me tat u so love her is nt gonna change anything... she juz played u...

every person say tat i had been played by a girl....
bt i dun think so... i hav a bond wif it...
i dun knw y... ever1 is laughing me...
she accept u oledi cn fly to sky liao la... wat u still wan??
i also think tat when tat day she accept me...
the most happiest life in my world tat i hav ever been at tat day...
1 more day is last year bday... xP

i dun hav many time leh... koz nid off comp leh...
last word... Chinese better xP

我很清楚我们的关系。。。你不用怕。。。我不是来闹事的。。。我只是最近心情很不好。。。
所以翻回我曾经快乐的生活就想到了你。。。你是我这一生里面让我活的最开心的人。。。
我真的很开心可以认识你。。。分手后还有朋友关系。。。我已经满足了。。。足够了。。。
你不用对我采取任何行动。。。你过你的生活就好了。。。真的。。。
我只是暂时不想忘记这一切。。。一切的一切。。。我们的故事。。。
虽然已到了结尾。。。但是另一段的故事。。。我不想开始先。。。
哪怕有人会追我。。。我也不想她成为你的代替品。。。

那些小小承诺。。。我是很看在眼里的。。。你可以说我幼稚。。。没关系我认。。。
我许下的承诺就是一辈子的承诺。。。我不会在另一个女孩面前发起这个誓言了。。。
我知道终有一天我会下地狱的。。。但还不是时候。。。
跟你说。。。我真的是一个傻子。。。坦白吧。。。

你还记得冷战的那个时候吗？？
其实我心里很想找你。。。但我又有一点不爽为什么你不来找我。。。所以我们就这样跌入冷战。。。
还记得民乐团的演奏会吗？？
那一天。。。因为你没有邀请我去。。。所以心头有一点不爽。。。就也懒得理你。。。
那一天你第一个信息问我。。。你在哪里？？
其实我在去着的路途。。。但我骗了你。。。对不起。。。我骗你说我在家。。。
我以为这一切就这样过去了。。。但是当我到达时。。。我看到了你。。。是我先看到你。。。
但你没有看到我。。。过后瞄到你看到了我。。。
你又在一次问我你在哪里？？那时你一定很气我吧？？真的很对不起。。。
我答你在 yayasan Sabah。。。或许你生气了。。。或许你根本不在乎。。。
你也没邀我跟你一起坐。。。我就不想打搅你了。。。
最后离开时。。。我其实有看到你在那边。。。但我怕。。。我不敢面对你。。。对不起。。。
或许你会说是你的错。。。但我还是认为这一路来你都没有错。。。
措就错在我。。。哈哈。。。好啦。。。完了。。。

请不要多想了。。。往你的幸福未来前进吧。。。再见^^