这是我第一个华语部落个。。。也是很悲的一个。。。
其实。。。我只是想给你一个惊喜。。。
我没有告诉你是因为我真的想给你惊喜。。。没有其他。。。
loli 是什么都不知的。。。你不要怪他。。。
一切都是我拿来衰。。。一切都是我的错。。。
你不理我。。。我也没话说。。。因为是我的错。。。
但是。。。我没告诉你。。。你酱生气做么？？
你连叫都没有叫我去。。。全部人都问我要不要去？？。。。我都答不知道。。。
不是因为我知道我有去 labuan。。。 我也是每个人问了我以后。。。我才知我有去的。。。
我也是买了票我才知道有去的。。。我在等的是你的一句话？？？
“你要不要去看？？” 我等的就是这六个字。。。就这六个。。。不多啊。。。
你是不想我去。。。你可以说出来。。。我不是不去咯。。。
但是。。。你什么都不说。。。只会让我想太多。。。
对。。。我说过你不想让我知道的我不会理。。。你想隐瞒的我不会逼你说。。。
但。。。我什么都不知道。。。什么都不去理的话。。。我还能做什么？？
难道我真的只是个什么都不知。。。什么都不懂我女朋友的一个失败者吗？？
算了吧。。。你每次都说我没有错。。。我知道我做错了。。。
你也不用用谎话来给我安慰说我没有错啊。。。
我们之间变了。。。真的变了。。。我们怎么了？？
你选者了沉默。。。我也没有意见。。。我都顺着你。。。
我没要求过你改。。。我没有要你迁就我什么。。。是因为我不想你没有自由。。。
一切我都顺着你走。。。你做什么我都没有不要你这么做。。。
你叫我做的。。。我可以做的有哪一样我没有做到？？
难道这也做错了吗？？我已经很努力了。。。
平时在学校我是没有缠着你。。。你让我看你几眼就够了。。。
你知道人家说我什么吗？？不要去做人家的狗啦。。。走到那跟到那。。。
我给认为是狗。。。你知道那感觉吗？？我不在意。。。因为我爱你。。。
我尝试更热情。。。电话里的昵称。。。说话的方式。。。我都试着去改了。。。
但是。。。你还是那么的沉默。。。那么的无言。。。那么的敷衍。。。我真的那么烦吗？？
你闲我烦可以告诉我啊。。。我不是不打扰你咯。。。
我知道你要练琴。。。要读书。。。我知道的。。。
上一次我是说如果我说我和你sms的次数会减少。。。不是因为没有了super sms。。。
是我知道你很忙。。。不想打扰你。。。不想这样的烦着你。。。
我做的一切。。。都。。。对不起。。。真的很对不起。。。
你不必说对不起。。。我说过了。。。你错什么我都会原谅你的。。。不论是什么错。。。
别人说给你时间去冷静一下。。。那一个星期还不够吗？？
那一个星期。。。sms一封都没有。。。去找也不找你。。。不够吗？？
你知道那一个星期我很伤心吗？？你去问坐在我周围的人啦。。。我的状况是怎样。。。
我看如果不是江凯伦逼我和你讲清楚因为他怕会影响我的考试。。。我看到今天我都不会去的。。。
这个五月真的好难渡过。。。我们五月有说上五十句话吗？？没有吧。。。有吧。。。我都不清楚了。。。
难道真的历史从演吗？？以前那个也是酱。。。但我不要这个也是酱。。。
我是真的爱你。。。我知道你听到不想听了。。。但是。。。我真的。。。真的。。。不想失去你。。。
我不要。。。我真的不要。。。我不想这样啊。。。啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊。。。。。。。。。。。
