insomnia

Hey i have fucking insomnia these day...
Wednesday midnight... wtf!!! 12am go up bed...
4am still didnt sleep!!! wakao~~~!!! wtf!! i dont know i got sleep or not...
then 6am wake up go class wathafucker!!! hahahaaha
but in class i didnt feel sleepy wor~~~ diu~~~
am i become a sickness??
yesterday 12am go bed 2 am still didnt sleep... but lastly got sleep la...
force myself to sleep~~~ weeew~~~
and when i wake up~~ guess what?? my eye is wet~~~ ops~~~
crying?! i dont know?! i think i really got problem liao~~~
maybe too tired gua~~~ haha
see tonight got insomnia or not ah~~~ hahahaahaha...

hmmm some one want me next time go amp square sing this 2 songs to her...
now recently hot d... and i found out many girl like it~~~ haha
maybe i didnt watch drama so outdated liao haha...
爱你 - Kimberly 陈芳语 and 我的歌声里 - 曲婉婷
hmmm... this 2 song also not bad la~~~
suit my voice gua?! haha dont know why she told me to sing to her next time~~~
haha... weeeww~~~ give me time nia~~~ long time no sing jor~~~
i mean this girl soft song~~~ haha... weeew~~~ i think i ok d~~~~

i think i need find something to do to let me not so boring...
maybe i really want record ler~~~ haha long time no record ler...
but my recording didnt let people hear d la~~~ xP
last time ben lai want do CD d~~ but fail xP
then lazy jor~~~~ check it out maybe 1 day really got my cover here xP

wooot~~~ gotta go~~~ nothing to update more go hear songs~~ bb

wow i found one post at facebook very accurate oh... share xia see i am that person or not!! (100%)

一、追求自我實現
二、直白而誠實
三、天真單純
四、外表快樂、內心孤寂
五、喜歡華麗高貴
六、堅強執著
七、追求美好的單純真愛
八、至愛比唯一更重要
九、希望發生奇蹟
十、是只很可愛、讓人開心的、小魚兒

不能計較TA的自私
性格開朗、愛玩愛笑
絶不能挑戰他的自尊心
最好不要和雙魚座吵架
雙魚在生氣的時候說的話
你不能計較當真
你的外在不能輸給大眾
即使你不夠美到艷壓群芳
你起碼要是有個性有特色

想和你談一場永不分手的戀愛
就算吵架、就算生氣
就算分開、也會再在一起
想和你談一場永不分手的戀愛
就算很忙、很累
只要見到彼此就會溫馨一笑、一直走下去
想和你談場永不分手的戀愛
蹣跚漫步、夕陽西下、白頭到老、相濡以沫
然後撫着你的臉龐輕聲說句：對你的感覺一直都在

雙魚是個不會說話的星座、笨笨的、傻傻的、呆呆的
如果、對它好的人、它會對那個對它好的人好上十倍
對它不好的人、它不會報復、不會記恨
雙魚就是這麼的善良、請不要傷害它

親愛的雙魚、好好愛自己、沒人總是心疼你
如果不開心了、就找個角落大哭一下、你不需要別人同情可憐
親愛的自己、學會控制自己的情緒、誰都不欠你
所以不要隨便跟人發脾氣耍性子
親愛的自己、全世界只有一個你、就算沒有人懂得欣賞
你也要好好愛自己、你要始終相信 Tomorrow is another day .

最會胡思亂想
直覺最準
最常作鬼臉
最善良
最溫柔
最沒有金錢觀念
最有女人味
最念舊
最有犧牲精神
最善解人意
最天真
最愛哭
記憶力最好
最有書卷味
最易被騙
最浪漫
最好辯
最悲觀
最不勢利眼
最有服務精神
最多夜貓族
雙魚、你是這樣麼

雙魚喜歡和自己喜歡的人鬥嘴
雙魚不擅表達不愛發短信、不愛打電話
對特別的人會例外雙魚需要慢慢相處
因為雙魚是個被動的星座
認識時間越久對你越好、喜歡細水長流的感情
除了感性、雙魚也可以理性的可怕
雙魚座的人很沒安全感、真的超級沒有安全感
所以要好好對待TA們

