see that? yup its the end of the year...
and 2013 is coming... feel great?!
nah... as everyone wish doomsday didnt come...
aiks... feel sad deep inside my heart...
so that mean life still have to go on...
(if doomsday was here i wouldnt writing this post)
as i say the end of the year...
i lost many things this year...
i get a betrayal from my friend...
give anti by some people...
and even my consider best friend less talk to me!! fuck!
i dont know whether he already know the secret...
but... he really dont so talk to me already...
i still remember last time his friend say to him: Walao you so many friend so good, see me less friend girlfriend also tiada...
then i deeply remember how he answer his friend in front of me!
he said aiya friend so many for what? 1 is good enough lo the truely one then he face to me...
right or not?? then he high five with me with my answer yes with full of satisfied...
but... things change when the night has come...
because of 1 girl... why this girl affect me so much thing! niama!
she is elder than me and she can make trouble to me!
i think my best friend know the secret liao and he dont talk to me often now!
he didnt even ask for me to celebrate Christmas with his family anymore!
dont know when i can manage my relationship well...
i really fuck up my life this year!
i am so emo this year that i dont know what should i do next...
i am missing my own road and thinking...
so next year must wake up and manage things well...
the plan for next year first is MAYDAY!!! FUCK YEAH!
its on my birthday!!! so nice!!! i going KL for 5 days~~~
gonna relax in that 5 days~~~ weeew~~~
hope can find something to do there... wee~~~
hope my friend's friend is a liang moi then i can go play play with!! haha jkjk
(Bernard see the post dont punch me ah!!! haha)
i suddenly miss there...
ya there... the place that i had leave 2 weeks ago...
i know there is not so good... but it also a nice stage for me...
Thomas Music... my lesson or should i say rental fee for his room was every Thursday...
and i didnt go tonight and also last week night... weew~~~
got a bit kinda miss there... but its time for me to leave there...
cause no partner there anymore... DEEPLY NO!
although still got two lenglui there can join with but no feel at all!
i dont know leng lui!! i want singing soul mate!!!
you know what i am saying?! OPPA GANGNAM STYLE!!! haha
great performance last 2 weeks...
lets flash back to last week! i go to Karambunai at 24 Dec yup its Christmas Eve...
with my family... erm quite boring there just swimming with my relative there...
play some cards game and also PSP...
my mum brought my bro a new phone with Digi plan!! HTC One X...
woohooO!! even now my bro had a smart phone than me!!! ahaha
i dont care phones!~~~ wee~~~
so we go to Karambunai and play along there...
when at midnight 12am means Christmas...
i was wondering my phone will have any phone call or message...
guess what?? i had one message!!! from a nearly stranger message...
wishing me merry Christmas... ok better than zero...
then i also sent to my best friend see whether he got invite me or not...
but too bad he didnt reply me after he saying merry Christmas to you too...
fuck up!! haha... i am lazy to type any message to anyone already...
since some years... i just reply those who wish me!...
maybe some one i will sent to... but those some really just one or two! haha
FOREVER ALONE!!! wee~~~
my singing soul mate next year going to KL study so bad!! truely BAD!!!
i want to recruit a new girl partner niama!!!
who want to make friends with me?? i am very kind d dont scare!! haha
haiz... meaningless life... no target, no money, nothing i left..
why doomsday not coming!! haha...
haiz! i think if 2013 can change my life and change my destiny!
like movie right?! too bad movie is movie...
talk about movie!
i watch CZ12 already they say is Jackie Chan last movie...
owh too bad one pro actor not gonna make nice movie again...
that movie is nice must watch! haha...
Rise Of The Guardian check!
Life Of Pi check!
and many nice movie need to see...
see got people invite me or not... orelse... go see myself?! haha
haiz alone till like that meaningless!!!
suddenly many songs come out from my minds...
remind me that many songs i still need to talk to someone...
someone that i am still waiting for...
hey YOU! i got many romantic songs for YOU!
now please come out and let me sing to YOU!
dont ask me who is YOU!
cause i am still waiting the YOU! come out!
haha... YOU... hey i just met YOU! wuakakakaka...
since i didnt perform anymore guess what?
someone call me make an album with my band and sent to them...
what should i do?? sure dont care about it...
no one can store my voice up and listen!!
want listen to me!! come find me!!
although i know they are kidding and so do I!!! haha
ever think that my singing is good...
but i think i am improving...
i need to improve!! IMPROVE to more powerful! haha
but i dont know how...
i can tell that i already stop improving since year 2010...
the year i lose all my faith and trust! haha
think back i am so bad in the year after i leave senior 3 Tshung Tsin...
no one ever know what i did.... phew~~~ nicely... haha
but i am turning good in these year...
the cost i need to suffer from my relationship.. phew~~~
think about my relationship some one promise me something i think she already forget..
hope she remember some day when that day was over!! lolz..
i think she already forgot what we made promise of...
never mind i used to it... i used to it...
习惯成自然... ahhahaha... FFG not the first time i had met...
so... blank promise 1 more! haha... dont care...
i think i gtg sleep its 3am!! lol next time just continue bb
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