你是第一个让我这么担心的一个人。。。第一个我愿意付出这么多的人。。。
第一个这么想念的一个人。。。第一个我不想失去的人。。。第一个这么关心的一个人。。。
第一个我爱的人。。。。第一个让我想这么多的一个人。。。第一个我伤的人。。。
我每一次想见你时。。。我想说很多话的。。。但是不知怎么的。。。一看到你。。。就不知要说什么了。。。
人家问我。。。为什么你只存你的信息。。。你知道为什么吗？？
平时都没有说话的你。。。真的说不多话。。。
我看回那些信息。。。我真的觉得好开心。。。
信息里的内容。。。你不会在现实里说出来的。。。
看着这些信息让我感觉到好开心。。。好安慰。。。这就是我不删除你给我的信息。。。
我不想一切都这样结束了。。。可以吗？？。。。啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！
我承认我骗了你一次。。。其实我是想去。。。跟你在一起的。。。但是你都说了不知道咯。。。
就随便篇一个谎言说。。。有k box不去，去做哪些东西么？？
我坦白的说我是在说谎。。。我甘愿歌也不用唱。。。我真的甘愿的。。。
你比唱歌还重要。。。你已胜过我对于唱歌的爱了。。。你是我的一切了。。。
我们还能继续吗？？？我有第二次的机会吗？？你原不原谅我？？
最后还是想要说。。。我永远都爱你。。。分手了也一样（希望不要啦:)）。。。我爱你。。。
5/31/09
5/30/09
When i Boring.... Ii do tis... 0.0
1. Name : Full name as in Passport and I/C - leonard lin tze siew
2. Sister : 0
3. Brother : 1
4. Shoe Size : 12
5. Height : 183 to 185
6. Where do I live? : Kolombong
7. Favourite drinks : plain water
8. Favourite breakfast : mum prepare d
9. Have you ever been on a plane : CONFIRM!!!
10. Swam in the ocean : ya
11. Fallen asleep at school : CONFIRM!!!!
12. Broken someone's heart : gt... always...=(
13. Fell off your chair : CONFIRM!!!
14. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : always gt call bt nt d ppl i wan jeh...
15. Save e-mails : nvr c b4 la
16. What is your room look like? : room...
17. What's right beside you? : mouse n keyboard
18. What is the last thing you ate : last nite dinner
19.Ever had chicken pox : not yet o...
20. Sore throat : hard gt tis...
21. Stitches :??!!
22. Broken nose : CONFIRM!!!! dun hav....
23. Do you believe in love at first sight? : COONFRIM!!!!! NO!!!!!
24. Like picnics? : like gua
25. Who was the last person you danced with? : erm... my fren lor...
26. Last made you smile : May 10
27. You last yelled at : K BOX!!!!
28. Talk to someone you like : ya..
29. Kissed anyone : shhh!!! dono ><
30. Get sick : last 2 years gua
31. Talk to an ex :didnt hav 1 b4
32. Miss someone : TOTALLY YES!!!
33. Eat : wat the matter wif tis question??!
34. Best feeling in the world : when I sing gud??!!
35. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? : MY BEAR BEAR!!!
36. What's under your bed? : Hmm... u cum c nt knw lor...
37. Who do you really hate : I didnt hate ppl b4... except teacher.. haha
38. What time is it now? : 9.50am
39. Is there a person who is on your mind now : ALWAYS GT...
40. Do you have any siblings? : 1 bro la NUB!!!
41. Do you want children? : see first la~~stil a long way to go
42. Do you smile often : ya??? NO???
43. Do you like your hand-writting : TOTALLY HATE LAH... MORE HATE MY HAND..
44. Are your toe nails painted? : NO...
45. Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : president d KING SIDE Bed??
46. What colour shirt are you wearing now? : WHITE....
47. What were you doing at 7p.m. yesterday? : SINGING my last song at k box...
48. I can't wait till : LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
49. When did you cry last? : primary ??
50. Are you a friendly person : HU DARE SAY NO !!!!!!!!!
51. Do you have any pets : DIE liao count mah?? 1 lor..
52. Where is the person you have feelings for right now? : somwhr along tis earth...
53. Did the last person you hold hand with mean anything to you now? : erm... ya?!
54. Do u sleep with the TV on? : nvr hav a tv b4 in my rum... i wish gt la.. XD
55. What are you doing right now? : hearing songs n answering tis question lor..
56. Have you ever crawled through a window? : CONFRIM!!!!
57. Can you handle the truth? : 99999999999999999999% cn... HU WAN HURT ME CUM LA!!!
58. Are you too forgiving? : NO!!!
59. Are you closer to your mother or father? : mother
60. Who was the last person you cried in front of? : primary skull d table...
61. How many people can you say you've really loved? : ALL I LOVE!!!
62. Do you eat healthy? : I am nt a nutrionist...
63. Do you still have pictures of you and your ex? : i dun hav 1...
64. Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : yea...