雙魚座的人常常一投入愛情就完全忘了還有一群朋友存在
只有在感情不順利時才會又想起來找朋友們訴訴苦
所以基本上他們很難在兩者之間取得平衡
也很少能好好兼顧友情與愛情的關係
對於雙魚座來說愛情與友情就好像拔河比賽
顧好愛情就會忽略友情
顧好友情又會變得缺乏愛情
這就是他們心中的矛盾點

雙魚最容易愛上不愛自己的人
也許有人說、雙魚的愛好霸道
可是、雙魚愛上一個人以後
就想要把自己最好的東西全部都給對方
也許讓雙魚愛上的人看來、這並不是最好的
可是我們只是傻傻的想把自己最好的變成你的
希望你珍惜、這不是霸道、是無條件付出
因為、雙魚真的愛了

1、遇到討厭的人、寧可受罪也不向對方求助
2、率真坦白、討厭被欺騙
3、冷漠、隱藏屬性、對惹火我和糾纏不休的人表現得異常明顯
4、不圓滑不世故不記仇、遇事常猶豫、難以選擇
5、對繁瑣的事情沒耐心、容易放棄
6、心地善良、樂於助人、即使不喜歡的也儘力完成

雙魚座的女性性情溫柔、易於相處
你的身上有一種令人難以抵禦的奇異的魅力
這是一個浪漫而富於幻想的人
對生活充滿熱望，但缺乏應變的能力
因此、你十分需要有人保護
你喜歡別人把一切都替你安排就序
這一星座的女性多半像天真可愛的孩子
希望自己是丈夫的掌上明珠

雙魚天生就帶著雙面的性格
快樂與悲傷、積極與消極、向左與向右
在他的腦子裡、永遠有抉擇不完的選擇題
所以容易給人一種蜻蜓點水、停不下來的不穩定感
然而，等到雙魚終於選擇好答案、下定離手時
所展現出來的決心卻是異常堅定的

雙魚都是傻妞妞、別人不開心了
雙魚想盡一切辦法逗別人開心
雙魚自己都沒有多少的東西
也恨不得一股腦的都分給別人
可是雙魚也是有心有感覺的
雙魚也會疲憊也會抱怨
可是別人只會埋怨雙魚變了
開始瞎想開始胡鬧
大家都說雙魚是個怪異的星座
其實你們只要拿出雙魚對你們一半的好、雙魚便知足

我微笑時、如果你懂
只要握緊我的手、對我微笑就夠了
我哭泣時、如果你懂
只要借我一個肩膀、靜靜陪我就夠了
我委屈時、如果你懂
只要給我你的懷抱、讓我只在你面前脆弱就夠了
我任性時、如果你懂、
就會包容、因為是你、所以我才對你任性
全世界都可以不懂、如果你也不懂、我還有什麼話可說

雙魚座最愛我行我素
但他的我行我素並不是不合群
只是偏執地堅持自己的想法
但雙魚座又不喜歡得失自己在乎的人
所以這時候更容易妥協
就算他再不高興
也不會在別人面前表現出來
寧願保持適當的沉默
如果我們肯多聽聽雙魚座的心聲
或者他不會做這個孤獨的俠士

雙魚女從不真正的單純
覺得她太淺太透明的男人們
那是因為你太沒洞察力也太沒耐心、太膚淺
你沒有足夠的智慧和眼力去讀懂真實的她
所以你也無法掌握她的心
雙魚座的ta會不斷的攝取知識並且不停的思考、很在意細節
當他們正經起來的時候、會說出令你吃驚的的話
不過、若她假裝正經的時除外

雙魚座的雙重性格非常極端、可以最火熱、也可以最冰冷
但平常會呈現出很中間很和藹的性格、可以迷惑你
雖然她們基本上不太會留意到自己的影響力
很多解析都說雙魚多麼浪漫多麼不切實際
我要說的是、浪漫是真、不切實際卻不一定

