update xia! haha

12.12.12.. i think is a special day...
its the last day that the date can be repeated...
so guess what? i do nothing but in home playing games like no tomorrow!!
then my mum back she brought some KFC because she is late home...
and we are planning to go watch movie so she didnt cook just some KFC...
really some cause just 3 pieces... i think is her boss got spend they all eat KFC leftover... haha

so we just ate it and guess what my house many durian...
so i eat finish KFC then go for durian!! oh yeah!!!
after the durian we wait for the movie time...
we are watching "The Life Of Pi" its a nice movie...
you all can go watch it... if i am Pi i sure will die already...
i think so.. i dont have the faith to keep myself too long..
so there goes the movie and i eat popcorn and drink cola...
then my bro say he is hungry so we go for supper at FU YUAN...

eat some economic mee... with some sao mai...
yeah that made my 12.12.12 seems good right?
and i forgot that tomorrow have singing practice....
and i already ate KFC durian popcorn... wow combo to my throat...
but who care i am TITANIUM!!! haha...
so today i bring my counted as broken throat go sing...
hmmm nice juga nothing special happen haha...

oh yeah remind you guys i have a performance at my teacher house..
its a early Christmas Party... and i am performing quite many of songs...
let see... Gangnam Style, Staying Alive, Smoke On The Water, Eye Of The Tiger,光辉岁月,  Rhythm Of Love... wow is quite many... wew~~~ gonna care my throat... hehe...
so who wanna join for the Christmas Party please come along haha...
cause teacher say can bring your friends and family but i bring no one go...
and it on next monday... so i hope can see someone of my friends there...
although i know no one watching this blog... hahahahaha...
so i am talking to some kind of invisible friends... wew~~~

so 2012 its gonna end.... still dont know is the end of the world or not...
but at least we are living we must appreciate it...
my life also counted as normal life with some wild dreams..
i have less friends through this year...
i do nothing on this year...
just movie, sing k, and no much more i think...
so because of some cases i think i start avoiding of talking with girls....
wew~~~ that things make me feel bad and nothing more...
i really promise myself not to get too close with other anymore...
even the friends of your really very good to ou and you think she/he is a best friends of yours...
i think i would not give any advice anymore... i dont think i will become like before...

i just have some few friends now... i mean those beside me d la~~
i think few of them is enough even dont have girl inside...
i am afraid of girl you know?? haha
i dont know after that cases i think i am afraid of girls...
i dont think i really know what she thinking when i know what she thinking...
haiz... even now someone find me i will just 敷衍过就好...
even though not much people find me... wew~~~

hey~~~ i am fine ok??
dont think too much about me... think about yourself...
you dont need me anymore trust me...
every of my EXPECTED best friend of girl will be ignore me when they got their boyfriend...
haha that normal right?? who guy love their girl attract that close with a guy...
come on~~~ i am always the sacrifice... i am used to it... nevermind...
hurt me while you can not every girl can hurt me like you do...
so now she is leaving my world...
i am glad that she found her boy... and leave me....
wew~~~ happily ever after ok?? dont come find me when you are arguing...

so its gonna 2013 i have no dreams at all...
i have nothing to do also... nothing to aim but just mayday concert...
my life still meaningless... hope i can met someone else next year...
i also dont know who the someone else...
but i hope she/he will turn out and change my life just what she and you did...

友情认真起来比爱情来得厉害。。。
so if you wanna truely be my friend... do it...
but try not make too close of me...
cause i cant so close with him/her anymore...
dont tell me your secret i also wouldnt sampat for it...
just like 最熟悉的陌生人... haha...
i know i know you... but pretend not to be...

人类就是这样。。。思想那么复杂做什么？
简单一些些。。。生活就轻松一些些。。。不好吗？？
其实我为什么不谈恋爱？？哈哈。。。
如果我用心追哪怕我没人要?
我不想追因为我找不到可以让我找回恋爱的感觉。。。
我跟其他人不一样。。。
我思想很简单的。。。只不过我真的暂时不想谈恋爱。。。
如果是某人来追我那不用讲。。。一定 ON。。。
但是我还没练习好怎样追人。。。

如果那个人是你的你不用追，她都会停下来让你赶上。。。
但如果她对你没有心。。。你追到天边她也不会让你追上的。。。
我觉得开始对写故事有了兴趣（虽然以前有写过）。。。
但是我的故事没有结局，没有开头。。。
我的故事就是我的人生。。。
辉煌的写出我的故事，读者是自己。。。
什么样的故事就有什么样的结尾。。。
我以前写的爱情故事已经不知放到哪里去了。。。

那个故事也是只有两个人看过。。。
我想她们已经忘光光了。。。哈哈
但是她们在我的生命里，扮演了很重要的角色。。。
她们是我的人生转折点。。。
两个人现在的情况我不大清楚。。。
但也应该过得很好吧。。。
哈哈。。。写了一大堆废话，是时候停了。。。
明天还有些事情要做，就在此告别吧。。。