65. If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : her... SIGH
66. Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : both also hav la!!!
67. Are you confident? : wat mean?? lol
68. 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: study.. get scold... get beat... play...imagine y i am in tis world?!
69. 5 things on my to-do list today: computer... k box... PSP... hear songs... SMS
70. 5 snacks I enjoy: keropok?? biscuit?? sweet?? snack n sncak
71. 5 things I would do if I were a Billionaire: BUY BUY BUY BUY n at last c the money is fake d or nt... = =
72. 5 of my bad habits: lazy... think too much... heart soft??!! (is it a bad habit??) cnt care som1 when he nid care??!!... n many many....
2. Sister : 0
3. Brother : 1
4. Shoe Size : 12
5. Height : 183 to 185
6. Where do I live? : Kolombong
7. Favourite drinks : plain water
8. Favourite breakfast : mum prepare d
9. Have you ever been on a plane : CONFIRM!!!
10. Swam in the ocean : ya
11. Fallen asleep at school : CONFIRM!!!!
12. Broken someone's heart : gt... always...=(
13. Fell off your chair : CONFIRM!!!
14. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : always gt call bt nt d ppl i wan jeh...
15. Save e-mails : nvr c b4 la
16. What is your room look like? : room...
17. What's right beside you? : mouse n keyboard
18. What is the last thing you ate : last nite dinner
19.Ever had chicken pox : not yet o...
20. Sore throat : hard gt tis...
21. Stitches :??!!
22. Broken nose : CONFIRM!!!! dun hav....
23. Do you believe in love at first sight? : COONFRIM!!!!! NO!!!!!
24. Like picnics? : like gua
25. Who was the last person you danced with? : erm... my fren lor...
26. Last made you smile : May 10
27. You last yelled at : K BOX!!!!
28. Talk to someone you like : ya..
29. Kissed anyone : shhh!!! dono ><
30. Get sick : last 2 years gua
31. Talk to an ex :didnt hav 1 b4
32. Miss someone : TOTALLY YES!!!
33. Eat : wat the matter wif tis question??!
34. Best feeling in the world : when I sing gud??!!
35. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? : MY BEAR BEAR!!!
36. What's under your bed? : Hmm... u cum c nt knw lor...
37. Who do you really hate : I didnt hate ppl b4... except teacher.. haha
38. What time is it now? : 9.50am
39. Is there a person who is on your mind now : ALWAYS GT...
40. Do you have any siblings? : 1 bro la NUB!!!
41. Do you want children? : see first la~~stil a long way to go
42. Do you smile often : ya??? NO???
43. Do you like your hand-writting : TOTALLY HATE LAH... MORE HATE MY HAND..
44. Are your toe nails painted? : NO...
45. Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : president d KING SIDE Bed??
46. What colour shirt are you wearing now? : WHITE....
47. What were you doing at 7p.m. yesterday? : SINGING my last song at k box...
48. I can't wait till : LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
49. When did you cry last? : primary ??
50. Are you a friendly person : HU DARE SAY NO !!!!!!!!!
51. Do you have any pets : DIE liao count mah?? 1 lor..
52. Where is the person you have feelings for right now? : somwhr along tis earth...
53. Did the last person you hold hand with mean anything to you now? : erm... ya?!
54. Do u sleep with the TV on? : nvr hav a tv b4 in my rum... i wish gt la.. XD
55. What are you doing right now? : hearing songs n answering tis question lor..
56. Have you ever crawled through a window? : CONFRIM!!!!
57. Can you handle the truth? : 99999999999999999999% cn... HU WAN HURT ME CUM LA!!!
58. Are you too forgiving? : NO!!!
59. Are you closer to your mother or father? : mother
60. Who was the last person you cried in front of? : primary skull d table...
61. How many people can you say you've really loved? : ALL I LOVE!!!
62. Do you eat healthy? : I am nt a nutrionist...
63. Do you still have pictures of you and your ex? : i dun hav 1...
64. Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : yea...
65. If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : her... SIGH
66. Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : both also hav la!!!
67. Are you confident? : wat mean?? lol
68. 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: study.. get scold... get beat... play...imagine y i am in tis world?!