雙魚脾氣有點大
你可以用軟的方法
TA基本都會中招
不好意思再發火
而且TA發完火很快就會好的
所以你的TA如果是雙魚、不用太介意TA發火
另外雙魚其實只對很熟悉的人才發火
一般人TA不發、不屑發
魚魚們、給你的朋友們看吧

雙魚座對於自己不喜歡的人基本上是三懶政策：
懶得搭理、懶得說話、懶得聯繫
是絶對真誠的小孩子、簡單的不喜歡
但還是會敷衍別人說自己想誰也不耽擱誰
想顧全對方的面子、不知道如何拒絶對方、但也絶對不會接受
特別希望對方能看出自己做法的端詳後就別理自己就好了

雙魚座很自卑 很多時不敢去要求別人
只好逼着自己走 然而當事情達不到自己想像的完美時
自虐症便開始發作 向自身發洩情緒
TA情商其實不高 復原能力慢 固執 很喜歡鑽問題空子
所以總是把自己逼在死胡同 人無完人 變數很多
地球不是為了自己而轉
別總是把事情看得那麼重 能不能愛自己多一點

【很少有人能壓得住雙魚座】
因為雙魚座的人內心非常叛逆
能壓住他的、都是願意被其馴服的那個
這個人有的某個品質一定是雙魚座的人缺少的
而且是渴望得到的
所以才會膜拜他、才會甘心被他馴服
但是雙魚座的人真的好少會打從心底膜拜一個人
因為他們覺得自己才是最棒的、有沒有

很偶爾的、你還會找雙魚
聯繫雙魚、你的突然出現
還是會挑撥雙魚的心弦
只是，雙魚也學會對你偽裝了、不冷不熱、不咸不淡
笑得沒心沒肺、也不會再流那廉價的眼淚了
然後聽你輕輕地說：“你變了。” 是的、過去的都已經過去了

當雙魚遇到真愛、就是另一副模樣
你發現他失去了以往的瀟灑、開始小心翼翼
面對你、甚至沉默、不敢說過激的笑話
雖然這是個視幽默為生命的星座
他變得貼心、變得患得患失
因為他不願意失去唯一的真愛。是的、在雙魚心中
真愛就是唯一、不是某一類、而是某一人

雙魚座的情感太過豐富連自己也無法控制
又是那種有什麼說什麼
快樂與生氣都會寫在臉上的直腸子個性
他們根本不知道怎樣去掩飾自己的情緒、尤其是失望的時候
所以在每次的戀愛中、不管他們大多想要保護自己
但就是會不知不覺中投入了太多的情感終至無法自拔

我這個人、幼稚、偏激、無理取鬧
沒有理智、但學會獨立樂觀自強
我這個人、沒有自知之明、不知輕重
沒頭沒腦,但時常冷靜的彷彿看透很多
我這個人、要強、自私、臭脾氣
還有怪潔癖、因為我有思想和處事方式
我這個人、偏執、死心眼
腦子轉不過彎、我覺得不該結束就要堅強
—— 只因我是雙魚座

雙魚常常會在不經意間想起曾經的某個人
不是忘不了、而是放不下
那些不願再向任何人提起的牽掛
在黑暗的角落裡潛滋暗長
總是在不懂愛的時候遇見了不該放棄的人
在懂得愛以後卻又偏偏種下無意的傷害
遇見某個人才真正讀懂了愛的含義
錯過某個人、才真正體會到了心痛的感覺

accurate or not?? haha walao sibeh accurate la!!! haha
just a boring post bb

things happen recently..

ok here it is... last saturday and sunday...
my friend parents go outstation for some few days..
so he said that his house got ghost d wah!!!
so cant sleep alone invite us go sleep with him...
so we go sleep with him lor.. that 2 days just beer and game only...
just like free pub and cyber haha...
and i miss the 地鼠!!! ok it is not a 地鼠...
but i name it is a 地鼠... i love him!! if it is a him!!! haha

here its the 地鼠 ignore me plz... haha

just ignore me and see the 地鼠！！！hahahaha....
i just can take one photo of it... cause my phone no battery liao after taking this..
haha... so ignore me!!! haha... he is very cute...
2 night i hug him for 2 nights to sleep weee~~~~ muackss~~~ <3 p="p">
ok then back to Monday that means yesterday....
its only my free time to check facebook....
and i suddenly see you back to KK already...
wtf?! she didnt told me~~~ haiz sad...
then never mind i just started to give up the cake...
but something in my heart remind me... promise made haha...

