emo emo emo

hello I am back~~~ haiz...
as you can see my tittle is EMO~~!!!
recently very emo... haiz...
i dont know what to say...
I MISS HER!!!! haiz
never mind its good to let her go...
let her go on... when she tired i think she will come back to me...
hope so~~~ this person not my lover either my friend xP
haha... its a complicated relationship~~~

Its just like we will never get fall in love with each other..
but we are that close... maybe close for me...
cause my friend its not many and i am a very silence boy~~~
关心从不说出口的人。。。
that night really hurt... HURT!!! FUCK~~~!!!!
haiz... 我关心的人伤了我~~~ haha
if that one its my ordinary friend maybe wouldnt that hurt...
this hurt dao whole day didnt eat things sibeh hungry at there say not hungry!!!
wtf!!! i think she play an important role in my life~~~ haiz...

actually i know what they think of...
they all ask me about her... aiya dont sad la many girl outside lagi...
i will told them she really meant nothing to me...
just a friend ok!!! i will told them like that...
even thought i know they will not believe...
but who care we know our relationship we know that!!!

even my friend that chasing him want me dont so near her!!!
problem is i didnt near her she will near me~~~!!!
she say she dont care~~~
我被她的深深一句话感动了
不管我跟他有没有怎样，要谁载或和谁好那是我的自由。
谁也管不了~我没有必要为谁改变我自己。
要吗他就接受不然他走开~
所以没必要为了这些事而改变我们的关系~~~
i know she dont care but i care...
i just say
别担心！我不是突然变了，我们还是一样关系很好，只是适可而止。
我是方便你而变！我还是会在你需要我时出现。

i dont know i got say wrong or not~~~ haiz...
i know i always say wrong thing so made mess all my relationship~~~
we both happen too many things~~~ haiz...
可能我的主题就是放手让你自由~~~haha
习惯了一个人，再回到一个人没什么的~~~ haha
但是我相信你现在一定很恨我~~~
希望有一天你了解我的苦衷。。。
希望有一天你可以原谅我伤了你~~~
你伤我的不要紧。。。我又不是第一次收到伤害。。。
但你很少收到伤害，注意身体，吃多一点，不要乱乱来。
记得带晕车药，多吃甜！早一点睡！
我想说的到此为止吧， 我要说也说不完！
你要幸福!你幸福我就幸福！
谁不想你的女儿幸福的啊？？ 哈哈
bye bye 不要太想我哦，傻瓜！哈哈