69. 5 things on my to-do list today: computer... k box... PSP... hear songs... SMS
70. 5 snacks I enjoy: keropok?? biscuit?? sweet?? snack n sncak
71. 5 things I would do if I were a Billionaire: BUY BUY BUY BUY n at last c the money is fake d or nt... = =
72. 5 of my bad habits: lazy... think too much... heart soft??!! (is it a bad habit??) cnt care som1 when he nid care??!!... n many many....
5/11/09
nt all in the plan d bday present sry ><
hmmm... first i wanna say... sry...
koz last nite didnt open comp.. so didnt update...
say late d cn or nt??
HAPPY BDAY MY DEAR!!!!! hehe ^^
reli sry say late liao... keke...
oh ya... n the present... haiz... reli sry...
all nt in my plan... ISH!!!! i hate myslef T.T
i didnt giv the whole present perfect... reli sry...haiz...
i knw u will say nvm... bt juz let me say sry la... ><
tat midnite i am so happy... keke... thx to u also :)
for more information cn click the link beside my blog....
u will knw wat happen tat day... or even the midnite... keke...
HAPPY BDAY TO MY DEAR once more n I LOV U :)
koz last nite didnt open comp.. so didnt update...
say late d cn or nt??
HAPPY BDAY MY DEAR!!!!! hehe ^^
reli sry say late liao... keke...
oh ya... n the present... haiz... reli sry...
all nt in my plan... ISH!!!! i hate myslef T.T
i didnt giv the whole present perfect... reli sry...haiz...
i knw u will say nvm... bt juz let me say sry la... ><
tat midnite i am so happy... keke... thx to u also :)
for more information cn click the link beside my blog....
u will knw wat happen tat day... or even the midnite... keke...
HAPPY BDAY TO MY DEAR once more n I LOV U :)
5/2/09
yeeeeeowwwhhhhhh singing competittion oh...
2day... is the first match of folk song singing competittion...
also for our last match... haha... koz muz lose d ==
2day gt class first... koz hav some bad dream... so i wake up at 6.15am...
hehe... late leh... reach skull at 7.10am like tat... then hav class...
i wanna say!!!! which POK GAI say gt sport check d.... same as thrusday...
didnt hav sport check... juz let me n kai lun n also tiong.... bai bai shou ku... z
they say gt sport check so me n kai lun go hide d phone...
koz some reason... the place cnt say out... nt gud la...
my phone stuck in somewhr at tat place... cnt get it out...
nicely at last gt it out leh... haha ^^
then go SMC!!! reli go ah.... go thr for wat??? dun say more gud...
after go SMC...go bak to skull... started to train our song...
haha... then sing... finish.... bak hum... haiz...
we sing dao nt bad la... bt also lose...
S2 Zhong, Ren n Xiao... wa... all confirm final those ==
juz like tat la... bn lai 2mrw i gt bak skull bt dun hav le... weee
major help me take leh gahaha... sry la boss...
juz like tat le gua... rli mao mood do everthing liao...
koz sumthing.. wakaka... dun knw u knw or nt... u dun knw... wakaka
hu is u?? looking at tis blog d ppl lor... wakaka...
juz like tis la... bb ^^
also for our last match... haha... koz muz lose d ==
2day gt class first... koz hav some bad dream... so i wake up at 6.15am...
hehe... late leh... reach skull at 7.10am like tat... then hav class...
i wanna say!!!! which POK GAI say gt sport check d.... same as thrusday...
didnt hav sport check... juz let me n kai lun n also tiong.... bai bai shou ku... z
they say gt sport check so me n kai lun go hide d phone...
koz some reason... the place cnt say out... nt gud la...
my phone stuck in somewhr at tat place... cnt get it out...
nicely at last gt it out leh... haha ^^
then go SMC!!! reli go ah.... go thr for wat??? dun say more gud...
after go SMC...go bak to skull... started to train our song...
haha... then sing... finish.... bak hum... haiz...
we sing dao nt bad la... bt also lose...
S2 Zhong, Ren n Xiao... wa... all confirm final those ==
juz like tat la... bn lai 2mrw i gt bak skull bt dun hav le... weee
major help me take leh gahaha... sry la boss...
juz like tat le gua... rli mao mood do everthing liao...
koz sumthing.. wakaka... dun knw u knw or nt... u dun knw... wakaka
hu is u?? looking at tis blog d ppl lor... wakaka...
juz like tis la... bb ^^
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