because of no time do myself i go order a cake lor...
nicely i know the 老板娘... she quickly do one for me...
i chose the model la sure... but the decorate i decorate it myself...
buy one 1 and one 2 d candles... then i think is enough... haha
then when the cake is done take back decorate...
for half an hour.... then my daughter say want come along...
oh ya i do the decorate at her house... then she say you alone go so kelian...
i also want go... she just want go sampat d lar...
i say cincai la you want follow then come la....
but told you first i dont sure where exact i s her house and i dont know she at home or not...
if need wait for few hours ok?? she say ok ah then ok lor haha...

so we begin our journey... use back my 5 years d memory...
run xua run xua suddenly found dao liao o...
cause i just remember her house got a 神台 d....
then i found the house i not sure is it her house suddenly i saw her brother....
owh!!! that her house i said to her haha... then find a not blocking path parking...
then straight call her liao... nicely she is at home... ask her out a while haha...
then straight light the candle...  go out of the car... the sei pok gai lv also want sampat...
so she also get down of the car... then after she taking the photo of the cake....
then talk cock xia... nothing much to say... then bye bye lor... haha...
although plan its not like that... but who care?!

then back to the car go back home lor...
she ask me she got what 反应?? i hear her keep scream at first then i cant hear ler...
is she excited... i say she just shout her brother dont come out... lolz!!!!!
i say why you come up car again oh the signal will light up d lar...
let her realize that was my car and know someone inside z...
you want sampat then dont do such bodoh things mah!!! hahahahahahaha
she dulan jor... haha... never mind her is she want follow here d...

before back we go to the field.... i ask her accompany go one place...
we go to the field walk walk... i just go think back our past~~~ for the last time~~~
i think i wouldnt come back here ler~~~ i step in the place we step before~~~~
imagine that time what had happen then sad case review~~~
then fire didnt light up >< but my friend last time use same thing light up~~~~ shit!
then when i blow enough wind then back to the car back home lor~~~

对不起昨晚我不礼貌。。。 对不起我敷衍。。。
都是我不想的。。。我一路来对你怎样。。。你知的。。。
不要觉得我突然变了。。。我一点都没有变。。。
我有一些东西想表达的希望你捉得到。。。
反正我们给约出来也不能像高一那一年的感觉了。。。
分手后的友情的确没有的挽回了。。。
我真的有尝试挽回我们的友情。。。我也给skip了。。。
我对你真的不重要，过客。。。不用挂心与我。。。
那么我们下一次的见面，就顺其自然吧。。。 
再见。。。

yeah Amp Square!!!! haha

guess what today i got test audit d wor!!! but guess what?!
we skipped it... aiks~~~
and we go Amp Square hehehehe...
Student Price just RM 6!!!! wew~~~~ sure go d mah xP
and i also got invite Niko come along lor...
cause he got inform me that he didnt work for 1 week...
so i scare him boring so invite him come sing k xP

ok fine actually want find kaki d bah...
Niko and me have a nice teamwork and also nice 默契...
he is my best singing gay partner in sing k~~~
we can rock many songs... we can sing many songs together nicely..
we can do many things together done well today brother!! haha
i already said to you that 《你》 cant sing acoustic version d lar!!
see just now sang full version so got feel!~~~~ haha
i love to sing with you man totally got a different style with others~~~ wee~~~

we on many songs today...
and my throat seems treating well to me today...
i can sing many songs just soi~!! haha... but till last also soi la xP
guess what?? the Amp Square system changed already...
it changed to last time like waterfront K box like that...
we 1pm in student package can sing at least 3 hours but if no people come..
means got empty room to others people we can sing till 8pm!! hahahaha
but too bad we dont have enough people to sing till 8pm haha

