我的心很痛

my comp juz come bak....
my line also juz some bak...
so wat cn i say?? i miss a lot of things recently..
bekoz no comp!!! haha...

nt the topic of the day...
刚才我领悟到我妈妈的痛处了。。。
我的心也跟着痛了起来。。。
我的弟弟成绩差不成人样。。。
我妈妈很生气。。。
撕破了我弟弟的卷子。。。
第一次看他那么生气。。。
我是不是应该反省一下了？？

我觉得我自己很没用。。。我真的很没用。。。
我什么都做不好。。。
感情也不好。。。
功课也不好。。。
身体也不好。。。
我还有什么好？？

我什么都没有了。。。我什么都不是。。。我是败家子。。。
我真的很败家。。。我还能做什么？？
我对不起所有我爱的人。。。
我对不起你们。。。我对不起全部人。。。
我真的很没有用。。。我留在这个世界还有意思？？
我还能撑多久？？好想哭！！！

我的

She added me!!! lol

i gt a bit sot sot 2day...
when i open my mobile fb 2day...
i shock tat she added me!!!! lol...

wat should i do?? haha....
i dunno wheter wat she wan haha!!!
bt i cn promise to my fren tat i wouldnt do something sry to him!!!
tat his GF!!!! wat am i thinking?? haha...

i juz wish i cn sing some more songs wif her...
i mean HSM songs la... i long time didnt sing leh..
ystrdy keep play HSM all songs!!!! haha
try to find those feelings bak..
although i knw hw to sing it well bt i dun hav the feeling anymore..
i cnt add in anymore things in those song...
nvm la..

lets say about today... i will post once time at Tuesday..
koz my BAND ON at tuesday!!!
2day we disguss our new songs to learn koz 911 is cuming...
we nid do some audition for some songs!!!
Juz very sad tat "FIND ME" from Boyz Avenue cnt sing...
my teacher say cnt haiz... sad sad sad..

so 2day still praticing "New Divide"
n gt many songs we pratice...
21 guns n some chi songs...
dunno y i cnt use pin yin at IE suan le bah...
"Yi Lu Xiang Bei", "Ji Mo Hao Le", "Xiao Qing Ge", "Zhi Shao Hai You Ni",
oh ya!!!! 2dday main song to train is "Your Call" from Seconhand Serenade
i love tis song!! okla i love many songs... hehe..

my teacher mayb will put me in 2 perfomance at 911...
1 is our Band songs... anthr 1 is sing DUET...
DUet at tis song "Your Call" i will try my best xP
okla.. i think i gtg... bb la...

PS: i reli hav some feeling about ler...

Bazaar, Special, n Ronald Ng Bday!!!! xP

1st i nid to congratulation to FACE OFF!!!!
they win the match n get 1st place... hehe
i reli 1 of thier fans!! mayb la~~~ haha...
reli reli reli congratz.... hehe.... muackz!!!

start from yesterday bah!!!!
from the morning i wake up at 7.30am then i go rdy up those thing....
those thing is for going Natalie's house stay overnite!!!
then i go to skull about 8.13am...
then we waill wait for Kwang!!! after waiting Kwang!!!
we direct go Natalie house!!!

after reach thr we start to do ur Pudding!!!
its Mango Pudding!!!!
the formula is ezy... bt i frgt nw!!! xP
then we do it from 9am to 11am like tat!!!!
quite long time we do then juz done 130++ Pudding!!!

then we go rest for a while!!! hmmm...
then lunch time!!! eat at her house!! chicken... rice... tats all..
then we start do our Gui Ling Gao!!!!
tis is more hard to do... hehe...
so we nid 4 hour to do up 270++ of tat!!!
waliaoweh... then is BIG REST TIME!!!

we go 1B eat Wagamama!!! then go watch movie!!!
frgt the name!!! xP
after the movie we go bak to her house n hav some rest!!!
ben lai gt watch Germany d!!!
bt too tired juz watch half match oni!!!
Germany win the 3rd place xP

2day!!! i very very very very happy!!! n also sad...later juz say tis!!!
then we wake up at 6am like tat!!!
reach skull at 7am gua... then i go club ler...
club is boring boring boring n boring..
bazaar sell the food also ma ma dei nt gud d... haiz...
bt something special happen 2day i didnt knw tis thing will happen!!!
even "YOU" also dun knw about tis!!! xP
(use chi la!!!)

