emo emo emo

hello I am back~~~ haiz...
as you can see my tittle is EMO~~!!!
recently very emo... haiz...
i dont know what to say...
I MISS HER!!!! haiz
never mind its good to let her go...
let her go on... when she tired i think she will come back to me...
hope so~~~ this person not my lover either my friend xP
haha... its a complicated relationship~~~

Its just like we will never get fall in love with each other..
but we are that close... maybe close for me...
cause my friend its not many and i am a very silence boy~~~
关心从不说出口的人。。。
that night really hurt... HURT!!! FUCK~~~!!!!
haiz... 我关心的人伤了我~~~ haha
if that one its my ordinary friend maybe wouldnt that hurt...
this hurt dao whole day didnt eat things sibeh hungry at there say not hungry!!!
wtf!!! i think she play an important role in my life~~~ haiz...

actually i know what they think of...
they all ask me about her... aiya dont sad la many girl outside lagi...
i will told them she really meant nothing to me...
just a friend ok!!! i will told them like that...
even thought i know they will not believe...
but who care we know our relationship we know that!!!

even my friend that chasing him want me dont so near her!!!
problem is i didnt near her she will near me~~~!!!
she say she dont care~~~
我被她的深深一句话感动了
不管我跟他有没有怎样，要谁载或和谁好那是我的自由。
谁也管不了~我没有必要为谁改变我自己。
要吗他就接受不然他走开~
所以没必要为了这些事而改变我们的关系~~~
i know she dont care but i care...
i just say
别担心！我不是突然变了，我们还是一样关系很好，只是适可而止。
我是方便你而变！我还是会在你需要我时出现。

i dont know i got say wrong or not~~~ haiz...
i know i always say wrong thing so made mess all my relationship~~~
we both happen too many things~~~ haiz...
可能我的主题就是放手让你自由~~~haha
习惯了一个人，再回到一个人没什么的~~~ haha
但是我相信你现在一定很恨我~~~
希望有一天你了解我的苦衷。。。
希望有一天你可以原谅我伤了你~~~
你伤我的不要紧。。。我又不是第一次收到伤害。。。
但你很少收到伤害，注意身体，吃多一点，不要乱乱来。
记得带晕车药，多吃甜！早一点睡！
我想说的到此为止吧， 我要说也说不完！
你要幸福!你幸福我就幸福！
谁不想你的女儿幸福的啊？？ 哈哈
bye bye 不要太想我哦，傻瓜！哈哈

RAIN RAIN!!! haha

these week so many rainy day....
plus this week i totally see 2 times of High School Musical 3 in Disney Channel...
yes i am still watching Disney Channel how?? i also watch Cartoon Network ler!!! ciu~~
ok that not the point... this week feeling like going to feel the rain...
and find some one accompany me sing haiz...
i still cant feel the same feeling as Troy and Gabriella....
dancing in the rain and sing together~~~ wow~~~ just movie will happen~~~
watched 2 times 2 times also got a lot of touched when see the last part...
they all ended their High School... just like us ended our High School...

although my high school wasnt that bad...
but if have the life like HSM... weew~~ gonna be fun though~~~
but all it too late~~~ we gonna graduate nothing gonna stop us, the time wouldnt slow down~~~
Troy say that to Gabriella when Gabriella wish everything can slow down...
but hell no!!! haha~~~ wew~~~
one of my 遗憾~~~ didnt sing with people before~~~ haiz...
seems like i miss you again wew~~~ never getting back to that time liao lor~~~
if have chances... i wish to back to the old days we used to sing everyday...
that was fucking awesome... nothing gonna stop us from singing like crazy....
sometimes i dream the same scene again and again... but wouldnt sien~~~
everything was nice with you~~~ best partner ever...现在只能回味了~~~

ok that is not the point... trust me one day i want to sing right here right now...
in front of my next future girlfriend  or wife~~~ wee~~ too fast~~~
this song is so suitable to show how you love someone~~~
how i love you~~~ but now that you and me~~~ hahahahaha
one day i will~~~ if could... i wanna dance and sing also in the rain like actual movie~~~ FUN!

take my hand, i will take the lead.
every turn will be safe with me, dont be afraid, afraid of fall.
you know i catch you, through it all~~~ weew~~~
i love this part and also the front part...
take my hand, take a breath.
hold me close and take one step, keep your eyes lock on mine.
and let the music be your guide!!!! ahh!!!
cause my heart is wherever you are~~~ haha

okla i think i sot gou liao~~~ sot mai xia qu...
i scare i write all the lyric from HSM 1 to 3 wew~~~ goodbye....
when it rain i will truely miss some one in my heart~~~ wouldnt told you!! >.<!!!
rain rain nice to sleep bb