today is a nice day... haha... sing k then nice ler haha
dont know when can sing with my best partner again... hehe...
i guess it will be a long time... so take your chance!!!
take our chance... i know you gonna miss me so bad when you go to KL!!!
hahahahahaha... so better invite me more!!!
January 2013... before that... we still can on K do some duet show~~~ cheers bro~~ haha
but after January 2013 our dreams end haha... goodluck to you~~~ xP

talking about sing K, its seems a little bit long time didnt go sing k with girls...
lolz... all just boy since the last time... better find some girl kaki....
our class got 2 bah but still they are too busy haha...
so find other classes?? haha dont know can find dao those pro kia or not...
then hope can be nice teamwork with me...
like with my best singing female partner... wew~~
also long time didnt sing with her... i think she also quite busy xP
hmmm... maybe just i think she my partner but she dont think me as a partner...
cincai la~~~ just long time didnt sing with her la xP

some female gonna sing with me~~~
desperate for female partner now~~~
miss out many duet songs~~~ haha...
or just sing single songs that enough.... hahaha

so... whoever~~~~ want to invite me??!!
welcome for your invite... i am lack of sing k kaki now~~~
recruiting is going on~~~ hehe...
got to go~~~ bye~~

show cancel!!! and much more things haiz

later afternoon got test so now finally have some free time to update xia xP
my show cancel so cant invite any of my friend to watch my show!!! haha
i cant let you hear my payphone... never mind no one care about it....
we practice dao so liang also cant perform to you guys...
feel like 前功尽废... but never mind still have other chances d lor... haha
i hope so... i really put much more effort in this song cause it really not an easy songs...
so at last we c ant perform it... feel so moody when i hear organizer say we cancel it.. haiz...

so... now i am in the middle of the test... no one care about the test..
i just go there wait fail only i yesterday just know that tomorrow what time need go to school haha...
i hate when sitting down with all my big family and have a nice dinner...
they really care about my relationship problem and also i am fat this problem...
they keep told me to go diet then go some gym many girls want you xP
this i know... but you know i lazy do anything except its mean important for me...
ok this is quite important for me about how my relationship going...
but... who knows... it maybe come tomorrow or after years...
or after something had over then i can have one....
so i just want to say to you all i will have a girlfriend dont scare...
but not now... not yet find dao the right one...

they are really sampat d wor...
your working place there that girl not bad ah i see you very close with her...
another!!!! SHE IS JUST MY FRIEND!!!
IF YOU WANT CLOSER, SHE CALL ME AS MUM!!! LOLZ!!!
hahahahahahahaha.... we really laugh badly when we go through here xP
we are really nothing... maybe we really look like very close... but totally nothing...
who is coming a crash with me i still will... maybe accept? hahahahahaha

recently a lot of my friend some break up some become couple...
break up d like want to die already everyday singing 死了都要爱...
really that hurt mah?? hahahahaha... maybe i didnt go trough 轰轰烈烈的爱情...
so i dont know... 或许对她是没有那么轰动，但是对我还蛮轰动的！！！hahaha
bodoh punya orang... maybe desperate to more... 缺爱者在此！！！
his status 我真的那么痴情吗？？到现在还放不下？？ just break up one month...
then i look at his status i laugh!!!!! hahahahahaha..... get what i mean?? hahaahahahaha

then i long time didnt go sing K already walao!! haha
maybe no kaki for me to find anymore so let it be...
when i found singing kaki they sure will find me out xP
i lazy find people... cause you know me d la... now 喜欢被动，不喜欢主动！haha
but my sing K power drop a lot... really a lot... haha... mao bian old jor... haha
so what?? i still can rock some songs!!! ya babeh!!! come to me!!! wooow!!

maybe i got some plan for this week!!! maybe....
find some kaki lang... then go do something stupid!!! haha
hmmm ok i have many things to talk with but i know i must stop...
cause if i dont stop will be many words around here... hahahahaha
sorry for no picture and just words... thats me... xP
ok i am gonna go for school bb!!!