今天我遇到了一个女孩。。。。
她让我想起以前的时光！！！这个女孩是在我童军课室里看到的。。。
这个女孩在某一个角落和一个男人在那边拍拖。。。
本来我没什么理他们的！！！但是在最后最后的时候。。。
我刚把要搬的东西搬回scout room以后！！！
我回到了那间课室！！！我听到那个女孩在唱歌。。。
她唱的不是什么歌而是 "Can I Have This Dance"。。。
她唱着的是最后一句了。。。而且还很好听下。。。我接到一小段后面那一句。。。
她突然翻回头看着我说。。。你的脸很面熟！！！我在哪里见过你？？

哦！！！你是上次在k box听到你跟一个女的唱《为你而活》唱到很像，很好听的那个人！！！
（我根本不认识她，我只知道她是那个男的女朋友。那个男的我认识的。。。）
过后她问我：“你会唱完这首歌吗?”
我答道:"会啊"
她问我:"那我可以和你合唱一次吗?"
我答道:"可以啊"
她问我：“你会全部歌词啊？”
我答道：“我一到三的都会完。”
她回道：“我还没有背完歌词。”
我答道：“唱罢了拉~”

她就开始播放歌曲...我们开始唱起来...
我不敢面对面着她唱！！！
她男朋友在我隔壁！！！><
赶快唱完。。。她称赞我说：“你好利害唱歌，我重来没有看过有人可以唱HSM的歌和声到这么好听！”
我就说：“哪有拉”
她问道：“我也听说你跟那个女的唱HSM的歌很好听，你没有和那女的合唱了吗？”
我答道：“我不知道”

就这样我走开了。。。哈哈。。。
我找到了一个！！！喜欢唱而且会唱HSM的人。。。
虽然我面无表情对着她唱。。。但她还是唱的很用心。。。
看得出她在练这首歌。。。哈哈。。。
但是我根本没有希望可以同台演出。。。哈哈。。。
人家有了的咯！！！要打主意也不容易。。。哈哈。。。看怎么办啦。。。 =)

hey!!! gtg ler.... wan close ler...
lastly... i wanna wish happy bday to Ronald Ng!!!! hehe
okla!!! bb luh!!! TATA~~~

happy bday to natalie n belated to kelvin

2day is Natalie bday!!!!
wat cn i say?? the cake is gud!!! xP
bt also is expensive!!!! wa!!!!
dun wanna told u the price bt i cn say 1 ppl rm 10..
hw many ppl!!! guess la!!! xP

then ystrdy is Kelvin Bday!!!
also gt a cake t is reli cheaper than natalie 1~~~
owh!!! sad my bro!!!
sry la its nt my planning i am juz the 1 hu join!!! xP
happy belated bday to you!!!!

hehe... 2day gt ppl ask me a very gud question!!!!
一个美女问我。。。你又喜欢的人吗？？
他突然见问。。。让我觉得有点奇怪。。。
我就想了很久以下。。。三分钟吧。。。
我答她没有！！！！
但是她坚持我有！！！我该怎么办？？哈哈。。。
然后我就回答她。。。有是有。。。但已经很久以前的事了。。。
真的吗？？她问道。。。（她没事干嘛问这么多？？）
然后我就再答她。。。或许我没有喜欢的人。。。但我有我爱的人。。。哈哈。。。
很像很深奥哦？？她果然听不懂。。。笨蛋！！！！
我也原谅她！！！

lastly she ask!!!! 我观察你跟 Tiong 很久了！！！
你喜欢她啊？？
OMG!!!! hw cn i??? haha!!!! so i answer NO~~~
although tiong juz sit beside me!!! xP
ok la tats the story for 2day!!!!
感情。。。还是算了吧。。。我还是唱着 David 的《暗恋》。。。
继续暗恋某人就可以了。。。再见！！！

PTS n Folk Songs Final!!!!!

2day i gt my transit card!!!!
59.98!!! the highest marks among the FAILS!!!!
ops!!! my 1st time!!! my ist time fail in transit!!!
i wan GRADUATE!!!! lol!!! c 1st la xP
donno hws other ppl transit result!!! haha

then later i gonna go folk song final!!!
hope my class cn win!!! okla...
i gtg bath then go skull rdy for the final leh!!!
bb~~~